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cantiaohai aka mini_ds

i knw this is not the end of everything yet but im slacking oops!
ahh, watching the final epi of boys over flower...
i keep waiting, im afraid to watch coz im scared that i will be hollow inside when i finish watching...
but haha cant wait anymore liao la! lols
the bad thing do not need to be very long and agonizing to make an impact...
an epi of heartache and the impactful remembering already make me cry like mad...
and the concurrently sad face of ji hu...
一辈子只能是她的朋友。
难道他不能爱她吗？

虽然他们都有笑，但是还是有酷的时候！
看到他们的笑容，会尖叫。 看到他们酷毙了的时候，会融化。
这样的男生，还是有的吧？
像守护神一样，一直爱着，陪着心里的女生。
这样的男生，应该还存在吧！
这样完美的人， 会不惜一切，守着那个她。
爱在心里，无法衡量。爱到像伟大的英雄一般。
使每个女生都渴望的，是那样的幸福爱情给我希望。<3
一正前辈，智厚前辈，具俊表，都是这样的完美的人。
想大声呐喊！好喜欢他们！

寻找梦想 12:47 PM

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ahh, i have a weird stomach all day long.
dunno exactly wad it wants la... hungry? too full? go toilet? sleep?
wadever, ahhh econs is over... and im feeling a little happier.
coz like one paper down, 3 more! i hope that i can wait till the day that i say no more
haha feel like taking a nap but then i thought abt geog...
argh! it's horrible! ohmygod! i wna die! the last day is doomsday! double doomsday!
lagged abit in sch with cons, anna, zhengyang and serming.
haiwei and erjie got dance lo, ohmygod like they need to sacrifice chem for AYG?!
unbelieveable! hmm, maybe i shall take a small nap if i chiong abit of geog now?
i dunno why but i cnt sign in to msn leh? it keep butting me out!
argh, i feel like visiting my chi blog, very very long time nvr go see le.
and my stomach is still groaning. cant be too hungry right? i juz ate lunch leh
ohwells, tmr is chem and i have to return my lib bks...
i have to try extra hard to stop myself frm stepping into the lib and borrow bks...
"Just drop it off, just drop it off, just drop it off..."
that shall be my chant! haha i rly cant wait for this wk to be over! OVER!
i shall gambette!
on fri, i will have everything to look forward to!
END OF MISERY! ICE AGE!! ABSOLUTE BOYFRIEND!!!!

let my prince be the one who save me frm this misery...

寻找梦想 1:17 PM

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woke up early to go have breakfast with my grand parents...
i have decided! im gna save 2 bucks everyday so that i can go starbucks every week!!!
yes! i shall work towards it!
hehe!
his word of thanks and good luck totally brights up my day!
and therefore i believe in him and i believe in myself that i can do it!
today is brilliant and i can conquer the week after!
Jiayou!!!

Okaeri im home
okaeri sweet home

*loves*

寻找梦想 12:07 PM

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watching the show, i pout and i cry...
watching the show, i smile and i cry...

寻找梦想 1:50 PM

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好帅哦！各个都好帅哦！
女生都不会想过去抱他们吗？
还说什么话呢？扑过去抱着，一辈子不放了嘛！
哈哈！好想抱抱那些帅哥哦！
只有我会那么想吗？我太色了吗？呵呵！才不是呢！是他们太帅了啦！

寻找梦想 1:30 PM

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ohmygod, im now like feeling kinda hollow now. coz i finished all my books.
GEEK MAGNET is nice. haha abit cliche but it got a spice to it.
i mean i knw who the girl will end up with directly frm the start, and that
i knw wad the plot is driving at as i read on.
well, im not exactly very bright and not very sensitive leh, but still haha i can still tell.
lols but it's still nice leh. especially when she found out that the hottest guy in sch is a geek too.
lols i mean she shld feel totally turn off by his so-not-up-to-standard kissing skills lo.
but ha, i mean this scenario is not always seen right?
the hottest, coolest, most popular, worshipped by all girls kind of guy is a geek?
and he doesnt kiss well? woah thats like BIG news! haha
Cameron Richardson... haha but the name not bad right?
hehes and there is another robbie in this book... Robbie Jennings in angus, Robbie Delano in geek
ahaha i think im rly a book fanatic,
well they make my no life life abit more lively. haha
pronumciation of Cameron Richardson is nice too. Cameron Richardson Cameron Richardson
haha lols too bad he is a geek.
dun get me wrong though, i knw that not all geeks are bad.
im like quite a geek myself haha but a geek that is pretending to be cool, thats totally geeky haha
budden a geek that is good looking? that is saying smth too right?
haha i knw a lot of u may think that im not exactly making sense here,
but if u read the book, u will knw excatly wad im talking about.
im sooooooo gna be a bookworm... lib! wait for 1 more week k?
haha strawberries waiting to be eaten!

寻找梦想 6:47 PM

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haiz, im like going mad.
SERIOUSLY, i juz wanna bury myself with books and pillows...
ohkay, i've got a plan.
Aft exams that fri, i wna go watch ice age!
who wna watch with me? who? who? who?
then sat i shall go lib and grab ALL the books! wahaha library take me in leh!!!
my life MUST have fun... MUST!

寻找梦想 7:44 PM

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今天，很开心。。。 本来啦！
went to sch to consult mr wong today then went harbour to eat mac with siyu...
then we lag a little at minitoons. haha and i din study today leh...
so i shall mug until i die later... DIE!
haha at first 4 plus i shld be mugging de... budden cons called and we talked like an hour plus
haha and laughed like mad and haha... yea.
mostly shld be crap, haha i wonder why we ALWAYS have crap to talk abt de.
i guess crap just wont run out...
lols! haha but yea, it brightens up my day nonetheless.

为什么曾经那么熟悉的，现在却变得那么陌生？
以前那么亲切的，变得那么客套？
我身边的男性超好朋友不多，我以为你会使其中一个，可是世事难料啊！
是我的错？是大家的错吗？
因该没有想象中那么简单吧！
可是，一切都于事无补，因为没有机会了。。。
挽救，现在也不行了吧。。。
我很后悔，也觉得很可惜。但是，别人不珍惜，那该怎么办呢？
我把这份情抓的好紧，但也没用吧。。。
早就该放手了，早就那么告诉自己了，可是看着看着，
眼眶还是红了，　心还是颤抖了。。。
你忘得了，我忘不了。
你狠心放得下，不好意思，我做不到。

寻找梦想 8:18 PM

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昨天也算是蛮开心的啦！
我以为她不是那么的喜欢我。。。 我和她，蛮不一样的。
她，小小年纪，就懂得崇拜帅的男生。
懂得怎么打扮， 我七岁的时候，还是迷恋童话故事，动画片的小女孩。
她则是和我一起看偶像剧长大的。。。
时代，真的不一样了吧。。。
可是，我好开心，她告诉我，她想和我一起出国，想和我一起说话。
这对我来说，好温馨。我以为她会抛下我，和别的同龄的小孩在一起。。。
可是，她却依然牵着我的手，想要和我一起玩。 是幸福呀！
我很喜欢他。不知道为什么自己被四岁的他迷住。。。
很疼他，想要和他多说点话，多玩一些。
或许，在他身上，我看到了曾经的自己。很有童真的自己。
他，说话还有点含糊不清，但是我很喜欢。。。
他也对我很好。会那椅子给我做，会想和我一起玩。
他对着我叫得那一声：姐姐！
我心里就会有暖流穿过。。。 好甜！他跑过来抱我，我嘴角便会露出微笑。
有那么一个弟弟会有多幸福啊！

会不会有一种魔咒，让天鹅公主永远呆在王子身边？
会不会有一种魔咒，让睡美人在梦里期待王子的出现？
会不会有一种魔咒，能让我流入美丽的童话世界里？

寻找梦想 5:32 PM

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haha i saw the national flag fly past juz now...
well, i dun rly knw wad to say now...
juz that my heart is missing a lot of pple now!
A LOT! i think have 60 lo!
im missing all of them and hmm, im in a dilemma
to go or not to go?
btw, anna, i go lot 1 see also dun have the jacket le la!

寻找梦想 6:32 PM

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hehe bought a new bag today!
ohmygod, it's rly nice!!! haha my mum bought it for me!
i feel like me and my mum have been doing mad shopping for the last couple of days...
ohmygod juz keep buying, not exactly like the mum i knw but haha she says: got sale mah
haha lols but i like a couple of shoes but she said too ex.
well, she let me try on the white pair of maryjane budden ya, i felt guilty for buying so much
furthermore yes, i like that pair of shoes a lot budden i knw i will change pretty soon when it comes to shoes...
and i like one pink shiny converse sneakers.
and ohmy i saw this damn high heels but totally cinderella-ish!
it's the first time i wna wear high heels! it's damn gogeous!!!
i shall buy it haha nxt time... for prom maybe! haha
i shall request it for my bdae prezzie! haha the converse sneakers i mean!
shall show it to my aunt nxt time hehehe
ahaha and i havent forget my twilight saga! mwhaha!
who wna watch new moon with me?? ^^

寻找梦想 6:21 PM

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i went shopping today!
i knw i should be mugging and all, but my mum wna go shopping
haha lols so we went IMM first...
and i went to search for anna's jacket, budden dun have le... haiz, anna, dun be sad.
we ate at 湾仔，the 芝士炬海鲜饭 is like SUPERB!
i got the 幸福 and 感动的感觉！！！
haha, then i went to shop shop arnd, mainly window shopping.
but comics connection dun have juz kim bum or juz hitsugaya poster leh. WHY?!
then me and my mum went JP...
lols, abit like getting lost lidat coz we not familiar...
but i bought 4 shirts at OP. haha yea, quite nice! i like! hoho!
i have more tops now!! yes!
then i went to the wallet shop...
and my mum bought me the PINK WALLET!
THE PINK WALLET!
THE PINK WALLET!
finally got pple buy for me le! my mum is the best! I LOBE HER!! haha
total! Mega! haha i got more nice shirts and THE PINK WALLET!!!!

寻找梦想 10:03 PM

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today is the last day of the three day camp...
when we go there, it's still ohkay and we had quite a lot of fun.
especially during lunch. our grp leader brought us to the cafe and us 'minority sch pple'
drank and talked and took loads of photos!
it's great and through this camp, it makes me even more certain about the path that im going.
im definitely going into media, total!
im gna check out ANY kinds of places that i can study or work like internship.
i think doing it will definitely not be work for me.
it's like fulfilling my dream and of course having loads and loads of fun!
the seminar in the afternoon is slightly too long and abit boring.
perhaps, i have been through a lot of presentation skills seminar already?
i dunno but abit emo today. esp at the end....
a few of us stayed back to have dinner, haha and i ate subway.
then we talked, chat, went arnd, went to the lib etc.
i dun feel like leaving becoz who knws whether i will have the chance to go again...
and i will definitely miss the radio studio, MEGA!
it's all fun and i really do hope that all of us will keep in contact.
Pursue our dreams ^^
i went home alone... and i cant help but stand at the bridge abit and stare.
yup, it's too good and too fun for me to suddenly realise that it's over...
but ya, i will totally rmb this, coz it's one more step for me, closer to my dream!
it's a phase, a process, an experience that will be etched in me!
ya, u mya say drama and stuff, but this is exactly how i feel like.
have u ever felt all pumped up and excited becoz u are doing what u ahve been dreaming abt...
when u are actually doing it, ur heart beats faster not because of the anxiety,
but because of the excitement that u are indeed holding on to ur dream...
and haha it so happens that im listening to It's not over by secondhand serenade on the bus.
and MEGA! IT ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EVERYTHING! everyone, it's perfecto!

Emo but got positive feeling!
although thats like in love context but think in terms of dreams...
i wont let my dream die, it will never be over! <3


My tears run down like razorblades
and no, I'm not the one to blame:
it's you or is it me?
And all the words we never say come out and now we are all ashamed.
And there is no sense In playing games, when you done all you can do.
But now it's over, it's over. Why is it over?
We had the chance to make it.
Now it's over,It's over. It can't be over.
I wish that I could take it back, but it's over.
I lose myself in all these fights;
I lose my sense of wrong and right.
I cry, I cry.
I'm Shaking from the pain that's in my head.
I just want to crawl into my bed and throw awayThe life I led.
But I won't let it die. But I won't let it die.
But it's over, it's over. Why is it over?
We had the chance to make it.
Now it's over,It's over. It can't be over.
I wish that I could take it back.
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart.
Don't say this wont last forever.
You're breakingMy heart, you're breaking my heart.
Don't tell that we will never be together. We could be overAnd over, we could be forever.
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart. Don't say this wont last forever. You're breakingMy heart, you're breaking my heart. Don't tell that we will never be together. We could be overAnd over, we could be forever.
It's not over. It's not over, it's never over, unless you let it take you, i
t's not over,It's not over, it's not over, unless you let it break you. It's not over.

寻找梦想 8:55 PM

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ohmygod! today is hyper and fun totally! I LOVE IT!
haha ohkay i shall go into detail! woots wow make me high like mad!
ohmy, at first it's still the seminar then ohkay bah, the topic is interesting so the lecture is not all that bad! and then is lunch! today's lunch is better than ytd.
lols and the four of us went walking arnd ngee ann...
haha and then we went to makan place, i at first wna eat waffle but haha nvr in the end..
ohwells, a change of mind. then we decided to go see the lib.
but we need to register coz we are visitors. ohmy, they need some sort of pass to get into the lib.
then we decided to go to the swimming pool, we went the right way, but decided that it was too long a walk so, we decided not to walk on anymore.
haha, so we went back. we still have a long time to spare so we went inside the lobby and talked.
all the way we are like crapping lame jokes and me laughing like maniac.
oops, haha and haiz we din knw that our grp leader is like looking for us.
he said he went round makan place to look for us.
like he searched high and low for us... ohman felt guilty.
and we realised tht the whole grp is actually outside bonding...
so the four of us like isolate ourselves? oops we rly din knw mah.
but today's atmosphere was so much better than ytd, everyone is nice!
haha then we went for radio workshop!
OHMYGOD! it's damn damn cool!
the teacher, mr mario, was a DJ! and like he speak like totally in the DJ style
and im like wow~ idolising! gosh, it's so cool and sooooo interesting!
haha then he said that there will be some contest.
we are gna write a script and go on air and try it all out. the best DJ in the class can
choose 10 CDs ohmygod! 10!!!! he give!! wow~
got neyo!!!!! ohgosh! im like so excited and so nervous!
haha and then i was like ohmygod-ing all the way until it's my turn...
im scared la that i will stammer or fumble with the equipment.
haha i was glad that those pple are like cheering me on. it rly gave
me a lot of encouragement!!! THANKS!
then i went on, and juz tried my best and i feel so good! i feel like
im one step closer to my dream! like i tried for the first time being a DJ!
how cool is that? UBER COOL!!!!
haha then he is gna announced the results...
the first went to dunman high, eunice! not bad! we all cheered her on!
wow she rly did pretty well.... ya, after i went back to my seat, i heard her,
it was rly good, she totally deserved it! CONGRATS!!!
then he said second prize was from river valley... and me!
ohmygod! ohmygod! i was like so shocked and so happy at the same time!
haha, when we are gna choose the CDs, i asked eunice not to take neyo..
lols but ya she like him too... and of course she got the right to choose first!
well, she lend it to me now so it's enough!! woots!
so we chose and im like high high high and happy!
the feeling inside me is more than a happy floaty bubble!
it's like MY DREAM COME TRUE!!!!!! it's the everything! haha
then we tried mixing the songs... me and eunice tried.
i was so nervous that my hands were like shaking on the buttons!
wow, but the teacher guided me along and said that i did a smooth mix
and HIGH-FIVED!!! wow! i was super happy and my mood is still on now!
IT'S AWESOME!!!! <3

寻找梦想 8:20 PM

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bored... well, but i cannot deny that i did enjoy myself lo...
haha ya in a way... well, dunno why but unable to unleash my high-ness.
they muz all think im the demure, quiet, lovelt kind of girl...
but haha, i hope that i can be high leh maybe tmr can bah!
lols, i think they are nice pple!
juz that the lunch.... hehe *awkward laughs*
btw, they are anime type of pple!
luckily im like half btwn dramas and anime! i can appreciate both!
and yes, there are pple liking hitsugaya too!
proves that he is popular! wahaha!
im gonna change blogskin pple!
look at it and drool! ahaha me excited too!
im vibrating wiwth excitement!!!!

寻找梦想 8:00 PM

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lols, i din watch BOF for like 2 days le.
i din even go online ytd... lols i dun bear to watch finish leh.
coz i think i will feel damn hollow when i finish watching...
lols i LOVE the confessions of georgia nicolson!
it's like so cool! there are like so many guys liking her!
haha i still like robbie alot... well mainly i guess he is the only guy that i have an image of.
and a shuai image somemore haha.
AARON JOHNSON! today is Issac bdae! long time nvr see him le...
ohkay wait, i change topic abit fast haha
ohkay back to the book, i quite like Dave the laugh too. like unrequited love.
if cons see this word, i can totally hear her tutting lols
talking abt unrequited love: im totally excited!
ARGH! absolute boyfren is like showing nxt fri at 1130pm!
im so going to watch becoz it's like super nice!
i think the guy quite shuai leh! and i watch the ad until i almost cry liao leh
i think i will definitely cry for the show like i did for the manga!
haiwei, did u cry? shit la! why cant riiko izawa be with night?
so sad! i want her to be with night! i dunwna night to die!
but ahmes, haiwei, u like soshi right? ...

寻找梦想 12:20 PM

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我觉得我是一个很容易感到幸福的人。。。
大家的一句话，一句鼓励，我都会感到感动，感到无比幸福！
只要有人给我个拥抱，我就会有勇气，继续努力。。。
只要有人对我微笑，不管心里有多悲伤，我都会感觉被照亮了一样。。。
这种感觉真是甜蜜与幸福啊！<3

寻找梦想 10:46 PM

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i feel 幸福！

寻找梦想 11:45 PM

like wasted one whole day lidat...
ahaha but wad cons said still stuck to my head: at least i borrowed nice books!
ahahaha woah im like addicted to georgia's world...
she is not exactly the prettiest girl but she can get all the love god and the sex god
haha i hope she is with the sex god though, coz like she mey him first...
although i dunno how does the love god look like, but by the sound of his name, i dun like him a lot... Mallison... eew
robbie jennings sounds better and he is like played by aaron johnson...
even better ahah.. i borrowed bk 6, 7, 8...
3, 4 and 5 are like nowhere to be found... aww sadded.
wells, im getting less and less motivated to study, and im worried abt geog.
there is serious memo work to be done... my poor poor brain.

btw, 4i pple, if we go to some one hse to play mahjong and cards nxt thurs...
anyone wna come? and we have a few bdaes to celebrate... ya...

and my mum is treating me perfectly...
budden i guess it will nvr be the same again..

寻找梦想 6:26 PM

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ohmygod... today is like wow... fun and i like and scary abit...
i went home and is like pitched black!
i mean inside the house... and my mum was juz like sitting there in the dark.
drama eh? anyways, my dad was at the side and when i went in, my mum started lecturing...
said i went home too late and blah... ohmygod it's 9.20pm
i looked at the clock for further confirmation, ya 9.20pm
i thought like my curfew is like 11pm, when did it like become 7pm?
ohmygod, if it's sch day u not happy i have nothing to say...
but hols, and u approved of me going out for dinner...
and then u come and lecture me in the dark...
i was like standing there and apologizing a couple of times and then i went silence..
she said: u are old enough already, so stop making pple worried for u.
i was screaming inside: i am like old enough already, can u stop treating me like a child and give me the freedom i deserved? im not like some rebellious teenager that will go out and do smth bad, i was obedient so shldnt i deserve some freedom and trust?
sometimes when u hold on to smth too tightly, u will lose it even more easily...
i mean i knw that she is like anxious and worried abt me coz it's dark and all, but hello, there is no need to flare, i din reach home at like 3 in the morning...
so i cant go clubbing? eh? im like 17, not 7...
god, im like very pissed when i went to bathe.
i thought if my dad was unreasonable and old-fashioned, at least my mum knws me...
but it turned out so wrong. she is like forcing her own thinking on me?
it's not the first time, i knw that i rebutt, then it will turn into a terrible row.
coz i dun feel bad at all for the first time, coz i knw that somehow the real fault doesnt rly lie in me... please la. u cant hold on to me forever...
it's time they learn how to let go...
wadever... i have a fun time today and ya, sadly i cant find kim bum's poster...
sian and i rly did try to rush home, aft i eat my dinner...
haiz, all i can say sadly is flower...
lols thank god im back to my own room now, otherwise i dunno wad my temper will do..
but she is weird la, aft i bathed, she told me she made me a honey drink...
im like ohkay thx...
i thought she was going for the dramatic lecture and YOU'RE GROUNDED kind of plot...
but ohwell, im ohkay now and im not grounded...
i muz borrow books frm the lib tmr!

寻找梦想 10:46 PM

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i know i know
i know that im sooo gna regret later becoz i mugged so little today!
i feel like an ass... im like slacking all day?!
hands hovering over bittersweet sixteen, yes im rereading it.
eyes wandering over to the tv
i feel that im not having a good holiday becoz im totally not enjoying myself.
im pushing myself to the mug mode but then im not full gear into it.
i cant believe how time juz pass and i studied so little.
and i feel like an ass blogging here
i cant say i need a break becoz i have been slacking!
gawd, tell me that im like way over?
im like torn! TOTALLY!

寻找梦想 8:41 PM

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FLOWER HIM!
is he even a man? no, of course he is not.
he is juz some worm, not even that will be insulting the worm...
he is juz some unreasonable squirm!
he juz want everything to be in his way.
he dun care for the others... mum's sick.
cant he juz give in? wads the point?
argh! what sin did i do in the previous life that made me have this freaking man in my house!
he is juz a arse! no use glaring at him! he juz wont understand, coz he juz is too ass to understand
cant he juz be more concerned?
FLOWER FLOWER FLOWER!
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lets not let that kind of freak spoil my mood
im like totally fated for so yi jung aka kim bum!
ahaha, the quiz im like totally honest...
then hor, i thought i was bound to get either jihu or jun pyo de lo...
but then i got SO YI JUNG!!!!! KIM BUM!!!!
woots! it's all fate and love is in the air! totally! ahaha!

1st qn to knowing myself...
will i slap the bitch who poured orange juice down my front?
will i?

2nd qn: to pierce, or not to pierce

寻找梦想 8:15 PM

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it's official, i moved into my room..
alrights bah... mum still sick... wells, she is still not going to work..
but im going to sch tmr..
hand in GP essay and sc mtg... sighs...
i shall mug abit haha then SHOW TIME!!!!

寻找梦想 9:09 PM

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ooh, today is the day that i can move into my room again!
my mum bought me two new bed sheets! one is baby looney tunes!
haha and chip and dale! i like! so cute!
anybody interested to go out with me someday? go somewhere with comics connection to buy kim bum poster to stick in my room!
haha and i still rmb to buy anna's bdae prezzie...
she is flying off to taiwan today... have fun anna! (doubt she will see this anyway)
i wna go too! sian! she is like so xing fu!
huge news! the boys over flower male lead and female lead went to taiwan to publicise!
ahhh, so good lo. so unfair! why am i in singapore?
i wna go japan, becoz there got so many shuai guys!
plus, kim bum got go there and sing and publicise!
damn it, he sings well too! i wna be the microphone that he holds! ahaha
ohya!
PPLE, THIS IS SERIOUS!
river valley editorial club is coming up with a newsletter, and we have to sell them to U!
please show ur support and help us buy one.
We will totally appreciate it!
please tag me so that i knw that u are supporting us!
THANK YOU! (it's our first issue, so please...)

寻找梦想 12:34 PM

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argh! ohmygod! the 5 秒绝杀真的把我给杀了！天啊！kim bum 做的就是有不一样的感觉！
晕了！迷死人了！ohkay la, and i have to admit, jun pyo looks quite cute now...
esp when he is with jan di! haha they are like quite a cute couple too!
i like it becoz his heart still consist of her!
not bad la! now the F4 rly got accepted by me le wor! haha
and jun pyo is quite shuai too! haha
i knw i knw le! jun pyo is cute, jihu is shuai! yijung is charming! :D
ohmygod! the more i see it, the more i think gu jun pyo is shuai! hmm, certain scenes la huh without him scolding and screaming arnd!
haha lols amd i hua xin? shit, mum's out!

寻找梦想 4:27 PM

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my eyes are straining to open themselves...
i woke up at 12pm today... ohmygod and i ate lunch...
haiz, totally like half a day gone liao can...
mug until i sian... and i still mug a bit only...
no mood to write essays la and i still have so many essays to write... wna faint.
esp the GP one.. stressed leh with the deadline looming...
gosh... and i knw why my diary is not as lively as georgia's aka as in angus, thongs and perfect snogging... coz there is no sex god in my life! no robbie jennings, no aaron johnson, no jesse mccartney, no chad michael murray, no jeremy sumpter, no kim bum!
haha and now jennie join the club!
let's scream KIM BUM all tgth!!!
KIM BUM!
KIM BUM!
KIM BUM!

寻找梦想 5:27 PM

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hiaz, im a bookworm... i totally have to admit that and i think i can be classified as a nerd or a geek. perhaps i was only a small inch fellow when i come into contact with books, then i became a worm becoz i was so addicted to them.
but then i got the unsettling thought that im not mugging hard enough...
i dun feel the intensity at all... guess i will have to bury my overlarge head deeper down into the lecture notes and tutorials...
it's tough and difficult becoz im trying damn hard to not puke at the same time..
distracted and i think that i shld increase my mugging hours...
easier said than done huh. thts always the case.
but like today is wednesday already! CRISIS CRISIS! it's gna be the end of june hols soon! and the start of mid-yrs! and i have barely started mugging!
oh, wads wrong with me? i shld be studying damn hard now like exams are tmr!
wad am i doing here blogging and watching boys over flower??
argh! ohwells, maybe i have too much of everything except mugging...
too much angus, no thongs of course, but sadly no snogging either...

寻找梦想 4:28 PM

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im happy today! haha coz... i bought a couple of things today...
frm smth rly rly nice to smth rly small and all of that makes me rly happy.
although when i look at my wallet and i feel the pain, but when i look at the contents in my plastic bag, then i will feel happy again! woots!
i cant wait to use all of them! whahahahahahaha!
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All 4i pple, pls help spread the msg...
can you'all take a day out of your 3rd week of june hols preferably maybe 18th or 19th june...
wna go kbox? we can totally have fun and... we have a few surprises to prepare...
hehe secret! ask me personally hor!
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I hate it when i cant help.
i hate it when u make it known that u are emo and sad and u are feeling damn miserable, but u forbid me to ask why and show my concern....
then why tell pple how u feel in the first place?
hello? you're not the only one who will worry abt pple u knw...
u say until everything is so terrible but i cant approach u at all...
haiz, maybe i shldnt care at all right?

寻找梦想 8:41 PM

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mum not at home, dad not at home!
woke up earlier to watch boys over flower! woots!

寻找梦想 9:33 AM

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