Sunday, July 30, 2006
Juz went to his blog, he doesn't have a tag board.
At first i wanted to leave some comments.
Budden i saw wad he wrote and i collapse.
I cannot take it anymore..
My mind is in a whirl, i am very confused...
I dunno wad i should do???
Its like ten millions of swords pierced through my heart...
Its like my flesh had all been thorn..
Its like i am no longer me anymore..
He tore me apart..
i Know that i muz endure...
I uz be brave on the outside even though i am sad on the inside...
I need to be normal..
I cannot cry...
I musn't cry...Even though i can't take it bud i knoe that i muz endure...
And climb on my feet again...Although that hurts...
Bud i muz do it..
I clearly understand that no one can help me now...
I am the only one that can help myself bud i muz rest...
First, i muz pick up all the bleeding pieces of my heart and try to rebuild them again...
At rod my half built heart may be broken again
bud i really need to rest...
I am exhausted...
I dunwan to carry on anymore...
Wad is the purpose living on without them...
I am really suffering...
THat morning i am still very happie and tok a very nice neoprint
bud that night, everything fell apart...
MY sky toppled over me...
I had nothing in mind anymore...
anymore...
anymore...
寻找梦想 4:37 PM
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