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cantiaohai aka mini_ds

Well, hello again people.
I'm feeling some sort of guilty now as i barely started my homework.
I know that time passes very fast and that with a blink of an eye, school is
gonna reopen. But i'm very much in the holiday mood and that
i'm absolutely in no mood to do my huge pile of homework.
And yesterday was quite fun although that smo was making me
extremely sleepy. Anyway, i dun expect much.
I'll definitely get a cop de larh.. So wads there to hope for?
I didn't go with 3I to the movies but instead i went home to sleep.
I really wanna go de budden my bed is sweeter than the pirates i guess.
At night, got the cldds performance in school and i'm the
only one stupid enough to wear school uniform back.
And i got the chance to go home and bathe and change and sleep.
Well, i didn't noe can wear home clothes mah...
Well, i think that the first 2 shows are very nice.
I juz dun quite like the last one that is sort of emo and drama.
Every year they have this scary and emo show, dunno why.
And i think the show will definitely be much better if you
do not have a person trying to hit you on the head with a balloon
whenever he can get the chance. ( you noe who you are.)
Today got the dental appointment.
Have to go down to school specially for that. Haiz.
Met jesslyn at the bus stop and anna at the dentist.
I was sorta afraid and tensed up though.
This appointment was more thorough and longer that the one before.
Which also means that it is much more painful but i pulled through.
And i dun have to fill any teeth as well, just the cleaning part.
The most horrible thing is that the tube that is supposed to suck my blood
out of my mouth spoilt half way.
So i have to spit out the blood myself which makes things much
more disgusting. Well, i have clean teeth now.
So say ' CHEESE!!!!!!!'

寻找梦想 4:43 PM

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HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now doing eng project with constance, zhaowei and youwei at my house.
But actually we are doing nothing but fooling around leh...
We slack and slack and slack.
Play daidi and jumping around doing idiotic things.
Not much progress though.
Constance is poking me and making me mad.
Haiz... well, i'm so tempted to sleep on my bed and.
Blog later, coz they are threatening me to close it.

寻找梦想 1:53 PM

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WAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Long time never blog liao. Coz it's really no time lorh...
Come back got homework to do and need to read comics.
HEYY, it's after exams lelorh. Shouldn't teachers give us a break???
My results were not very good. Haiz... dun talk about it.
Nothing much happened these few days, juz that constance and i
got hooked on bleach and vampire knight.
So we got our noses in the book everytime everywhere everyday.
It's super uber cool!
Yesterday act can say that it's a fun one but also a sad one.
Our seniors say that this may be their last act le lorh...
Then everyone got all sad and started crying.
I dunwan them to leave.
I suddenly dunwanna take over anymore.
Wanna stay as the cadet forever. it doesn't matter
if we get tortured or something.
Do we really have generation gap or something???
We weren't like that in the past de lorh...
I really dunno wad to do anymore.
They think they got parents, we dun have ar???
And their parents should use their brains to think whether
it's right or not before trying to cover up for them.
This is called pampering a spoilt brat not doting on them.
There's a difference and only those resonable enough can see it.
I dunno how to take over and i dunwan to.
I want my seniors back. And i dunwan ROD anymore.
Today's open house is quite nice, i was almost late though.
But quite few pple go leh...
Nvm larh, have some fun with everyone and joke around.
Whee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nothing much to say le lorh...
Juz that now it's holidays and wad about homework???
One word: HECK!!!!!!!!

寻找梦想 3:09 PM

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Hello everybody, guess wad i've been doing today??
Basically, nothing at all larh...
Except some homework and reading.
Guai1 rite??? As days go by, i feel that time passes so fast.
My chair had barely been warmed by my butt and
now june holidays are coming already.
And it's definitely gonna be a busy one.
Somehow, i dunwanna grow up. I wanna stay as a kid, always
my mum's princess.
I still remember my child's dream and that is to grow up quicly and
earn loads and loads of money for mum.
But now, i suddenly want time to juz stop here.
I wanna stop growing. I dunwan my birthday to come anymore.
I dunno wads good being an adult. I dunwanna be one.
I want to stay as a kid. Innocent and pure.
Ignorance is bliss and i still wanna be pampered by everybody.
Growing up once seems so distant but now it is simply
staring at me into my eyes.
All i can say is that's absolutely scary.
How i wiah that i can stay in netherland like peter pan.
He's my hero since young and like him, i dunwanna grow up as well.
Dunno why today wanna talk about this also.
Actually i've been thinking about this for quite a long time le.
One main reason that makes me think that way probably is that
my mum force me to learn how to cook for her bah.
Okies, need your to remind me de larh.
I noe that i'm a failure that i'm a 14 ++ year old GIRL that
still do not noe how to cook.
Well, i juz dunno why. No interest, no talent.
Haiz... Then my mum said something like so big already
still dunno how to cook. Wad a shame.
Probably is that which makes me think that it's not good to grow up bah...
With great age, comes great responsibility.
Well, i hope i really can just escape from this whole thing.
Is this pre growing up symptons???
Honestly, i would rather stay in school and get all those horrible results
for my entire life.
Haiz... If only time could stop.

寻找梦想 6:12 PM

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Well, i think different pple have different opinions on things.
So pple, please dun take this to heart as it is solely MY opinion on my
own blog, if you think that you can't bear to read on. Link to others.
But i'm purely trying to express my view here.
So... here goes.

HONOURABLE MENTION:
Mr Teo - my form teacher.
[ It's an honour to be honoured on my blog. =) ]

I think that you are a great teacher and you really did put
in loads and loads of effort to teach us.
Every teacher has a different teaching style and that every student
like different sorts of styles.
But i dun think that it's the style that matters.
It's the attitude that matters.
The teacher can feel it if the student did put in effort and
did their best. But results juz turn out the other way.
Likewise, students can also feel it when teachers did put
in their best in order to teach them. Even though the teaching
style may not be the one that they like most.
Different pple have different point of view.
I think that it's not only the teachers that muz put in effort.
Students muz put in effort as well.
We can never think that we are always right.
Nobody is as a matter of fact.
There are definitely different stories to a situation.
To understand what goes wrong, one muz try to learn
to see the situation from differnet angles.
So we, students cannot think that only we are right and the teachers malign us.
Well, yes, sometimes it's really a misunderstanding.
But before we talk behing pple's back, shouldn't we think why would
we have a misundestading???
I think that you definitely have done an excellent job.
I agree with you that some of us really never put in the
effort to study and learn.
I know how it feels to put in all your heart and pple
juz doesn't appreciate you.
I write this post is not to outcast myself and start bootlicking.
If pple wanna think that way, nothing i say can change your mind.
But think about wad i've said juz now.
Did you really have a positive attitude and are you always correct?
These are the words from the bottom of my heart.
I really wanna thank you for all the time you have spent with us
and all the effort you've put in.
I juz wanna say that your efforts are definitely being appreciated.
There are still pple out there absolutely grateful to you
and really wanna say a big thank you!
One of them is me. I dun have the power change the others mind.
But one thing i noe for sure is that i appreciate everything you
did for us. This is not some joke. I'm saying this
with utmost sincerity. THANK YOU!
I hope that you will not give up on us juz becoz
some pple out there dun learn how to adapt.
We still wanna study, wanna learn from you.
So, please maintain up the good work.
And i will also brush up and do better next time.
I really think that you are a very nice teacher that can
communicate with students.
So, dun take it to heart.
I'm not trying to be emo or busybody.
Like i said, i'm simply expressing my views here.
I want to see every teacher smile in front of me.
To see them smile gives me the feeling of warmth and that
it also shows that somehow my hard work pays off.
I know it's weird to blog something like that.
But this is the first time that i'm want pple to understand
me and know what i really think, and this whole thing
is not juz for me, it's for everybody.
And i dun mean to offend anybody (if i really did)
I juz hope that everyone will think about wad i've said.
It's time to think wad we've done and is it really right.
Mr teo, i dunno whether you'll be reading this at all.
But i still wanna let you know that ther are pple
out there who cared and appreciated.
So... Muz really give you a big thank you.
THANK YOU!
Lets jiayous together bah...
[ Dun be too touched till you cry okies? hehe.]

寻找梦想 5:29 PM

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Hello everyone...
Today can be considered quite a good day for me.
Lets start with yesterday then.
I was late for cca coz i need to take back paper for MJWE.
And i juz pass... and i mean just pass.
Well, i stare at it and okies... tell myself nothing is worse.
then, sorta chiong for cca.
Then do the normal stuff bah. Our seniors need to take photos so mam took over.
And we take c&c and teach the part a drills and stuff.
One thing that i dun understand is that why we cannot take photos.
I wanna take leh... Nvm, next year should be got chance le.
Then continue with normal drills etc.
One special thing: announce who is in spec course.
I was extremely nervous when i know about it.
And in the end, i got in the dates that majority of us are going.
One word to descride: HAPPY!
Then relieved. I was so afraid that i didn't get it.
But now, i'm super uber stressed.
They are all so pro and i'm only so-so.
Haiz... But i'll definitely do my best and chiong all the way.
Your muz wish me all the luck!
Now, lets talk about today.
constnace is a little upset of the cat walking thing though.
she dunwanna do it and she sorta feel unwell.
So she went to sick bay and that makes her group member very upset.
Budden, one thing that i dun understand was that she look perfectly fine
in that costume but she still say that she couldn't fit?
Maybe is i dun understand the whole situation bah.
But haiz... since she can wear, why make the whole situation so weird?
Aiya, i also dunwanna talk about it le. Maybe it is juz a misunderstanding?
Hope they will clear everything up soon.
Saw fran before i go to the newater thing.
Her costume was pretty and is close to their theme. NICE!
Then we board the bus and went to neWater!
On the way there, we played games and stuff.
It's super uber fun lorh! =)
Then got 2 dares i never complete.
Haiz...Srys to those pple. Will complete it someday de bah..
It's super uber fun.
Crap along the way and WHEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It turn out much better than i thought. At least
the tour guide is humourous. TOO humourous.
And somemore got aircorn. I though we need to be in the hot and
stuffy factory and see how they work like last time in M'sia.
Well, so today is definitely a fun day and i love it.
Holidays are coming and WHOA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)

寻找梦想 5:49 PM

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Haiz...it's hard it's very hard.
Looking at your test papers filled with careless mistakes.
I also dunno why, haiz...juz thinking about this whole thing
make me feel sad already le.
I'm super uber sad de leh.
But it's like the tears are stuck in my eyes and they dunwanna come up.
Dun feel like crying though. Coz i feel dumb.
Well, how to put it? Crying definitely vent your anger and makes you feel better
but it doesn't change your mark... I cry coz i never meet my expectations
and i think i improve a lot le. Never cry that much le larh.
So to all the pple put there who feel sad coz of their exam results,
dun worry and dun be afraid to cry.
After crying muz say i'll and muz do better next time. Jiayous!
That's wad i did. And that's wad my mum do with me.
I dun care wad my dad is gonna say. If he is still gonna continue to think
that it's nothing to do with the paper...
And it's juz my standard solely. Nothing else.
I dun care le. I got mum on my side and that's more than enough for me le.
Haiz... Dun say le. The more i say i feel more sad.
This mid year i really never do well leh.
OMG! Forget it larh..
How much i say wouldn't change much de.
So juz smile and be happy bah.. Hehehe.
Guess that was still a little fake bah.
Haiz.. I really dunno wad to do le.
Actually i am very demoralised de. But muz be happy in order to live
up to my principles.
Oh well, i still have to live.
This small little thing wouldn't beat me de.
The papers wanna kill us? Not so easy.
Giving up is never in my dictionary de.
Let's show them wad we are made of! Dun ever underestimate us!
I believe that someday, i'm gonna stand on a high hill and
shout out for the whole world that i am the best!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So, before i reach that goal, no one can beat me.
Yea, so muz buck up and think the positive way.
Cheer up everyone! Enjoy your life and dun let these
foolish things get to your nerves. They are simply not worth it.
What has passed has passed.
So dun moan but celebrate.
The worst is OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHOA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PS. wad can be worst than these???

寻找梦想 6:30 PM

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Yippee yip yip!!!!!!!! Hooray!!!!!!!!!!!!! Exams are finally over!
Can relax and relax and relax!!!!!!!!! WOOTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Actually not really larh... Still got module exam tmrw. HAIZ...
Well, went with peeps to watch spiderman 3 today.
Actually in a dilemma de, coz firstly, constance not going and
Bruce wanted to treat me this sunday. So...
If i go with bruce, i'll get free lunch, gifts, tickets and popcorn.
But i wanna go with my friends as well...
Hmm... But in the end i still went.
I told my mum about it and she thinks that he wouldn't mind bah.
Hehe. Hope he dun bash me up.
Haiwei, jennie and i cried. We are normal emotional creatures.
Hahahahahahas.. x)
It's touching cum sad mah...
Lets recall the past few days of torture.

1st day of torture:
English exam... So-so. HAIZ...
but went to harbourfront to have yoshinoya. YIPS!

2nd day of torture:
LABOUR DAY! But wad can i do but stay at home and mug and mug and mug!

3rd day of torture:
Chinese cum Geog exams.
Chinese: so-so.
Flunk my topo map with loads and loads of careless mistakes. haiz...

4th day of torture:
Chem exam...die hard.

5th day of torture:
Physics exam...die harder. Its amazingly challenging!
But went to harbourfront (with sulky faces) to have subway.
Split into 2 groups for lunch then meet in vivo again! =)

6th day of torture:
SATURDAY!!!!!!!
Slack slightly... hehe. mug for ss.

7th day of torture:
SUNDAY!!!!!!!!!! Watch shows and do math and mug ss.

8th day of torture:
Singapore studies exam...okies larh.

9th day of torture:
MATH!!!!!!!!!! which is today...
NO hope.

Haiz...actually thought today can go observe monkeys de.
But it turn out that we are not in leh...
So unfair de lorh.. Thought they say first come first serve de.
Then how come now all those can go de become those that
never sign up that day de lorh...
The go back on their word creatures!!!!!!!! HMPH!
Not trustworthy at all de lorh...BLUUUUUUUU!!!
Tmrw got checkup..need to take jab.
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

寻找梦想 5:24 PM

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