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cantiaohai aka mini_ds

Hello peeps!
So much homework lorh...
Cannot finish de larh.
And i am sooo stupid to leave both my math ws in SCHOOL!
How do you expect me to do now larh...
So sad de lorh...
Coz need to change and i panic.
Hais...now i doing the culture talk thing.
at xinhui's house... Coz my com got prob lorh...
That stupid old com!
Anyway, nothing much happened larh...
okies...blog next time..
ooosh! Got a huge shock juz now.
Scared me half to death!
Oops.

寻找梦想 2:04 PM

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Okies...yups larh have school again.
I simply hate it larh...
Budden it's quite fun. i juz dun like the sitting down and
listening to teachers part, i like bio lesson though!
It's simply cool!!!!!!!!!!
Makes my life so much more fun!
Then like nothing to do at home lidat.
Super bored de. =(
Something that i cannot believe happened today.
Our chinese teacher announced that our class got
into the the next stage of the culture test i told ur earlier.
OMG! Most of the questions i anyhow guess de lorh.
I super stunned and shocked!
Other than that, i finally brought my sleeping bag home le.
Haiz...cannot hug in class already.
So sad, but i really very scared that it'll somehow
end up in mr teo's office!
Oopsi! That will be great trouble!
Today's pe i think is very very very shiok lorh!
Coz we ran super fast, for 4 rounds and got interval larh.
Otherwise you want me to die meh??
Then i'm surprised that i can catch up with the rest of them and
run all in time of 2 mins.
Wow rite??? A person like me can do it!
Muz jiayous le.
Also like a lot of things coming up so really cannot slack de.
But say lidat but wad we do is a different set le larh..
haahahhahahs...x)
nothing much happened today larh.
Juz that everyone was a bit sick and lame.
Especially during bio lessons.
About the zhaowei and qianhui and xinhui thing.
Super no link de lorh...
All crap!
Oh well, but i like it.
So ROCK ON PEEPS! :)

寻找梦想 5:50 PM

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Heyy peeps!
Yesterdae didn't blog coz i got the tkk thing
and muz wake up early which is the thing that i hate most.
So came home very exhausted!
Then slack here and there. Hah, you noe me!
Next, afternoon nap!!!!!!!!!!!
That's my favourite part of the day,
I slept for 2 plus hours and i still lay there and
wait for the moon to rise...
Finally i've the ability to drag myself out of
bed and do some homework.
Lidat of course no time to blog lorh..
The next day which is today...
Well, not exactly a happy day coz we got the
news that my maternal grandma was
sent to the hospital because of some lung infection
or some sort causing her to cannot breathe lidat.
Then we went to visit her..
Think she was alright so still quite okies bah.
Feel so sad and worried for her.
Suddenly feel that my uncle is also very caring.
How he helped my grandma here and there, holding her hand
and talking to her, making her feel better!
All of a sudden, i felt very touched!
It's so touching can...
And something funny happened to me too.
I took my younger cousin to toilet and when we came out
i walked the wrong direction and nearly banged into her.
Afterwards i pulled her around and drag her along.
Then she asked me where i'm going??
I told her we were going back to the ward then she said that
isn't it the other way??
I blur blur looked around and said on ya!
Then we laughed!
OMG! my sense of direction is worse than
a 5 year old kid???
I cannot believe it and i dunwan to!

寻找梦想 8:16 PM

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Woweeee....
Today very fun de lorh...
Ncc act very nice and we are super bonded today.
Not that we are not bonded normally larh
but juz that we are especially bonded today.
So i'm very happie also!
The happiest thing of all is that yapqin is shouting all those cheers
as we run larh...I'm sooo touched!
It's like it makes me very happie de larh.
Not only that she also shout the timing today!
And i feel that the improvement she made is superb!
Actually she noe everything de lorh...
And i bet she will shout someday and
who noes one day she'll stand together with me
and shout out loud to the whole world that we love NCC!
Yes, dun be suprised that i say that coz it is 100%
very true! Although my standard may not be
the best in my platoon and that i'm not as
enthu as some of them, one proud thing that i can
say now is that my love for NCC will never be lesser than them!
That's one thing that i can be very sure of!
You may be curious that why is there such a sudden change in me.
Well, i can tell you that it was not a sudden change at all.
It's a gradual one.
In the first place, i dun hate ncc at all. I juz dun find any
fun and interest in it.
But as time pass, i gradually feel that being with my
platoon mates is very fun!
We suffered and have fun together!
I believe that is the ultimate spirit of NCC.
And i feel that it's my cca, i shld be proud of it and love it.
I love nc not juz for the sake of loving it.
Actually, i also dunno wad is the main reason that
makes me love ncc but then i really like it a lot.
Initially i got a shock too coz i feel that i became quite enthu
about it and concern!
Well, i dun quite care abt wad was the reason that changed
me but i love NCC and thats that.
Hmm...tmrw is my tkk interview le.
And i'm not feeling nervous at all,
instead i'm feeling happie coz i think that after this
dumb and stupid interview, i can rest and take a break from it.
Well, i dun like it at all.
Simple as that.
Quite a number of homework so muz jiayous le!

寻找梦想 8:12 PM

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Well, today got the culture com thingy and i thought
that it was some sort of like festivals things de lorh
budden i really didn't expect it to be something more
related to the olden days pple.
Someone like poets and writers which i'm totally CLUELESS!
I dun take c lit and i'm not a culture pro!
I really dunno a single thing can???
So all use guess de lorh.. No choice le larh.
And some parts got some impression de but i have short
term memory de mah how do you expect me to rmb.
And it's dunno like how many months ago learn de lorh.
And oopsi... I actually wanted to bring my sleeping bag home today but
jennie they all rush me so i clean 4got abt it.
I juz took my bag and walked off 2gether with them.
We went to the jurong library.
Went there to do homework. Duh!
Alright, We did take quite some time to settle down.
Especially me and jennie.
Coz we are like practically laughing our heads off
at every single thing. Then i was stunned for a moment or two.
Coz a batch of Nh peeps walked over and the guys were
wearing long pants! Which means that they are upper sec!
I thought will see him de.
I like quite afraid to see him lidat coz like nothing to talk about and
what if he smirks at me or glare at me???
Worse still, what if we quarrelled in front of the public???
But nohting! False alarm!
It's not him larh... And thinking back, i think that he wouldn't be that
bad de bah... Friday is coming.
Which means weekends are coming too!
Can take a rest after such a long week.
MJWE dunno wad to do abt it.
Go internet search like all crap lidat.
Oh wells, wish me luck bah.
Blog on sat, wait 4 me my friends.
SMILEX!

寻找梦想 8:10 PM

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LOha every1.
Nothing much to post larh.
Start of school le then very sian de lorh.
Like everyday cheong cheong cheong!
Keep on doing school stuff, wanna die liao lorh.
NO free time lidat. then wanna on com also no use le.
Srys, thats why never blog for so long le.
Um...got choosen for the cultural quiz today.
Suay rite???
But no choice larh. I think this one is not as bad bah.
Coz do finish can go le.
Still can pon a bit of lessons. So whatever lorh..=)
Well, the few days back was actually quite fun larh.
Coz our chinese teacher is absent mah so we
have free period and we played loads of lame games.
hmm...dunno what to blog about le.
GO see my welcome note.
Super sweet de!

寻找梦想 5:30 PM

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Sorry peeps, I'm not able to go for the class outing
today coz i need to attend my cousin bdae party.
I'm sooo sorry and haiwei pls dun scold me.
I really really wanna go de lorh..
But i'm afraid that my cousin will cry.
So sorry de.
I'll definitely go the next time.
No matter what i've, i'll go.
So, yesterdae i sleep until like siao and woke up like abt 7.
Hana kimi is abt to end soon.
i dunwan lorh.. Its super nice!
And i think the new show also not bad larh but hana kimi
is definitely better de mah.
Reading lots of book on lianzai.
Mostly outside stories but also equally interesting.
At the same time, i spotted a few books which seem quite nice.
So after i finish this one, i'll go on to the other one.
SO cool! JUz thinking abt it makes me can't wait for it!
WOOHAHAAHHAH!

寻找梦想 12:59 PM

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Hais...why am i soooo the unlucky.
I... am not able to go to HONGKONG!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why why why why???
I wanna go there. Juz 3 more months but...
My mum told me yesterdae a cruel answer: NO!
Whywhywhywhywhywhy???
Juz because dad dun allow?
Juz because you got work? Juz because you'll be busy for that
month? Mum and i still can go rite?
Why muz we wait for you?
Furthermore, you dun even like to bargain, to shop?
What's the point.
You made me happy but disappoint me again and again.
Why muz you do this to me?
You dun like to go overseas doesn't mean we dun like too.
Did you ever spare a thought for us?
That's my dream, something that i look forward to.
But you juz have to smash it up lidat.
Happy now aren't you?
Why muz we alwats quarrel?
Why muz you always snatch things away from me?
Doing the exact oposite.
YOU ONLY THINK ABT YOURSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!
You selfish and ungrateful little imp!
Have you ever heard of a child giving to a dad?
NOPE! You are juz a childish little idiot!
You dun spare a single thought abt any1 else.
You dun care a single damn.
So why should i care???? You did the same thing.
Why do you expect me to do something good to you when
you juz think of yourself and not of us.
You Are so the unreasonable can????
This whole thing is simply abt give and take.
We kept on giving and receive nothing in return.
We never complain juz hope tat you will be more auto.
But you juz keep on taking no contributions.
We're tired, very tired.
How can a huge guy rely on girls?
You stupid old hag!
COWARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
USELESS BUM!

寻找梦想 10:48 AM

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真心的笑.
什么是真心的笑?
Actually, i noe that answer very well.
And i thought that i did alright.
But, why why why?
Why must she say that? I didn't do anything, did i?
I... 我...真的害怕呀。
Has u always been like that? Or it's juz recently?
Forget it, maybe i should juz treat that i've not
heard that. Never.
I noe i'm lying to myself...But sometimes lies are so much better than truth.
Am i really that bad?
I've never thought about it before. Never.
Why must she malign me?
Perhaps, the impact on her is really great bah.
She cannot take the blow?
But why must she vent her anger on me?
I didn't do anything againdt her.
why must she say something so hurtful?
NVM, i noe that pple have different opinions on me.
I really should put everything behind and
juz treat it as a joke, a comedy.
坚持住，我一定要坚持住呀！

寻找梦想 3:33 PM

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HELLLO!!!!!!!!!!!
Bored to death. Slogging at home to do homework.
Pls tell me whether i should go for physics tmrw???
I would like to go of course but I would like to sleep too.
Of course, the bed looks more inviting to me.
However i'm a very guai1 student so tats why i'm having this dilemma.
So pple, help me.
I dun think i'll be staying here for long.
So pple, pls sms or call me to tell me your replies b4 10 in case i
fell asleep again on my desk while smsing.
Tat happens loads of time.
Well, nothing to blog about larh.
Nothing much happened except today's drama lesson is superb!
Coz it's extremely funny!
I watched the jap anime Stormy Night yesterday.
So when we've no topic to act out,
I asked them to act this whole anime out.
And i like it a lot and i mean A LOT!!!!!!!!!
I dun care whether the teacher likes it or not.
But i think that it's really a great success!
They can follow what i want and act this out.
I'm actually super touched!
HAPPYING!
And talk abt being happy, i went to SAKURA after drama.
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Salmon and eel and watever!
SUPERB!!!!!!!!!!! I went with my mum and
when she told me that, i practically drool.
I like long time never go liao.
Okies... 3 months ago but i really miss it!
开心ing... 幸福ing...

寻找梦想 8:09 PM

Jennie and constance keep spamming me.
Spamming spamming spamming spamming.
Wait till i spam jennie's.
She say she is gonna delete her blog.
NVM>>>>> i can still spam her.
Drama is lame...
LAME LAME... hahahahahahahahahahahahas..
Okies, i noe i'm lame.
Dunid to tell me i noe it.
Jennie says:
-.-
Okies... See now you understand her lameness,
see how i suffer everyday under huge amount of lameness.
HAHAHAHHAAH
NVM... I'm lame too.
We are the three lamesketeers.
If you get it. IF not you're dumb.
Constance says:
its not jiayi that suffers...
its me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh really???????????????????????????
She is super lame herself.

Constance says:
yes i suffer terribly.
i'm onli lame ...sometimes...
mostly sarca.
jennie says:
hmm...
i really wna go to the canteen now.
jiayi, hurry up please.
and im not lame. -.-
im just crappy.
:DD

AS if..
If you dunno. Crappy=lame.
Too bad. You've to stay here 4eva!
MWAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHHHAHAH

寻找梦想 12:15 PM

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Juz came home from UG camp. It sooo ROCK!
Your might be wondering why???
Go there suffer, cannot watch tv and stuff but it still rock?
The answer is yes it is, let me tell you why.
Anyway, i'm feeling very comfortable now as i juz bathe.
And it really feel like paradise.
It's not that i wanna be exaggerating.
But it does feel good, not only feeling clean, but also
a sense of satisfaction that i've completed the camp.
Without falling out! Yes, i thought i would.
But i told myself to endure! The rest of my platoon mates
are still suffering, running.
How can i fall out juz that i feel tired and wanna give up?
I told myself never!
If i ever do that, this will not be called a camp.
This is wat really makes the camp fun.
We had fun together, endure together, and so on.
It's like after the whole thing, i feel that there is a bubble
rising. A huge one. And it cannot be deflated.
It's the feeling of happiness and satisfaction!
Absolutely superb!
Then, after not blogging, i wanna tell your about wat i did
in camp for this few days.
First Day:
Well, we got lessons for the first half of the day then after
that i have tkk. So sad rite????
I rather go for camp. Seriously.
Complain so much i also sian.
JUz wait till it's over and stop pestering me ever again!
Then abt 5 i changed to no4 and fall in.
I'm in charlie2. First time same platoon as janice and fengye.
So happy. They revise IFC with us then demo a little.
After that is dinner. Still not bad larh. edible.
Then if i'm not wrong, we went to clean bunk.
YA, then have bunk check...
Quite okies larh.
Well, didn't really bathe. Coz juniors also inside.
Cannot fight with juniors what.
So we as seniors, dun bathe lorh. Simple as that.
Then supper. Not that hungry as we've rice.
So ate a bit biscuits only. Then lights out!
GOODNIGHT. Sleep pretty well that night.
Slept for 4 plus hours bah.
Sooooo tired. The next day still have pt.
Second day:
Woke up early and lie around for a while. Dunwanna wake up.
But in the end, of course we still did.
Went for pt. Quite okies bah.
Juz that we too long never do liao a little not familiar bah.
But i think it's still shiok lorh.
Feel energetic after that. Brealfast is still alright,
then have gsk lesson and test.
Honestly, a little dunb and lame.
But all in all, it's still in a good way.
That makes us all pass.
Drill mutual next. I think i rather teach juniors.
Although it may be a little difficult.
But i think that it'll ne worse to stand in front of your
platoon mates. But, they noe the drill better bah.
So easier to drill them, no need to scare that they dun understand.
So i think and hope that i did alright.
Next, cnc. TEST! So scary larh.
Took a small unit for the test.
And we finished early. So sat there and rest a little.
HAIZ... field cooking...
I think i'm simply a total failure.
I dunno how to set up and stuff.
Like all let the part c boy do lidat.
So i very guilty. But i did cook and so tats a great
improvement by me already bah.
At least i think so.
Not enough fire and time to cook and eat finish.
So still quite hungry but nvm!
ENDURE!
Next is UG candlelight night.
All the UG perform larh. So quite good.
I think that our dance also not bad lorh.
Quite satisfied. And very 'high'.
Got NIGHT TRAIL. It's a little scary but it's fun at the same time!
I like it a lot.
Then bathe, then sleep. ZZzzz
Third day:
Have 2.4km run in the morning.
This part i like a lot. We endured through the whole thing.
I"M SUPERB HAPPY! :)
After that will be brekfast. YEA! I think thats the nicest.
But of course including the apple!
Cnc retest, maybe we didn't do well for ytd one.
I think i did fairly reasonable.
It's quite okies and nice. Then will be cleaning of bunk and goodbye to the camp!
Your may think that juz normal camp thing
but to us it's totally different.
It's not what we suffered, that counts.
It's how we endure iit that counts.
It's the bond tha matters.
I LOVE UG CAMP!
I LOVE CHARLIE!
I LOVE NCC!!!!!!!!!

寻找梦想 2:36 PM

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Hello!!!!!!! Todae got major world events and
i think that its really quite interesting!
It's cool! =)
Well, camp is coming...
So probably muz prepare myself fully for it.
I really prefer camp to this.
Although camp may be a torture.
But tkk is simply a torture mentally larh.
I can die under that.
I rather go to the camp. Seriously.
Todae, we stayed back to have dance,
I'm afraid that we won't do well for that night.
Got a lot of tests also.
So i'm really not that confident.
Hais... ZZzzz.
Homework quite a lot leh.
And that CID proposal really can kill.
Watever, how i wish now is sec2.
So much more free...
And not as stress larh. IT'll be extremely cool if time can stop
NOW! Yes, i mean NOW!
then i'll be able to play com 4eva!
Cool isn't it??? =)
Muz bring lots of uniform to bring to school too.
Pple, muz wish me luck and
hope that i'll win this whole battle!
I'll JIAYOUS!

寻找梦想 8:18 PM

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I'm blogging now coz i'll be going for
UG camp this weekend...
So peeps, dun miss me.
Well, my cousins are gonna have fun at the bbq birthdae
party on sat and i've to pia like siao in camp.
So bad rite???
Set it on a dae that i couldn't come.
OMG! Think of all those food and its
gonna make me drool.
How can they do this to me larh.
UNFAIR! UNFAIR!
Hmmm...they are eating great stuff while
i'll be eating dunno wat. Thats so not fair!
TKK took up most of my cca time todae.
Some of your will say that i shld be happie.
But i dunwan.
I rather go for my cca! I love NCC!
I dun like and will not like tkk.
Its yiew!
YUCKY! And sooo disgusting!
It'll take up my camp!
NOOOOOOOOO!
I wanna be with my platoon mates lorh.
Suffer also muz suffer together,
I think that i suffer more than them in tkk.
Yes, its that bad.
Everyday go home so late.
I got no time to do my homework already larh.
Want to work us to death is it???
The thing is they are reaching their goal.
I'm already half dead.
*sobs sobs*

寻找梦想 8:56 PM

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Heyy... Quite a while never blog le. Coz sorta busy larh.
And 2 bad news for the week.
Which one do you wanna hear first?
The okies one or the worse???
Well, i start off with the okies one then, (I noe wats the point
of asking, you muz be thinking)
Well, i was forced to run for the competitive race for cross country.
Which is on monday... *sobs*
How can i not get in larh coz my house master and mistress
are my cca teacher in charge.
Naturally, i'm confirm in one lorh.
Problem is i dun run very well.
And i can say that i hate it even.
The most terrible thing is that, i'm the ic.
And our part can choose 3 peeps to do duty on cross country
which is to say they dunid to run.
I got the right to choose the peeps.
Such a good chance and i had to give it up juz becoz i'm in the competitve run!
Thats not so bad as i still got loads of pple to accompany me.
However i got the news that my tkk
itenm got selected!
OMG! The judges muz and confirm are blind.
Can't they tell that it's plain crap???
And now i have to pair up with a stranger
to prepare for the interview.
I soooo dunwan can .
And i'm sooo gonna ruin everything.
Trust me.
Btw, i got back my testpapers and
so far i'm still okies coz i never fail.
But its still far frm wat i really want.
Sad sad. Muz really cheong ar!
Which i dun think i can.
*sobs again! * :(

寻找梦想 10:17 AM

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