Wednesday, February 08, 2012
Sometimes words are not enough to describe what we really feel.
There will come a time when I question myself.
Is this really it?
The way that I am leading my life.
Not exactly what I wanted.
"There is simply no time." "Quizzes are coming up." "I have so many commitments."
EXCUSES.
These are just the excuses that I chose for a feeble attempt to explain why I stopped.
Was I ever near?
Does that even matter?
The steps that I have taken, they could be mindless wandering.
Do I care?
Yes.
But that shouldn't be the determining factor.
Why did I stop?
Today, I sat alone outside the library and stared at the beautiful trees.
Always there, always telling me that some things can remain constant for a very long time.
I watched the passer-bys and I felt peaceful.
I felt warm and comforted.
I feel like I found a bit of the me that wants to write again.
寻找梦想 10:31 PM
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