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cantiaohai aka mini_ds

Wah... recently i too lazy to on com liao lorh...
I am watching ai4 qing2 mo2 fa4 shi1 now larh...
And i am finishing soon. It's irony i tell you.
Budden i think the author can capture my heart very well lorh...
But in the end, i still think that i like Richie better than Arzt
dunno whether thats the correct spelling.
Anyway, Arzt got the knid of feeling that make me like him
but... Ruchie got the character that i like. It's irony i told you so.
So i dunno who to support since i like both and i felt really really
sad when Richie wanna give the female lead up coz he understand that
he will not be the one who is able to give her happiness.
He broke up with the girl by putting up a show with another
girl to let the female lead think that it was he who betrayed her.
Haiz, it was like soooooooooooooooooooooooooo
sad lorh... I dunno wad to say larh.
He really very noble, still go the airport to chase Arzt back for the female lead.
He cried soooo hard when he put up the show.
He loved the female lead too much...
Haiz, pity that love is something that pple cannot control.
Maybe going to lib tmrw, since like nothing to do.
But like go lib also a little boring... but too bad,
i have a boring life. Nothing wadsoever.
I will not let this show affect me de,
i muz have my own style.
Hello, is like my taggie dead?
Like nobody wanna care, and bother to tag.
sobs sobs, i dun feel loved. sobs sobs.
ohya, i haven't mention that on sunday i met
that Woman that i am gonna CHEW her brain out.
Guess wad? She is like eating lor mee lorh...
Shouldn't she be eating veggies, lor mee got oil
got meat and msg and stuff, she still eat.
Dammit! Go market see her, go ntuc also see her.
I see her once, makes me wanna twist her whole body up once.
ARGH!!!!!!!!! Then yesterday got thunderstorm lorh...
And i'm all alone at home and the lightning kept flashing
and thunder kept rolling, so the scary larh..
I called my frens but none pick up lorh, l felt soo
abandoned, then i called my mum and i felt more loved.
Then Fengye returned my call too, so i was feeling much better.
Anyway, your dun laugh lorh...
I scared of thunderstorm is not something shameful mah...
Guess i can't be a pilot... Well, my height also can't make it larh...
Haiz, to be honest, i really feel quite useless, and lonely... sobs.

寻找梦想 4:15 PM

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Wow. i like long time nv blog liao le, but
my taggie also like got no one visit lidat lorh... sobs sobs.
Went out to the lib with constance and jennie.
I was still on the search for the book Tuck Everlasting and
i was thinking that if i can't borrow the book,
i will juz have to do on Harry Potter.
So i nervously typed the letters in and you know wad,
they tell me it's available in Bukit Merah Lib
which is sooooo near my house larh... I practically went mad,
budden i was still glad that it was fianlly available.
Therefore i rush there immediately when i left jurong.
ohya, constance forgot to bring the Tsubasa new book for me!
And i think i made a scene at the interchange, coz
i was like screaming into the phone at her.
Ohwells, at least she made a trip back to her house to get it for me.
At first i was feeling kinda guilty and i tried convincing myself:
She lives sooooo near! Then she said alrighto coz she brought the wrong
amount of money for me anyway, so that erased my guilt a little.
Well, when Tsubasa finally arrived and passed on to me,
all thoguhts were gone. OMG!!!!! I dunwan Syaoran to have a clone larh...
Althought i like knew that long long time ago
budden it's like i thought the clone syaoran will not turn
bad but he did, so i was kinda sad, now i dunno which one i like,
Argh! Why muz it be sooooo complicated.
At work, i found some1 who likes KYOU!!!!!!!!! She like almost
have the same taste as me lorh.... yippee!!!!!!!!!
I read a book about a small little potato who wanna
turn himself into a sweet potato. It's hilarious!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Got kinda bored tonight, watched a couple of anime.
So... still kinda bored leh... Constance introduced me t some T-shirt phrases.
"God made man before women because you always make the rough draft
before the final masterpiece."
Well, to all guys, dun be offended, you can go there and find one to shoot me down.
Recently, i felt quite uncertain about the future,
wad exactly am i gonna do when i graduate?
I have a dream, but i dun think that i can ever excel in it.
I am not that good, juz that i am very interested in it.
Well, i talked to my mum and she said that this career that i
wanna be in may not hold a bright future for me.
I was so sad when i heard it, she says that i can do it as
a hooby and for fun but as the main career, its a little impossible.
I very clearly know that i may not be able to support my family with
this career path but my heart is like really into it lorh...
Well, i decided that i will not give up my dream, for leisure
or for career, i will persever on this dream.
Juz that i muz earn loads of money first, then my dream will definitely be fulfiled.
Even though that i dun like accounts, i will take it
if it enables me to reach my dream. JIAYOUS!

寻找梦想 3:45 PM

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Today is my maternal grnadma bdae
so we are holding a dinner at SAKURA!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG! I'm like super excited and i'm super happy.
We are going to Toa Payoh!!!!
Yea! Yea! Yea!!!!!! I can eat to my fill.
But i dunno why leh... I dun seem to feel hungry
very easily lately. Oh wells,
but i'm not gonna let this dinner go to waste.
Can't seem to concentrate on my homework as well.
I am reading this chinese novel that i mentioned
that the guy on the cover page was super Handsome...
Budden he's not my type, This is a book about
12 guys with different constellations.
My book is about the guy who is Capricorn.
They have a brief description of the other guys and
i really like the Taurus guy who is like sooo handsome
and soooo my type! Ohwells, i will try to find it de.
The plot is all right, juz that a bit confusing
coz the truth is somehow not revealed yet.
I'll jiayous and continue reading de, then i tell your wad happened.
No matter whether your are interested, coz it's moi blog. hehe.

寻找梦想 1:31 PM

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Recently i found out that i'm addicted to a few things.

1) Books: including novels and of course manga.

2) Anime

3) Dramas

4) Titanic

5) Chocolate

6) Lollipop

7) Sms-ing

8) Chatting on phone

Yes, thats about all. I dunno whether your are aware...
Yesterday night and wed night channel 5 was showing Titanic.
I didn't know on wed night and i only caught the last half an hour and i was
kinda disappointed but at least i still get to watch the next
part yesterday night. That was when i was crying like mad.
I dunno why, i juz can't control my tears.
Especially the part when i see the pple on the ship had no where to
go and ther was not enough life boats. The thing that went
through my brain then was that Oh my god!
About 100 years ago, these scenes actually did happen.
I dunno whether such a sad and bitter love story did happen then
but i was sure that at that moment, ther are pple who part
with their love ones forever.
Another sad moment was that when Rose decided to
fufil the promise between her and Jack. She decided to live on.
And in order to do that, she needa free her hand from Jack's grip.
The moment she pry her hand free from his, Jack began
to sink down into the deep deep sea.
OMG! My tears are juz so uncontrollable.
I was thinking that we can be sooo happy
while others are hanging on to their dear life.
It amde me super depressed. I cried at the exact same scenes when
i watched it a few years ago. This is such a brilliant film.
Theres still another part whereby at the very end,
Rose was sleeping but i think she died coz that
was when she was able to go to Jack.
When i see Jack was standing on top of the stairs waiting
for Rose, they were sooo happy, i think that they will
be happy forever. It's juz soooo sad.
However i think that the older i get, the more things i start to think.
Why can't they take turns to be in the water?
Wwhy can't Jack find another board to lie on?
I think that if Jack did it slowly, he will be able to climb on the board.
Then he wouldn't have died!
But then this is juz a show. When i had this thought, i was stunned by myself.
How could i said that. Normally, i used to juz watch
and never question to much. Wads wrong with me?
Budden after that i pretty much returned back to normal.
Thats juz soooo sweet. It doesn't have to be forever and touching.
If you had it once, you had it forever no matter it's
in your memory, your heart or in reality.
I think that this show is really awesome!!!!!!!!!!!
I am soooo gonna but the disc. Althought the male lead is
not as handsome as he was ten years ago but it's still super nice!
I actually think that this show is not that touching, but
it's the combination of sadness and touching-ness that made
this film so popular 10 years ago and 10 years later.
I think that this is SUPERB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh ya, i am actually addicted to a lot of things lately.
I dunno why but lollipops are one of them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am still grateful, if my mum never switch the channel to
channel5 i would never have known that they were showing Titanic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Aww... i'm soooo happy larh... But i am also a little bored larh...
Juz keep watching tv, and doing a little homework.
WHEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok bah, let the happiness continues!

寻找梦想 12:08 PM

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OMG! I thought that the book, i think i'll juz curl up and die
is like quite nice, budden it's not! Ok, the storyline is sorta ok
but the plot got like soooo many characters larh...
Then i like get quite confused everytime the name appears.
I am reading the book called When it hapens.
So far ok, it's like one chapter is girls perspective
the other is guys perspective.
Fengye says that she got A free ticket to escape theme park
and it expires on 29th nov. She can't make it
so she says that i can have it but who the hell will wanna go with me
when i dunid to pay but the person needa pay.
At first i thought that her fren have the membership
card then i can call a class outing with every1 paying 7 bucks only
Great deal rite? Budden she says that her fren went back
to China already, so wads the point larh...
Then i check the memebership card price and it's like 89 bucks larh...
OMG!!!!!! If it's like cheaper then
maybe my whole class can buy the card and only pay few more bucks.
But it's soooo the damn ex, then i dun think can liao larh..
Haiz... work is sorta ok larh...
So i juz got a big blow and i can't talk now larh...

寻找梦想 12:07 PM

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WAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really hate those awkward situations.
Yesterday, i went to SJIJ with my mom to work as the
auntie there dun have enough temp staff.
WAH..... At first i thought is ok lorh....
Budden like not a lot of pple and i didn't
talk much with the temp staff there.
I dunno why larh, i thought i will go there and talk to them very bravely.
But guess that i am not that brave lorh...
And i very unlucky yesterday, my heart was soooo broken lorh...
On the way to the school, i was reading a book called fen3 hong2 dan4 gao1.
It was very sweet although the story line is a bit lame.
It was really very sweet and make me squish like mad lor.
Ok, i was reading that book on the mrt and then i placed my bookmark
on my bag. (i was sitting down.)
Then when i reached the station, i juz stood up w/o taking
the bookmark with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And you know wad book mark that is??!!!
It's the one you know, comics connectionsell those kind of anime
handphone hangers and they normally come in a plastic cover
with a some sorta board behind it with the anime character face on it.
And mine was HITSUGAYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I lost Toushiro!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY heart totally ache when i cannot find it larh...
Maybe thats why i was restless all day and not high
enough to pluck up the courage to go talk to them.
And they like not familiar with mah.. So
i also cannot complain to them then i very tong4 ku3 lorh...
Furthermore, when i complained to my mum, she say i huo2 gai1 lorh...
SOBS SOBS!!!! Then i think i soooo sad that when i cut the cardboard
i cut myself lorh... Now then i know that a small cut also can be sooo painful lorh...
It didn't bleed though, but when i press on my finger, i can see my flesh lorh...
So terrible!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
See, double blow larh... Super unlucky!
After that, i went with my mum to eat...
And i went to bukit merah lib to borrow books.
Ok larh... I was quite lucky larh...
I borrowed a book called I think i'll juz curl up and die.
Looks cool rite? Hahahhahahahhas....
Then i was searching for a chinese novel and nothing
looks nice, juz when i was about to leave and thinks
that lets juz make do with this one. Then i say, ok, lets pick
this one last book and see how. And when i picked out this book,
my first expression was that OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!
That guy on the cover was like super shuai4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Then i read the summary and decided: THIS IS IT!!!!!!!!!!!!
YEEHAAA!!!!!!!!!! So still not bad larh.. haha.
I woke up at 620 am yesterday lorh... Super poor thing.
So when i came home and after watching prince of tennis,
i slept for one hour and i felt sooooo refreshed.
Slept at 1130pm last night and guess wad time i wake up today???
11am!!!! So quite happy larh... Aww...
But tmrw i still needa work and needa wake up early lorh...
My mum says that me and the other 2 temp staff enough liao lorh...
So no one i know to pei2 me.
I dunwan the awkward situation again.
Nvm, i shall do the same as wad i did yesterday, READ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

寻找梦想 12:15 PM

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Ooh... i am watching zhong ji yi ban now
and although it is a little dramatic and non-realistic
it's funny! And juz now i watched a part that is super touching larh...
This show like make me better accept Calvin lorh....
At first i thought he not nic de, but in this show still not bad larh...
The one that i like most is still arron lorh...
He's like damn cool and very nice. Now they
say that he's inlove and i wonder who lorh...
Today feels like Saturday to me. One more day to go and
i will be FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So happy, but the chinese compo like a lot lorh...
I wanna rush out everything so that i dunid to go to school
to hand in lorh...
I wanna say to the school...
Until i see you again on 02 jan!
Hahahahahhahahahhahahhahahahs....
Christmas is coming lorh... And i like long time dun
have prezzies already, wonder wad will they give me.
I juz finish reading the rhyming season.
It's a very nice and special book.
Can say like juz a teeny weeny bit of romance only lorh...
Not even one chapter but it's still nice.
It's about how the girls react to the changes around them
and how they overcome all their difficulties
and i believe that they will emerge State Champions
for the girls basketball. It's time to make all the girls proud.
It's a very inspiring book...
It alos talk about how a jerk father slowly turn better...
Haiz, it's like superb lorh....
I still got another three more books to read.
So i'm sorta like saving it coz i scared i got nothing to do.
I'll be bored de lorh...
WHEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

寻找梦想 12:12 PM

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haiz.. like nothing to blog about lorh..
Feel quite lost in both studies and life.
Argh! I'm getting sooooo confused!

寻找梦想 8:12 PM

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Wah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WE FLEW!!!! WE FLEW YESTERDAY!!!!!!!
Ok, of course we didn't get to control the plane and that the
flight was a short one due to the coming thunderstorm and
poor visibility. But, it's better than nothing! I thought that
we won't be able to fly coz of the thunderstorm,
budden it cleared up and we went quickly!
It's sooooooooooooo cool!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
When we take off, we didn't feel anything at all larh....
I thought i will be air sick oz it kept shaking, but i was ok!
GUess my stomach is strong or the instructor's skills was superb!
That was quoted from the pilot.
We even saw Yio Chu Kang and the ferris wheel and i realised
Wow!!!!!!!! Singapore is super small larh.
I'm up north and i still can see the ferris wheel at the south...
I saw the mrt as well, it looked like toy train and moving so slowly lorh...
WHEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm soooooo happy!
I dunwanna step out of the plane lorh...
It's like super fun and stuff. How i wish that the flight was longer.
During the thunderstorm, we went to play here and there
and the pple there is sooo nice to us lorh...
We ended up in the recruitment office measuring our height.
Guess wad? I'm 158 lorh...
The school one got problem larh....
Measure me 156!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! All got prob lorh...
It's either that or is i grew taller!!!!!!!!!!! Wheeeeeeeeeee! Another happy thing.
Then we went to watch a couple of videos and the aviation videos
made us all sleepy and i guess i slept for a while.
Our instructor was like keep fooling us that we got a test
but in the end dun have larh... We got our certificate and a collar pin.
Pity that it's a collar pin and not a badge.
Otherwise can put on our no3 mah...
Anyway, we also saw a couple of shuai4shuai4 guys!!!!!
At first i thought only i see lorh...
In the end, fran and jesslyn also saw and we went hysterical.
Hahaahhahahhahahhahahahahahs....
So we have the same taste, not bad not bad larh...
MY juniors very sporting lorh...
Wadeva lame things i say they laugh lorh...
Make me soooooooo pleased.
Ok, finished talking about the nice things, now talk about the bad things that
eventually turn out good as well. :D
I wore my pe shirt and pe shorts to school ytd
to wait for the bus to send us to SYFC.
Budden, i got caught by___________ on the bridge.
I didn't wear my track pants coz the zip spoilt and i keep tripping over it
so i decided to come to school to change.
Budden when i told that #@&%^)%$!%$*@)%@%$*%@^!&!!@@###$$##*^$@%&(@!!*&^$%
that i am going away, she a bit stun for a moment but i think is that she
dunwanna lose larh, so she said in that idiotic voice of hers:
It's either you call your mum or go see mrs look.
Honestly, can i do both. I call my mum, my mum will definitely back me up
and scold her for being so idiotic.
This is a fact, i asked my mum and she say that she will say:
She juz went to school to thake the bus, not study.
Anyway, do you want me ot bring the uniform to her
and then she change in front of you and then change back to go SYFC?
Sorry, i'm very busy, if you want, pls come and get it yourself.
If she call my parents, the complaint letter will not be one, but tons of it.
Then she said that ok, lets go see the VP,i am more than willing.
I think that they see more sense than her lorh...
Who does she think she is???
If she dunno, lemme tell her, she's some peice of
menopause shit!
On our way to the GO, we met fran and sheila and all of us got caught.
I think that she's some sort of despo bitch for guys lorh...
When i was at the bridge, she asked me look at the crowd wearing rv uniform
and juz nice cheelin walked past her and she saw him but didn't do anything!
Outside the GO, another nc junior sat there and she didn't even care.
She's juz a rotten prawn with no power and no brain.
She can only threaten us and do nothing.
she wanna write our names down and juz nice VP came in and
again she used her idiotic voice and said:
VP come already your talk to her.
We tell her everything and she SOOOOOOOOOO nicely said that:
Ok, nvm, juz tell your cadets not to do it again, your may go.
Leaving that menopause shit at the door holding that piece of
paper that she wanna write our names on.
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAS.... Too bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i know that maybe we have the wrong conception of the school rules
and that is our fault, we admit.
Budden since we are not sure and is our first offence,
shouldn't you see more reason and let us go, instead of acting like
a ****ing ***** and that i want monsters to CHEW her up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
There we are, when mr chua walked past us, he even smiled a tus.
Only you make a big fuss out of this.
I even wander whether you are really married a not.
Muz be dun have, otherwise i think tht guy is very noble.
Marrying a vermin and saving all the other guys in the world.
There a re many pple that shld be dealing with this issue.
Hai2 iun2 bu2 dao4 ni3!!!!!!!!!!!
BITCH!!!!!!!!!!

寻找梦想 11:05 AM

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Ooh.... i today no school and you know why??
Coz i went to Singapore Youth Flying club and it was soo cool!!
Although we did not fly yet and we are still not up to standard
to fly a plane, but i think it's already very fun le.
We get to try to control and even get to go to Air force musuem.
Although we only try out on the simulator today, but
i think i got a little 'air sick' looking at the screen.
The lectures are a little boring coz we are all soooo
sleepy and stuff. I woke up at 530 lorh...
But i slept quite a lot when on the bus.
And you know wad, the pple from SYFC who drives us
to the Air force museum got lost and i heard that
when i was sleeping, we even went to Pasir ris.
But anyway, i have nothing to grumble about coz
that is such a good time as i can sleep all i want.
Except that when it make a left turn, i keep falling off my seat.
(it's those kind of mini vans, thats why.)
Juz that homework needa pia a bit larh...
I am interested to fly lorh, but i think the exams
that pple need to take in order to be qualified
put me off a bit larh... Tmrw i shall enjoy my sleep there as well.
I'm really glad that we dunid to wear no4 tmrw as
first thing: i wanna wash it
second thing is that i can sleep more if i dunid to wake up
earlier to wear my uniform.
I can relax and wear comfy clothes lorh...
I think that this is a very cool course.
I cannot go for combat so i shall enjoy my best with this.
My phone like a bit spoil spoil liao lorh...
haiz, i need to wait until sep nxt year in order
to request for another one... Nvm, i very patient.
Actually, i also quite scare that i cannot catch up with
the work, especially the physics lorh...
Guess that the boat will straighten once it reach the bridge bah...
Very sleepy now, i feel that i dun have any strength lorh...
so i guess i shall go and sleep le bah.. hehe.

寻找梦想 8:14 PM

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