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cantiaohai aka mini_ds

HaiZZzzzzz....Very sianz cum stress cum tired...
Need to study loads and loads and it seem that there is soooo many that
we could not even finish even if they give us an eternity...
My stupid idiotic com like got problem like that...
Cannot access lorh.. Dun noe is my com got problem or the cbox..
Bet its my com...Its old and *dusty*....
Wanna change but dad dunnnnn allow... Say wat still can use wat????????
Hais.. guess i'll juz have to stick with it... It has been with me for a very long
time... If i were ti throw it away then i'll be heartless...
I also dun bear to leave it too..sobx..*dun take it too seriously, its all fake.*
HAHAHAHHAHHAXXXXXXXXXX...
I noe that i'm lame.
Juz read fruits basket volume 20...
Its sooooooooooooo the sad can...
Finally...Finally...tohru is gonna confess her love to kyou...
Oh my god... At first, i am very happie coz i wan them to be together..
But kyou feels that he has no right to be with tohru.
To love her and stay by her side coz he indirectly caused her mother's
death... He was there when she was knocked down by the car...
But as kyou dunwan to transform into a cat and let everyone know
abt the curse... Therefore he didn't reach out and hug kyoko away..
This caused her death...
If it was me, i won't blame kyou at all coz he got his reasons...
I juz that they will be together in the end...
Ps...I'm in the daydreaming mode now...

寻找梦想 6:31 PM

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lol... tired like siao... still need to revise for end of year exams.. can die one lorh..
School still give us soooooo much homework, i how to revise...
Really very tired... My mental structure is gonna collaspe already lorh...
Still need to memorise lots of things lorh like science and history and math and loads and loads...
How to finish all??????????????????????????????????
I really dunno.. Still got the cid which is really rushing us lorh..
How to complete... Still need to make connections...
I hate hom...I hate cid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
School sux... my study sux...life sux.

寻找梦想 9:32 PM

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Stress sia.... Seems to have loads to study... Cannot get a single thing
into my stupid idiotic brain... which i think is the size of a fish...
I dunno wat to do now... My math is gonna suck and my science too..
Actually, might as well say that every subject sux...
I dun have any confidence, i'm afraid...
tat i'll not be able to get the subjects that i want as i may be too lousy...
I'm juz soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
stressed up... Cannot think a single thing...
Physics already make me until like wanna die liao..
Still got the chemistry which i had forgotten most of them...
I'm going crazy.. If i dun blow myself up...
I dunno which one is actually worse..
I can die.. So stressed up.... And i dunno wat eggie is doing larh...
Think that we are the most obedient students meh..
So shameful to say that #@%*&^%$#@....
No shame at all still dare to say us...
Dun even noe wat she is thinking... If we become that kind of students then
it will be a miracle and she would be the most successful person
in the whole wide world.. But a pity, she is NOT!
She every time very free is it??????????
Check this check that... And the citizens also very petty and bo liao...
So free can go and anyhow complain...
They muz first see whwther their children is doing the same thing a not...
Idiot lorh... Email...email..email...
Very free lorh.. They themselves never do it as a model for us to follow,
then tellus to follow wat shit..
Srys...Very pissed todae..
Still need to redo my work.. They say our opinions wat, then we muz write wat the
t#$%^@&* wants to see... Then this is not our opinions already wat..
I dun get it at all... Even my mum protests...
Hais wat has this world becoming to??????????????
I also dunno... Have to eat humble pie until when i also dunno...
Have been always tolerating..
The only thing i'm looking forward to is after exams and i'll be free..
But the very sad thing is that we are gonna split class so sorta sad..
Like the year of PSLE like that..
I dunno after splitting class will we still remain frens or juz
slowly forget one another and treat each other as strangers..
I seriously dunwan that to happen..
Can't we juz stick to this class??????????????????
I juz dun understand adults...

寻找梦想 5:40 PM

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lol...Still quite sad abt the orienteering thingy....
Wanna cry but cannot cry out loud, have to control everything
inside...coz i dunwan anybody to be worried abt me...
Well, i guess i've to slowly let it go and concentrate
on the exams!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its only a week away!
Time seems to fly soooooo fast... Have to split class next year lorh...
Cannot bear to leave 2j... Two years alredy wat, later dunno which class we will go
into and dunno who we will meet...
Wat if i sooooo the suai tat i got into a class with all the pple that i dunno and none
from our class... How?????????? Have to meet new frens again..
Its not that i am anti-social or wat.... Its tat i'm sorta scared...
I shy mah.......... Aiyo juz kidding one larh.
Wat if even worse, i got in the class with all the pple that i dun like....
Thats even worse rite??????????
I got a sort of feeling that i will not get into the class with my clique...
Coz i think what i wanted to choose the subjects is different frm them...
Sad rite?????????????
Aniwae, your muz wish me good luck for the eoyes okies.....
THXXXXXXXXXXX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

寻找梦想 5:55 PM

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Sad dae...sad week.
Orienteering... i dunno wat to say..
I feel tat it was me who pull the whole team down. I've let everyone down.
If not for me, i think we still can do it.
Its all my fault. Hais... sad sad sad.
I've let down my orienteering team, let down my platoon mates,
let down bravo and let down rv.
So all in all, i can tell you i sux.
I'm the most horrible person in the whole wide world.
Why didn't i tell the sergeants that i can't make it?
I shld have told them so tat they can send someone else along.
I shld have done it.
Now, i am making every single person sad.
I feel so terrible, i've let all of the pple make them disappointed.
I feel so sad. i dunno have stamina dun have anything...
I am so so so so so sorry...
Very sorry. I noe that sir also feel terrible inside.
But he still tried and cheer me up. So gd.
however, sadness will still well up...
I dunno wat to do.
I dunno wat to do.

寻找梦想 3:29 PM

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Oh my godddddd!!! Tomorrow is the eng and chinese paper 1 already
lorh..so fast. Very superb jin zhang!
I dunwan lorh. But can early get home and some more no lessons.
Worse still, i still got MECHATRONICS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
However, we shld look everything on the bright side, the mechatronics is the last
lesson liao... So not that bad either.
Can't wait for it to end soon. I really cannot stand the teachers or the lesson.
After that they still say got wat project with tkk...
I dunwan alredy lorh...
Next year, i'll trymy best to avoid all of these things..
Coz they sux like hell....
So through this, wat have i learnt??????????????????????????
I have learnt not to take up any of these courses eva again!!!!!!!!!!!
If i really want to, i shld really ask properly abt the content first,
Ain't i stupid?
Aniwae, orienteering is this saturdae!
Can't wait and at the same time worried!
I'm afraid that i'll drag the whole team down...
Especially when iris and yanni can run so fast lorh!
btw...i'll do my best!
Jiayoujiayoujiayou!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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寻找梦想 3:25 PM

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Hellooooo pple!
The day after tmrw will be the eng and chinese compo lorh.
scared scared larh...
OMG!!! I got in the orienteering compotition!!!
Actually i owe janice a lot lorh.
She found all the fove checkpoints lorh!
I didn't even found one...
Still feel that i sorta drag her down...*sob*
Buti tell myself i muz strive to make rv a name in this
competion... Although the training now is very tough and exhausting!
But i guess it will be worth it...
Very rare of me saying this kind of things rite?
Well, although i always say i dun like nc...
But as time goes by, i feel that i am already devoted and loyal to
this cca already... I'm still not at the stage that i love it until like mad...
But i believe that one day i'll be able to announce to the whole wide world
that i love ncc!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I also believe that the dae wil come soon.
Now, i also dun hate nc liao...
Although i dun luv it, however i like it....
So i can only say...
NCC ROCKZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

寻找梦想 4:08 PM

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Hi!!! Long time no see everyone!
I missed all of you! Exams are around the corner,and i am really very scared.
Coz recently, my results dropped quite a lot and i'm really disappointed.
I am afraid that the year end exams will be the same.
What if i got into the lousiest class, away from all of my frens.
I really dunwan that to happen.
I also dun nderstand why muz we split class. If we take on different subjects,
we can go to different classes, like what those students in England and US do.
Its like so cool larh and our system is like sux like hell.
We can still have our main subjects together one right?
I noe that i am very anti-social but i really cannot bear to leave.
The exams are also giving me lots of stress and pressure so i may not be online to visit
my blog for a very long time.
Unless there are some research and homework to be done online, then maybe
I will pop into my blog for a moment or so.
SRYS....
Aiya, seems to cannot understand what the teacher is talking abt.
Especially phuaie! She likes to talk to herself and laugh coz
not a single soul noes what she is talking abt.
So i guess not to rely on her but to rely on myself.
Muz prove to her that i'm better that this freak!
She also like guys more than girls, married already still wanna flirt!
Bu4 Yao4 lian3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Forget it larh!
I'm a very appealing person!(juz joking)
HAHAHAHAHA!
NVM, all of ur muz wish me good luck for exams horh!
THANK YOU!

寻找梦想 11:43 AM

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Finally have a nice blog!
I really like the skin lorh!!
WAAAA..long time never blog alredy liao so have a lot of things to tell your.
Need to tell your abt the west malaysian trip lorh.
Actually its quite sian only in hotal and on the coach then fun lorh.
I want to have the birthdae party one lorh but then my friends are sick
and they feel too tired already liao lorh.
So the party is cancelled liao! Not fun one.
Also never mind larh! Aniwae receive quite a lot of presents larh so
very nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I like the canopy walk but its a little scary.
It feel so nice once you conquer it!
I very good alredy lorh.
At least thistime i'm with all my frens so i dun feel soooo scared.
Otherwise i very scared one lorh as i have phobia of heights!
But my mum is worse larh.
I'm better as i quite like those exciting adventures.
Although i'm afraid but at the same time, i simply luv them!!!!!!
Very ironic horh! HAHA!
The padi fields also quite nice but its a little boring.
The most funny thing happened during that trip.
When the teachers came to check our room on the first dae,
I thought it was constance, so i jumped and screamed CONSTANCE!!!!
But then i saw the two teachers i simply gong diao larh.
HAHAHA! Very funny horh.
Shopping was also quite nice larh!
But i buy quite little things. On the first day, i thought the next day got a lot of things to buy larh so i sorta save money for it.
But in the end, i did not buy anything on the second dae lorh. SOOO WASTED!!
Such a pity!
Another thing also very funny but it didn't happen to me, it happened to constance.
She was at kinokuniya!
Then there is a glass display, so she didn't see and knock into it and there is a big bang larh! So funny lorh!!!

寻找梦想 8:21 PM

Lol..finally changed my blog liao lorh.. Wait until sooo the long lorh.
Xannot talk lorh.
Its mechatronics...
On fridae i'll sure post a lot one!
SRYS..readers

寻找梦想 4:42 PM

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