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cantiaohai aka mini_ds

Lol...At first, there is no more tests. But now the results came out and i was shocked to death.
science: Aiya, the result i noe will not be very good but the chinese i got sooo the low larh.
many pples got higher than me lorh, teacher still say very good le.
But its not good lorh... I got like soo low that i thought that i saw the wrong marks.. Okies i noe i noe that i say like say very bad larh but its like the paper is realli quite easy larh but yet the marks i got is realli like shit!!!
Teacher never let us see our paper, so we do not noe wat we got wrong or whether they count wrongly or wat larh..
Muz get the marks bad lorh. Its like not only me lorh..
Like all the good ones become the last and the last become the first..
Okies larh dun talk abt all the unhappie things already.
Term is gonna to end already, holidaes starting but lots and lots of homework.
Tmrw is teachers dae already, many pple not going back lorh.
Then not fun alredy larh. I actually want to see how each and every one of tem how they changed.. Fridae have ncc flag dae. So shld be quite fun. But we muz raise a certain amount of
money, so quite stress lorh.
But never mind i think i got shi2 li4!!
So muz jiayou jiayou jiayou!!!

寻找梦想 4:27 PM

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Hahaz... Tests all over liao... so shuang but the final year exam is coming lorh.
Scared scared.Hais.. nothing to talk about recantly. yippee going to
west malaysia on sat sooo the excited lorh.
first time spending my b'dae outside singapore..
I'm sooo the expectant, mum is giving me money to buy a b'dae present tat i like,
sooo cool!!! Very happie.
This week quite slack lorh, tmrw cca can go change uniform so no need to drill, shuang!
Then wed nothing to do one lorh but got the mechatronics programme.
I think its quite okies as we won't do much of the programming on that day we will
do something else.Hais dun noe how to spell it but never mind. i bet it is definitely
better that computer programming.
Then thurs is teachers dae celebrations. dun dare to go back to promary school.
As most pple's reaction will be
"Jiayi, you grow your hair long!!!"
OMG, i dunno how to face them lorh... Next dae is ncc flag dae..
Muz see those two peeps again...Suai and let them see me in no.3 some more.
So embarrassed.. But no.3 is definitely nicer and cooler than no.4 lorh.
Then sat, west malaysia!!! So this week's program very nice rite???
So looking forwadd.XD
Wish me luck!!!

寻找梦想 5:25 PM

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Lol...Had math test yesterdae, it was not so bad. But had one careless mistake. HAIS, so blur rite?Aiya, our activity quite okies yestedae except for the first part. The sergeants said that we complained to the part a pc that the part a's never greet us. they pump us because they say we were too petty.
Some things we'veto juz forget it. But how come they can do it to us but we cannot do it on the part a's??? Its not that i am very petty larh its juz that we suffered a lot becoz of that and the part a's can juz enjoy. Last time when we greet the sergeants, they never hear and then they scold us and say that cannot hear means not counted. So we thought that its like that and at that time no one came to our rescue.. And now, so many sergeants came to the part a's rescue. I'm thinking that it isn't very fair.Okies larh sometimes we are in the wrong too so i dun quite blame the sergeants as long as they treat us partially and fairlly. That's all we want, we dun hope to have sergeants who dote on us but juz treat us fairly thats all. Erm.. about the comparism to part a's, i think that yes maybe some of their attitude are better than ours but the sergeants shld not compare like that. The sergeants shld compare the good points of the part a's with our good points and vice versa. I think that is only fair.
Aniwae i think that part b guty is sooo the poor thing.. I'll suport ur.

P.s Any sergeants who see this, this is only my feelings, pls do not pump us juz becoz of this. THANK YOU SO THE MUCH!

寻找梦想 12:35 PM

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Post during the mechatronics break... I realli cannot stand it animore..
Why is heaven sooo the unfair to us??? yesterdae the course is still quite okies lorh and noe, todae it sucks like hell lorh... at first its still okie one lorh.. We managed to make the servo move so i was still quite happie but then the female instructor came and ruin everything. We juz can't make the buzzer beep but once the mouse goes under her hand, the whole programme is in ruins.
She changed our whole programme now that it can't even work for the servo..
Some instructor she is.. Everything she taught us is just some sort of crap and shit... Dunno then dun come and teach larh.. Worse than us lorh.. then we can be instructors larh.. Idiot.
Very the angry now lorh.. so the angry..
Maybe its not all her fault some of it goes to the credit of the jinx bitch science teacher.. Some freako she is..
Stood behind us juz now and pass her unluckiness to us...
ya.. true lorh yesterdae she never come so we did quite well lorh..
But then todae she came and then we juz died..
idiotic freako... Now i dunno wat to do.. Some sorta nice course.
Can die one lorh..Hope that this course hurry up finish the better lorh otherwise i maty die of heart attack.. If i die early, i'll bring those three freaks along one lorh..
They cause sooo much of misery.. can't they juz leave me alone..
Juz now another dunno-who-guy came in and called our names only..
What are we on probation or wat???
outcast us until like that... Freak larh.. want to kick us out also never mind larh coz thats wat we long for..
Yea.. we long to QUIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

寻找梦想 4:44 PM

LOl...
Ur noe why i can post todae?
Its becoz that i went to mechatronics early to post.
Cannot so long without posting. My fingers are aching... Funny rite... Get addicted to this kind of things. The mechatronics was sorta alright yesterdae.. Dunno wat happen either..
I'm in utter shock too. suddenly we are quite okies wuth the programme.
I'm realli very surprised. Maybe the godness of luck is on our side nowadaes.
But then, It still cannot change my mind. Maybe its becoz too much of the bad part is still clinging onto me. But i sincerely hope that the rest of the course can change my mind.
I also do not noe wat got into me lately.
After that indirect rejection, i often cry.
When i watch those romantic shows, most of it i will cry.
whether it is good endings or bad endings i'll still cry...
Maybe its becoz my heart is still broken, still bleeding.
this is a very difficult ordeal for me...
I dunno wat to do.. In one of the show it said, 'If u like somebody but thaat somebody dun like u, u'll suffer..Especially when you want that person to be with you.
If you juz want to silently stay by his side, you will experience heaven-like treatment.
I guess i am in the first case. let time heal my wound then. Wish me luck...

寻找梦想 2:49 PM

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Lol...Can only post on weekends nowadays..
Todae can post coz i have some com work to do. Otherwise
its a NO NO... Muz revise for exams now!!!!
Its like only a month away.
And many of the subjects i don't like.
Actually its not really the subject, its the TEACHERS!!!
Okies larh... Our english teacher is sorta boring but sometimes he is quite okie and
that is like soooo rare...I prefer the old one.
But its not like we have a choice rite..We dun get to choose which is like sooo
unfair.. Ahhh NVM, math teacher is quite okies, nothing much
to complain abt juz that sometimes she is a little too fierce.
But other than that she is already one of the best..
history teacheer ROX!!!
He makes me like history sooo much..
Chinese teacher is also okies compared to the worst..
The worst is the PHYSICS teacher...
She is worse than worse...
Guess wat, she is the one who forces me into mechatronics...
IDIOTIC!!!
Aha.. juz met f on the way to school..
Came down frm the overhead bridge and saw f walking, so i was like so excited..
Come to think of it, it was sooo lame..
Its like i dun even like him but i'm keeping track of him for a friend...
I was like tip-toeing behind him when he suddenly turned around and stared at me...
Funnie rite... Its sooo the embarrassing.
Anyway, have to wait for a very long time before i am free..
HAIS.

寻找梦想 8:42 PM

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Lol...
Just change my skin...
Although its a bit plain but it shows my feelings.
I am sad.Very sad.
I know that i must let go.
Otherwise i will suffer more, but its not that easy.
Anyway, i am quite happie this week as there is no MECHATRONICS!!!
But next week still have lorh...
Not fun liao...
If i'd known that its soooo the boring, i won't sign up for it...
Teachers' dae is coming...I'm very anxious...
I want to meet all my ex classmates but i am afraid that
they will get a great shock as i kept my hair long..
Although my looks change quite a bit but my height seems to
stay there forever... Oh no!!! I seem to shrink...
I am sooooo the short...
Stand beside my friends also very zi4 bei1...
Later go back they laugh how???
iT'LL BE SOOOO the embarrassed!!!
Ahhh...Another thing to be happie about is the up coming
West malsysia trip!!!
Yea...BUt too bad larh..
It landed on my birthdae...
I am soooo "lucky"..
When i was p6, i had to go litter picking on my birthdae..
Yes although it made my birthdae very memorable but luckily te guys
quite guai1...Never make fun of me...
But this class guys not very guai1 one lorh...
They will make fun of me one lorh...
NVM...My mum will give me extra money to let me
shop like siao on my birthdae...
It will be soooo memorable...
Muz ask for birthdae presents lorh...
and mingshin's innocent smile!!!!

寻找梦想 11:42 AM

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HAIS...
Was this month suppose to be one full of rejections???
Many peeps got rejected and that was including me..
Oh well, yes look on the bright side, he did not reject me on the spot already very nice le.
Erm..ok, i guess its because he didn't noe who i am so he didn't reject me then..
But my dear dear friend asked him on Msn and he said he will never ever accept
me..Its a no no..
OK, at least he didn't say it right into my face and i do not need to control my
tears in front of him.
BUt it too hurt when it came out of my friend's mouth.
Yes..and not to all of your surprise, i cried.
It is like sooo sad okies...
You cannot blame me one loh...]Aiya..
He already said so wat he got his a levels...
Next year he is even going for Ns..
Even if he say yes, it is also very difficult to maintain.
Anyway, he didn't noe me at all loh...
That's wat i'm most sad abt.
I did have the courage to let him noe who i am...
Although i can still email him but like i said,
I'm born without the courage..
So i shall juz let it be and live with it..
Like junyan said, i'll find my true love one dae...
Hais.. again another math test.. i'm
going bonkerrs...
And two more daes to the stupid idiotic mechatronics...

P.S. I'll wait..In my heart, i'll wait, no matter how long.

寻找梦想 5:35 PM

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Heyylo pple...
Oopsi, i regretted.
I realli regretted. But its not all my fault right?
I am born without courage i guess.
Todae i installed my MP3 and it gave me lots of trouble and my con lag...
So had to wait for very long time.
Its still loading, and loading a,d loading..
Ah..never mind.
This week is almost over..Another week is starting which means
that mechatronics programme is starting too..
I dunwan. I juz dunno the concept.
Why muz she force us???
I realli dun understand.
Bored at home, dunno wat to do.
Tsubasa rox.
Science test is coming.
Scared scared.
Hen nan memorise.
I juz can't get it into my head. Ah nvm. Man man lai ba.
Kan dao jiu sianx...
Very bored.
Always blogging abt the same thing.
I got bored too...Dun you???
Ah nvm, Endure!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAS..

寻找梦想 11:34 AM

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Yesterdae was ROD...
PErformance was ok..
Its juz tat we cannot hear the music so some steps at the front we got it wrong..
But the end was all right...
I still prefer last year's ROD..
Well, the games were ok..
But i dun quite like the first game this year.
Erm..food was definitely nicer last year..
But this year was acceptable too.
I dun noe why myself, its like this year
is much more sad and unbearable..
There is not much high...
Yes, we cried...
its juz too sad.
And by the way, i didn't tell..
I jux dun have the courage.
HE is quite good looking...
Nice man too.
But i am not worthy for him.
ITs like i am Bu Zi Liang Li...
So i'm planning to give up.
Although it hurts a lot..but i will try my best.
Maybe i shouldn't fall for him in the first place.
Should have controlled myself.
then i won't suffer now.
HAIS...

寻找梦想 3:41 PM

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LOLS...
Todae is national dae..holidae..
No stupid mechatronics...
For everybody informatiom,
which gerl doesn't like handsome dudes?
However, that is the only first impression...
If you are a .... gerls won't like you even if
you are the most handsome guy in the whole wide world...
Gerls like great charcter...
You have a great personality...a great guy...
But maybe i am more unique...
More weird i guess...
Pple have different taste...
Your personality will attract some other gerls with more
normal taste i guess...
Take fruits basket for example...
YUki is handsome...
Caring, kind...
And has lots more good points that kyou..
However i like kyou more...
The truth is i dun noe why myself...
I dun noe the reason...
His personality juz fits in sooooooo well...
There is no reason..
I juz like him...
Nothing to describe...
Well, i dun like honeyed words...
I like those innocent guys that dun noe how to express himself...
Blush and talk gibberish when he is nervous..
What he said at that time is the most sweet to me...
To me that is the honeyed words...
Words from the bottom of your heart...
Care for others from thebottom..
With utmost sincerity...
Will protect his loved ones no matter what..
Do not care about what others say as long as he believe in himself..
Weird isn't it???
I guess the fault doesn't lie with you..
Its juz that i am too unique.. thats all..

寻找梦想 4:00 PM

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Ehem...
Janice you sad what sad lorh...
Its like ok larh...He is leaving next year...
I can understand how you feel...
Budden, shouldn't i be more sad....
He is leaving for NS next year lorh...
Cannot come back to see "us" liao..
Yours will still come back after he went to Jc what..
Bud my is forever bye bye...
At least you will still meet him in Uni...
I told you to go and ask him which Uni he wants to go...
Then tell him how you feel...
Tell him that you will wait no matter hoe long..
I believe that he will be touched...
At least he noes you exist...
Mine doesn't even noe who i am...
How can you stead with a stranger???
Bud i dunno wanna give up...
You said we shld go by the fate god arranged for us..
Bud i think that fate is in our hands..
We must grab the opportunity when it comes.
Dun let it slip through your fingers and regret later...
We must control fate and not let it control us...
So its up to you...
I hope that both of us can JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!!!

寻找梦想 3:25 PM

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For everybody's information, My expectation is not very high lorh...
I put my expectation higher because i feel that
finding a mr perfect is not possible...
So even if the person does not meet the requirements,
he will not be too far from it...
Yea!!!
National dae is coming...
Can skip the mechatronics programme...
I sooo happie...
Can tell that how much i hate it right...
Juz receive the west Malaysia consent form...
Oh my god...
So scare to let my dad noe...
He doesn't allow me to go...
And NOT to my surprise,
he said lots of things like writing a letter, calling my teacher
or whatsoever blah blah blah...
Luckily it is compulsory, otherwise he will juz give a straight NO...
Then he said yes very reluctantly...
Why other pple can go there with the full support of both of their parents but i can't?
I noe that he is worried for my well being..
I realli appreaciate that but shouldn't he be more relaxed now that i am sooo grown up???
Anyway the fact is he let me go and thats that...
ROD is coming...
Oh my god, i can feel the tension and excitement...
YIPPEE...................................................

寻找梦想 4:24 PM

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Oh my god...
I cannot belive i did that..
I just rejevted someone..
I feel bad too...
I dun wanna hurt him...
Its just that we are really not suitable for each other..
SRYS...
Personality that i like...

1. Have perserverance
   
2. Fight for what he wants
   
3. Pursue his dreams
   
4. Always protect his loved ones
   
5. Innocent
   
6. Brave
   
7. Admit his wrongs
   
8. Caring, kind, heplful
   
9. No da4 nan2 ren2 zhu3 yi4
   
10. no need very handsome..
    

kan4 de2 shun4 yan2 ok alredy...
But if he is handsome...then all the more better...
So my expectations not too high right??? :)

寻找梦想 11:54 AM

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LLo...
Just finish my eng project...
THis week i am soooo busy..
Almost every day i had to stay back...
I dun mind the CCA, but it is the stupid mechatronics programme
that drives me insane...
We already told her that we wanna quit...
But she dun wan to listen to our explanation..
What kind of teacher is this???
She always think that she is correct..
Even the instructor hopes that we quit...
Its not that we dunwanna quit its that ****ing *****
dun let us...
We dreaded the whole course and we will never learn
anything...
We already told her about this issue on the second lesson..
She did not pull us out of the programme and
now its too late..
The instructor said that we muz put in effort but we did..
Now, they lost hope in us...
Never mind...
Who cares...
If he needs to write a report to LLM, then write larh...
If we kena scolded, then we say the real reason lorh...
Its not that we id not try our best what..
We did..
It juz go unrecgonised..
If we fail the test, then too
bad larh..It will reflect badly on the instructor and I hope that he got sacked
and let everyone see that how much he sucks...
Anyway i wish that the ****ing ***** and the ****ing instructors
come and see this...
And they can know that how much they suck...
Hope tat they get cursed for the rest of teir lifetime...

寻找梦想 11:35 AM

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Heyylo pple...
Ph my god...
Time sure flies, so fast next friday ROD already...
So excited, so anxious, so worried...
I realli dunnno wat to do???
Tell or dun tell???
I want to tell but i just do not have the courage...
But i dunnwan to accept the fact, as i noe that the result will not be
the same as what i wanted.
However i want him to noe that i exsist, at least let him noe that
there is somebody who cares...
Aniwae, i noe that it is impossible already...
Its like there are so many problems between us...
Age difference, Exams, And NS...
Its like it will be the lasy year i am seeing him..
What can come out of it during this four months???
i bet it will be nothing...
Its just me thinking nonsense and rubbish...
There is nothing more i can do??
I noe that these are miserable memories , but i will try my
best to let it go and put it down...
None of the memories are supposed to be forgotten, even it is
very painful for me to carry on, i will try best...
I noe that one dae, i can surpass every thing...
I noe i can do it..
NOw, juz let time heal my wound...
So, wish me good luck...

寻找梦想 8:40 PM

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Lol pple...
The mechatronics programme really sucks like hell...
I really want to quit already lorh...
But no no...
That stupid idiotic "DUUU"
Doesn't let what does she thinks she is..
What so great about it???

寻找梦想 7:02 PM

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