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cantiaohai aka mini_ds

wah, today's chem test was alright... but then hor, today 5I got back their econs test...
quite a lot fail leh, me how our class how?
haiz, monday taking back leh
but today after chem test i totally heaved a sign of relief la!
haha late for chem prac today coz i cnt find my bag in the canteen....
haiz, mr wong like wna scold me lo, but he let me off in the end... phew
after chem prac i went to anchorpoint again with huiyuan!
went to eat subway and i did smth very embarrassing lo!
at the counter, aft i ordered the type of bread i want, me and huiyuan stood there in silence
and then the person was like putting on the ham and stuff, then i suddenlt "OH!"
haha huiyuan and that guy got a shock and looked at me then i laughed and said nothing haha
coz i thought that i din say that i wna meal... but then at the same time i rmb that it's supposed to say when paying ARGH!
that guy was like laughing all the way... sian...
ohkay, then we went comics connections and i bought my cousin's bdae prezzie...
then we went some random and lame shop to but prezzie for zhengyang.
i think is damn cool! hope he will like it!
i not that creative la but i will still try my best to give you a surprise...
~~~~~~zhengyang! haha
lols then we went billabong outlet and i saw the hat that i want a lot.
haha hope still available on my bdae...
then we went queensway shopping centre to buy water bottle for my another cousin...
Nike spray bottle i think damn cool leh! i like also! grey also!
then i went back school with her... and i met up with siyu to go vivo!
hah cool right? we went to buy sweets and pencil cases and keychains!
thank you! huiyuan and siyu for accompanying me to buy all the stuff!
loves ya!~~~~~
loads of hmwk over the weekend lo!!!!
ARGH! will die! a lot of pple bdae coming up! yay! i also happy!

寻找梦想 7:34 PM

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haha went anchorpoint with siyu today after champs to eat KFC. since we like released early so went there lo. at first wna shun bian look for prezzies de. i got loads to buy leh like 4?!
but we lagged at the KFC so much that we cannot walk lo!
haiz, is the person there lag a lot la. our food damn long also havent come...
haiz, and you knw wad. i poured all my mountain dew away...
of course accidentally de la
i wna set my tray down on the table but the whole cup juz tilted away and poured away...
ohwells hahaha we can talk abt everything leh! haha so fun!
I had a lot fun and laughter lo!
i ran like 12 round today.... everywhere ache...
and im not exactly in top form today la! haiz....
muz study chem le... like slack a lot lidat
sian la everyday study lo. today wna pon sch de leh...
muz wake up so early everyday haiz. and needa run...
but i thought of geog and cca then i pulled myself up lo.
haiz, everyday also cnt pon, im soooo gna slp late on sats and suns!

寻找梦想 8:52 PM

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ohmygod! i thought that math was a killer and im like already desperately praying for my math test hoping that i can pass lo...
then today the econs test even more a killer lo.
ohkay it is not that easy but what pissed me off a lot is that we dun have time to finish!
i dun even have the chance to try and do and complete it la! Argh!
im like sooooooo gna die la!
you knw wad... mr tan said 4 more mins...
and ohmygod all arnd the lecture theatre came the sounds of "shit!" "ohmygod" and the fumbling and rustling of papers! Haiz, then i havent even like touch the case study so im like totally scribbling and writing like some maniac and i still din manage to finish.
God, if i can like get 5 out of 50 i think i will be like: WOW miracle!
my answers like a lot different. esp MCQs la! the teachers are out to kill us lo!
then i was still writing like mad, when mr tan said: rmb to shade your MCQS...
SHIT! i havent shade yet! i totally flip my papers to the front and started shading anyhow
im like dun care le!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH tmr still got cca, loads of things to settle.
got pe...needa run like hell.... i think i will juz drop dead

寻找梦想 6:10 PM

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ohmygosh! why am i like the suay-est person on earth???
haiz, you knw, i flip through my organizer calender and you knw wad?
i found out that like this is the first year that my bdae did not land on the sep hols!
I was about to be very happy and scream and woooooo....
coz i was always very envious of pple when their frens sing bdae song for them damn loud in the canteen... i thought i finally can celeb my bdae with everyone in sch for the first time when i realised that at the side of my bdae was this note: Year 5 promotion exam
ARGHARGHARGHARGHARGH!
ohgosh! who would have the mood to celeb bdae with me la lidat!
i dun even have the mood to celeb it myself lo! promo test leh sian sian double sian la!
haiz, but i have a few items that im gna ask my relatives to buy for me for my bdae...
~Inkheart, inkspell, inkdeath trilogy
~a billabong hat... the sort grey army style one
~i forgot liao la~

ohya, my dear frens out there, dun think that i will forget wad i want from you'all.
i will get it all sorted out de!
i still have like 6 months to think haha ncc pple, 4i pple, and haha 5k pple mwhahaha 4th sep wor

寻找梦想 5:51 PM

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wah totally wna sleep all day today lo.
at home then i wna sleep all day, juz wna lie there and dun move and dun do anything...
haiz, cant i juz go into hibernate mood
~jiayi is hibernating...hibernating

寻找梦想 8:17 PM

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看了一本书，突然变得很伤感，感触特别多。。。
我也明白，我很傻。 竟然毫无理由的爱上一个和我完全不同世界的男人。
你。。。都不认识我。
你。。。不知道我的名字，甚至都不知道有我的存在。
我也只能悲哀的躲在异世界的一个角落望着你的背影。
默默妄想这能呆在你身边。
看着你，一百年也不会觉得腻。。。越看越觉得你好帅！是我生命里的唯一。
可是你始终不属于我，眼巴巴地望着你和别的女生离去。。。
我的心好像被抽离我的躯体， 痛慢慢散发。。。
我只能看你们离开，到一个我不能到达的地方。离我越来越远， 够你们的二人世界。
是啊！我在你的世界里是毫不存在的人吧！是不相干的。一切都是我在自做多情。
老早就想放下你了，可是。。。我办不到。
好辛苦。。。与其强迫自己忘记你，我看我还是继续爱你吧！至少还有一点点幸福的感觉。

寻找梦想 8:22 PM

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ooh haiz, 5k playing the angel and mortal game lo! Guess who my mortal is haha
i wna know who my angel is la!!!! ><
yea... at first i pick one and you knw who is it? qianhui~ haha
haha they say cnt be some1 too close de lo otherwise will be like not fun1
I laughed like mad already then i placed it back and took another one haha
i love this game lo! I think it's damn fun! I shall treat my mortal damn nice! haha
feeling damn excited now lo! Got GP test today lo, dunno how i fared... ohwells haha
i think i will worry abt it when the time comes bah.
i think i will have to bombard myself with a lot a lot of tutorials so that i wont fail my tests.
i really like geog a lot lo! the seminar presentations were very fun lo with a lot of simulations and demonstrations and discussions and videos! We were like so comfortable presenting la!
I super like geog la! although some parts may be rather dry and a lot of things to memo
but then i think wad keep this class going on so omg-ly will be our passion and love for geog lo!
ROCK ON!
so fast one week ending already... shall work extra hard!
chiong!

寻找梦想 6:26 PM

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haiz, today is not rly a good day for me...
i ate a lao po bing in the morning and ended up puking it all out in the end...
haiz, went to school feeling a little weird, thought i was too tired lo.
but then when i went to change coz we needa run, i feel like vomitting and yes, i did.
OMG! damn xin ku and damn suffocating! Argh! I went to the grandstand and yes, puked again.
i feel my cheek being pulled back forceful ly due to the pressure lo
din run in the end... Pe also never go...
during math tutorial, i think too cold or smth i was freezing lo.
thought im going to get the fever... but turn out evryone was feeling the same.
so i was alright lo. after eating 4 fishballs and mushroom soup, im feeling much much better lo!
But cca was bad stuff though, we were informed that some of the parts are not approve
and all of us seem rather demoralised and all like went to the grandstand to crap and vent!
and totally no mood to do anything le lo! so many restrictions la! ARGH!
gna die, i think im gna fail maths... the worst! Mr lee do until damn easy, but
if im like doing it alone then i cannot do de lo. haiz haiz haiz
guess we will juz have to continue fighting...

寻找梦想 7:53 PM

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yozzzzzzzzzzzz
haiz, like obstacles after obstacles lo. today the geog seminar...
i think that we did not bad la... we discussed fairly well.
the thing is that tzehui lost her thumbdrive...so her ppt sorta gone to waste.
haiz so wasted.and hor she stayed up till 1 plus in the morning to do la and i stayed till midnight.
gosh.... nearly died this morning totally wna stay in bed and not wake up
but still i drag myself up lo
ran quite a lot today... and siyu fell during pe.
Take care! scary la and im like right behind her when she fell scared me alive!!!!
then i think we have some problems with cca.
haiz, depressed, dejected and fed up in a way...

寻找梦想 5:44 PM

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lols made the announcement today. totally forgot abt it until huangyao rushed over to me and say that ms li is like looking for me then i rmb abt the announcement that im gna make!
argh! I din revise last night lo and ohmygod! during the national athem im like trying all my best to recall the thing that im gna say, heart beat like damn fast lo!
then went up there and i think i speak damn fast! speak like a machine gun lidat all in one breath! haha but when i went down the stage, a lot of pple tell me my voice damn nice and motivated me to become DJ! hah yea! but really la they say can hear me rush like mad though. oops
lols today ran 2 rounds with class and then ohgosh lightning risk alert
so we cant run anymore ohman have to run again tmr... haiz...
i rly wna join the class lo, i shall try and seek compromise! woots! hope it works!
haha forget to add... i got back my geog test paper today le...
ohkay lo on the whole i think we all did not bad la seeing that ms tan marked according to A level standards. haha i top the level leh! haha and the class! 17.5 out of 25...
it's quite low for a top but ohwells, it's an experience we have to gain and we will definiitely do much better in A levels! Jiayou geog pple!

寻找梦想 8:56 PM

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walks around... feeling lonely.. haiz not really emo-ing, i think im in a kinda neutral mood bah.
hah i like a few songs recently so i shall write out the lyrics to share. haha din go anywhere today.
at first shld be going to tzehui's hse de! but sian la, dunwan move... Tuas somemore haha
then just stay at home and rot and do hmwk and daydream. long time nv write my story le, i think i shld spare some time for my favourite things today! yay~!
Ohkay! Lyrics!
Come to me
Under the silver stars, right where he broke your heart
girl, you know i'll give you anything
i wanna hold your hands
say the words he never say
i'll make you promises you can believe

*chorus
lemme be the one telling you it's alright
sharing the smiles and tears you cry
lemme be the one loving you when you're weak
for all of the strength that you need
you can come to me

when you down when you feel so lonely
turn around you can come to me
when you are down
baby i will be the only come to me

you can just be yourself
coz i dunwan nobody else
____________________(haha forget le)
for teh kind of love you can trust
for more than just a crush
baby why dun u just come to me

*chorus

when i got you in my arms
say is where u wna be
coz girl im down on my jness promising my heart
all my heart

*chorus

whenever you need me, i
whenever you need me, girl,
whenever you need me, i
oh i will be there

whenever you need me, i
whenever you need me, girl,
whenever you need me, i
oh i will be there

reach out reach out reach out for me

Come to me by Jesse McCartney! listen until i melt la!

Go on Girl

This one i dun rly rmb haha but i like a few parts

Me thinking one girl
she thinking me, earl, tims and jimmy

im invinting current to my heart
she's outrightly ____________

thought i was her star
guess im wrong
but see im strong
wont take long for me to move on
pls dun worry abt me im fine
only gna play the fool one time
trust me when i say that i will be ohkay
go on girl go on girl
i'll be fine

Go on girl by Neyo! haha can feel the guys' sadness. cool!

寻找梦想 2:26 PM

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lols pple sry for all the vulgarities previously.
ahem, i shall delete the post since im no longer angry and also to avoid any misunderstanding that anyone of u might have...

寻找梦想 10:25 PM

oh this is the 301 post! haha went to JJ lin qian piao hui!!!!!
林俊傑 HELD MY HAND!!!!!

oh gosh la! i went there at like 1130am and saw a lot of JJ fan club pple!
woo! then i started queueing up and a lot of JJ fan club pple came and ask pple to join.
i juz sat there alone lo coz liting got shooting.
then arnd like 1230pm we started moving into the place and redeeming the postcards!
arnd 1250pm lidat bah... liting came to join me and then we were like talking and then i was like damn nervous and excited hahaha lols
then zhou chong qing came to raa raa the crowd... haha i screamed
then JJ came!!!! woots sang wo hai xiang ni
and totally argh!!!! pple starting to take pics! woots!
then hor, talk talk a bit starting signing. JJ hugged one lucky girl la OMG!
lols then mu turn to go up and im like woooooooooooooooooooooooooo haha
then he signed my postcard and then he stick out his hand and i placed my hand in his!!!!
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
hahah then he said happy valentine! and i said happy valentine too!
woots! eye contact! and when i go down the stage im like mad already!
screaming to liting that HE HELD MY HAND!
hahas woots! my left hand is damn precious now! mwhahahah
then went to orchard takashimaya to meet constance, anna, huili and haiwei!
passed the prezzie to haiwei le and i ate and we walked arnd to kinokuniya to look for chi books coz anna wna buy ma que yao ge ming! woots! i saw tian shi jie 23 hao!!!
shall ask shuyu to help me buy again haha oops!
went to basement to eat and haha fool arnd a bit and hoho went home
no one is available for dinner so i have to went home for dinner.
i knw that it's sad to eat dinner alone but i am already damn happy today so nothing, absolutely nothing can spoil my mood today!
he said happy valentine to me and i had to a happy one! lols
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HAIWEI, SIMON, and err ZIKANG.
lols zikang, although u dunno me but then ohwells, we were supposed to interview u as well but u rejected us. haha anyway, happy bdae and have a nice day pple!

thats just the happy side of me.

寻找梦想 7:10 PM

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wah wah wah! today exchage a lot of gifts haha a lot of sweets and wooo!!!!!!!!!
cool la! yay!!! lols ohman emo a bit today then hor haiz
saw it... gosh, ohkay, aiya dunwna say anything already la argh!

寻找梦想 7:35 PM

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wah sian so much hmwk and tests coming up la im like totally stressed up.
wad with all the cca deadlines that we have to meet as well... argh! ohmygod! still have all the vday prezzie that i havent finish yet la ohmy!
i dunno la, life is like full of so many things to worry abt, abt urself and for others..
sian la pple have different mindsets so compromises have to be made isnt it?
haiz think of such things also no use la!
argh argh argh!
math chem geog econs!
Kyou, zheyu, chunxi, hatkun, syaoran, ryuoh, edward cullen, howl, haru, touya, yoh, hao, taoren, night, zero, and many many more la
no time and mood to recall hah

寻找梦想 7:41 PM

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wah! the days like totally packed up with like argh! hmwk and hmwk and hmwk...
and now wad... tests tests and even more lecture tests!
Gosh, it's really a miracle that i din explode.
can rarely find a time to take a breather. but i think overall life is good in sch with all my frens.
sec 1s are suppose to report for cca today and i went there to look look a bit.
our pw cum econs cum form teacher nv come today so we tooks an early day off.
mwhahah shall not say the name of the teacher later he kena scolded haha
he says that we can go home and we were all happy little birdies! haha
we were like waiting for like 40 mins already and then massaging arnd haha
pple say my skills not bad de wor but then i still like tongjing's skills the best!
Damn shuang la! haha ohya! i also dunno why i dun have feeling leh.
by right shld have de mah, coz that is the closest that i can get..
but then still no feeling lo. sian la sian la
and im reading fewer and fewer books now so fewer and fewer shuai guys to admire haiz
alrights, 或许这就是：真爱是不需要理由的吧！

寻找梦想 5:20 PM

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原来那种男生的性格不难找，忽然之间好像发现了很多个。。。
安静，冷酷，还有一点恶魔的坏怀感。。。 有看到的， 有认识的。。。
但是其实感觉更重要，他们可以完全符合我的要求，可是我不喜欢也是没有办法的啊！
原来王子到处都是，但我的王子只有一个，不知几时才会出现。。。
我这个大笨蛋。。。现在才明白这个。。。

寻找梦想 10:03 PM

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omg! went totally high with tzehui and wangjue today!
haha went to jurong east popular to accompany them to buy smth...
then went aries to buy haiwei pins haha the pins damn nice leh lols
too bad i dunid them! then went imm to eat crepes with tzehui.
shu bought the durian one and i bought the strawberry ice cream one. still got 20 percent off! ><
alright, walk arnd a bit in giant to buy this and that.
then went to her hse and her hse is like near to TUAS! ohmygod! damn long a ride!
freak me out la, totally. then we started doing the experiment and we can really imitate pyroclast lo! wow! pyroclastic flow!!! then the thing look like cappucino... lols juz with a very strong vinegar smell. lols then went to find some nice videos and info haha
although we are both suppose to do the thing online now, but im like totally no mood haiz
alrights, when have i been in the doing hmwk mood la haha
i came out of her hse like 540pm lidat, you knw wad time i reach hime???
720pm la!!! ohmygod! ohkay la, i got go to jurong west lib to return books.
due ytd lo, wah, so scared that i will be lost there la, first time going there, holding the map that tzehui draw for me and looking arnd weirdly la haha
i found the place alright and i feel damn proud of myself, i walked in the rain somemore.
haha on the bus 242, i saw this damn shuai guy la! omg! felt myself going red and paiseh.
242 damn a lot of pple take la then i sat at the first seat, near the window.
so throughout the whole thing im like staring out the window, a bit emo-ing and listening to songs in my hp, heck care-ing that my hp is currently low batt.
then almost reaching the interchange that time, i turn my head the other way to see where am i and i saw this damn shuai guy almost directly in front of me la! ohgod, im like quickly turn back adn breathed deeply haah he is like tall!
definitely got 18o and above de lo.and he is naturally shuai and cool la
he is not like those style their hair until damn wad then wear until damn wad de la.
normal shirt and jeans, got dye hair but quite normal.
then ohmygod-ly cool!!!! haahah suddenly make me have hopes in guys agiain haha

寻找梦想 8:31 PM

haiz, in school now, currently waiting for tzehui who left me here in the lib. haiz,
i need to wait for her to finish CO then we can go and do the geog seminar thing tgth la.
sian im like more and more towards the zibi side,
haiz like more depressing stuff come to me lo.
at this moment, i hear that a lot of pple dun like me coz i too noisy and too high.
ohwells, they dunno me well i think and luckily they are not my class pple, but then it still hurts la. ohkay, then the other moment i got pple saying that they love me and that i rock!
ohkay, i think that so long as i rock and love those pple that love me, then my life is great le lo.
heck those pple la! they no yan guang la.
and hor, after talking to a certain fren of mine, she make me realise that most guys are damn superficial and are jerks!
notice that i write the word MOST, i knw that some guys out there are very nice pple and wen rou and some really may be my type. but all i have to say is that i dun think i will ever meet them lo. ohgod, why are guys lidat? so girls are like better right?
shld i change my sex orientation and change to like a girl instead.
haiz, long time nv crush on guys le wor, meaning that there are really no worthy guys for me to crush on... i knw i sound damn depressing and im sorry to have offended anybody in this comment but yea, i need to vent.
haiz... wads the point of waiting for somebody who will nv appear in your life.
i knw maybe like 3 days later, i will regeret posting this becoz this is not my usual thinking.
but now, yea this is exactly how i feel.
for the past dunno how many yrs, i have been telling myself i can wait for that perfect guy in my life but today, this is the first day that i ever question myself whether all my waiting will be worthwhile...
who can answer that question of mine? i wonder...

寻找梦想 11:55 AM

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haiz, why did things turn out this way?
wads wrong la i really dun understand.
wads the prob... i also dun feel anything wrong sitting with a bunch of guys...
i dun go: no girls sitting here so i dunwan sit with you'all le.
haiz, gender is rly a prob lo. ohman is this mild sexist?
ohgod, i cant stand it anymore. i thought this only happen to one person who is like damn self-conscious coa we keep saying that he is a girl and his jnrs keep teasing him,
but no! this happen to all guys! except for my family aka cousins i think.
ohman, arent we friends? arent frens suppose to go out tgth and sit tgth no matter whether there are the same gender pple with you?
so you mean that, oh you have male frens? if yes, i can be frens with u but if u dun have, i dunwna be the only guy fren u have.
damn it!
我吴嘉仪这么没有人缘吗？要出门都那么难吗？为什么我每一次都失败呢？
Argh! i dun care le la!!!!!

寻找梦想 6:26 PM

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wah! totally relaxed liao! like after the geog test im like ong free!
stress like divides into many many smaller pieces! woo!
able to read books and go online and omg-ly relaxed!!!
haha read books shuai guys!!!! haha 5k discuss shuai guys discuss until like mad lo!
mwhahaha

寻找梦想 5:46 PM

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wah! stressed up over the geog test la! dunno whether i can finish the cheatsheet in time a not lo
haiz, tell u wad...
today aft edit, i went to interchange to transfer bus. then i was waiting for the bus and preparing to daydream while i sense a gaze. like pple keep on staring at you that kind
i looked in that direction and saw a guy... in sec sch u staring at me la
then when he saw me looking in his direction, he quickly look at his book la
then im like totally wondering who he is coz he looks damn familiar.
aft like 10 secs, i finally rmb that he is like my tuition mate when i was like p5 lo.
same tuition centre and same class but i think that he is younger than me by 2 yrs bah...
omg! then we like keep sneaking peaks at each other...
but we are like quite far away, so like ohkay lo
then on the bus, we sit quite near each other then i keep telling myself not to stare at him...
but i saw him keep staring at me la, a few times our eyes met and is damn damn awkward!
i dunno wad to do la! shld i wave??? wad if he dun recognize me??? wad if i thought he was the wrong guy??? argh! so both of us just keep on staring at each other
until we alight (tgth) then walk different ways.
haha he grew quite a lot, look more mature. mwhahaha
maybe got chance then i shld say hi or smth, ask whether he rmb me a not.
hahas i dun rly rmb his name la. Jeremy? Jeremiah?
ohwells haha edit got many nice and jin bao pics!!! yea!!!!!

寻找梦想 7:41 PM

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wah, all the workload is rly like drowning me lo!
esp the geog test la, im like totally sian diao.
there is like juz so much to memo and im like totally tired out.
i tell you one day and im rly gna collaspe omg omg!
i find that during free periods im getting more and more serious lo.
pia-ing all the hmwk and studying. im gna be a freak someday! confirmed!
sighs sighs sighs. wish me luck pple

寻找梦想 9:18 PM

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我忽然之间有感而发，请你不要感到肉麻
你是第一个对我那么好的男性朋友
就连小学的好朋友都有吵架的时候
可是你总是笑着
忍耐着我的一切胡闹
所以我很庆幸
能结交你这个朋友
因此我认为不吵架有时也是件好事
谢谢你的包容
我会一直相信你
希望彼此能有缘做永远的朋友

din go ms ng hse today, coz my mum say needa go grandma hse
haiz, brought hmwk ther also nv do, ended up playing mahjong again.
lost arnd 2 plus 3 bucks lidat lo. ohwells

寻找梦想 9:25 PM

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