Tuesday, January 17, 2012
The opportunity presented itself.
But then here comes an opportunity for me to decline that original opportunity.
Should I grab onto it just as I did before?
But that would be quitting won't it?
That would mean backing out. That would mean giving up.
And what exactly is holding me back?
The feeling of being committed?
But that is the exact feeling for making me want to quit.
I want to lead a carefree life. I don't want to worry all day about the possible SMSes.
I don't want to be afraid and stressed because the senior emailed.
I don't want to stand in front of everyone and let them hurt my ego.
But I want to learn. I want to grow.
It is painful, and stressful and tiring.
But... Always the 'but'...
Decisions, I really don't want to choose anymore.
I don't know what I want. I don't know where I should go.
Which road I should take. I don't know what I should persevere on.
Once again, I am lost.
寻找梦想 10:07 PM
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