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cantiaohai aka mini_ds

Long weekend up ahead. Which is exactly what I needed.
A break.
I feel so frigging trapped in this campus.
Perhaps it is a wrong decision to stay in hall?
Perhaps I still haven't really adapt to the university lifestyle.
Well, but entertainment is rather limited in the campus.
Or really maybe I am just too tired of the mugging and lectures already.
But not really, I enjoy mugging at home somehow.

201 got cancelled on monday, which everyone cheered for.
And it got cancelled on thursday due to union day.
And it got cancelled for next monday because of the polling day holiday!
Ohmygod! :D I know that I will die for the coming make-ups but HECK!
For now, I am just going to enjoy the extra free time!
Every stolen hour is a blessing.

Didn't manage to make my speech on tuesday for class. Was not chosen.
But was chosen to present on one of the activities. The crapping one.
I love my crapping reflexes.
Talking about what will happen when a person die.
I said something about things happening in slow motion and then the spirit will fly up to a tree and wait for the calling. LOLS
And people asked me what if there are not enough trees, my immediate answer was: That's why people are planting more trees right? :D
Imba much? :p

Slept in on union day and met up with haiwei and jennie and anna to go out to JP to eat pepper lunch!
Nostalgia filling me from head to toe.
It's been so long since we went to eat pepper lunch together.
And I really miss the times when we can just go there after school and have a lunch/dinner gathering!
But I do appreciate that the friends that I love most are still with me!
That's something to be treasured<3
Came back for an hour of china's foreign policy tutorial and received my presentation assignment topic on chian's foreign policy towards penisula korea.
And the person doing the same topic as me is a korean!
LOLS I wonder who he is.
Went for yoga lesson in the evening and was stunned max by all the zai moves and their impact on my bodies. ACHING EVERYWHERE.
My butt will never be the same again.
But that shows that the moves are effective huh? LOLS too effective.
Erjie treated us to pizza for supper! Woohoo! Stayed up till around 2am and KO-ed with Jennie on my bed. :D
Great day and night:D At least makes me feel a little more alive.

Love watching Friends in hall:D
Shutting myself out with songs by Jesse:D
And lagging at canteen blogging:D
But still, I will give anything to go back to the days where I am donning RV unifrom again.

寻找梦想 2:40 PM

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Had a great weekend!
Though I didn't manage to go to my hall's dinnerhop...
Talked to consie after a very very long time. Ohkay, 2 weeks.
Haha, but still it feels like a long time to me.
I was so used to her being around me the whole time.
It just doesn't feel right if I turn around and I dun see her.
Haha, I bet she will shudder if she sees this. *mushy much*
But seriously man, these are the only people that I can just hang around.
Trust them and love them.
And I stayed at home on saturday:D
Catching up on homework, making the speech for my tutorial...
And still managed to squeeze in time for a little afternoon nap and haha watched The Rise of The Planet Apes.
I think it's a really nice movie.
It shows Animal's Rights Movements, about what men are doing to animals.
And also the emotions of animals that the SUPERIOR humans might neglect.
Sunday is sports day with Haiwei's combined cell!
They are really nice people and it feels good to move abit more after such a long time:D Haha I feel old.
And I met a copywriter! Jason! He is so cool!
His job is so cool!:D And apparently he earns a lot too!
Ohmygod! He is therefore my newfound idol!:DDD
Had lunch with them at King Albert's Macs, then went to huiyuan's house to lag with constance and just chilled.
haha while waiting for zhengyang to come to tutor huiyuan's bro.
LOLS and I attempted but failed to scare him. Zzz..
In the end, it was me who suffered from a rapid heartbeat.
Sighs, my poor heart!>.<
But still, meeting up with them made me realised how much I missed them!
I miss... those were the days! <3

寻找梦想 8:01 PM

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Yesterday was really packed.
Culture & Globalisation was alright. A little dry but I can cope with mugging.
CS201 is the usual. Abit weird because we were broken up into teams and we have to stick to the teams for the rest of the semester.
CS2005 tutorial was today.
We had some interactive games for introduction.
But I just find that people there have a different frequency from me.
Went to CCA fair today as well.
Wanted to join ADdiction and Radio Fusion but I cannot find their booth!
So ended up signing up for yoga~~
I totally imba today.
I was so freaking happy when I accidentally added the social marketing course.
But then today... I was like freaking out, thinking I may not be able to comprehend what they are saying.
And that there may be alot of business seniors there and I will pull them down.
Ho, and goodness me, I went to the wrong seminar room.
ZZZ, so that's 2 lessons that I've missed.
And I have no idea whether I should continue taking it.
GRR. Life is so crazy.
I WANNA DIE.
And I cannot believe that I am in NTU as a student.
Not as a visitor.
And I am strutting around hall haha and peeping at people doing cheerleading lols
UNBELIEVABLE.

寻找梦想 6:04 PM

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A little stones these few days.
Feels isolated but dun feel emo about being that way.
Hmm, first day of school on monday.
Prof thought that lecture starts at 230pm, so we chiong-ed like siao.
Freaking bus only came at 230pm la, and was off-service halfway and we have to walk the rest of the journey >.<
Turns out that the Prof got the time wrong and lecture starts at 3pm.
Phew.
Lecture by the caucasian prof is not bad as he is rather humourous!:D
But I dun really like the CS201 prof.
Hmm, bad feeling. And frequent quizzes?! And ask us to read the 1st chapter of the textbook after our 1st lecture which is only settling admin stuff?! And when we haven't even got the textbooks yet?!
Somehow reminds me of Dolores Umbridge.

Turn to page 1 of your textbook and read chapter 1, and there will be no need to talk.

STARS is really like war!
Everyone started panicking and hyperventilating at 5 minutes to 7pm!
And everyone started spamming away!
And I only got 2 modules out of the 6 that I planned.
Sighs, but at least the 2 that I got are the ones that I really want and like.
Then afterwards, I started adding 2 more of the not-so-popular modules, because they still have vacancies.
And filled my AUs up to 19 and guess what?
I still have fridays free! WOOHOO!

Me and anna went to crash cons' fam de bbq at jurong safra!
Thanks to her that we get to eat good food!:D
Great day overall for a first day!~

寻找梦想 8:39 PM

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Bookworm self coming back.
Stoning self coming back.
School is starting next week and I dunno what I am feeling.
Excited + Dreading + Worried + Nervous = Neutral?
Hmm, more of exasperated I think.
Lessons starting on monday. I am not sure whether I can sit and listen in lectures anymore, after such a long break.
Seems like a lot of my OG mates are considering Natural Hazards as their modules.
But I chose it because I have a PASSION FOR GEOGRAPHY!
Not because it's got more vacancies or anything.
I MISS GEOGRAPHY.
There seems to be alot of CS modules that we are not able to take.
Hmm, but we still have next sememster and next few years, I guess.
I hope I can get into Natural Hazard, Globalisation, Astronomy and Media History.
That will be the best plan, but no matter, I have planned for myself a 4-day week!
I can go home on Thursday night woohoo!
Oh, homecoming is coming the coming wednesday :p
Well, at least I dun have to worry about reaching home past midnight:D
And, D&D is also around the corner. Well, gave me a chance to go cut my hair before asking the hairdresser to style for me ho!
But the ticket is 50 bucks! Same as prom!
But this time, it's at Urban Beach Bar, not at hotel wor!
But their lucky draw prizes are really attractive.
Hmm, but I am never lucky for this kind of things :/

Went to chill out with my lovelies on thursday.
We just went there with no agenda, JUST CHILL!
Seriously, I MISS THEM.
I can be myself only in front of them.
Because they know me for who I am, and love me for who I am, and NO JUDGING! <3
I dunno, even in college, I have the feeling: If can be them, I wanna be with them!
Call me antisocial, whatever.
I just wanna be around the people that I am comfortable with!

Ho! Did I mention that I moved into hostel already?
Well, the bulk of the things are there le la...
My room is not bad:D Really near the canteen and I am in the same hall as Pamela and Erjie! Haha DINNER GANG!:D
Welcome ceremony was... *stones*
LOLS but the lunch at WKWSCI is SUPERB! AWESOME!
Especially the grilled veggies! Like mediterranean style!
I LOVE IT! WOOHOO!!:D
And we went to visit hall 16, the exterior looks like some condo lo!
And the window is super nice!
Haha, but other than that, I think my room also not bad (Y)

寻找梦想 12:12 PM

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