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cantiaohai aka mini_ds

Wow! Still can on com, pro right???
But i do cid report de lorh. I very hardworking horh.
So dun start pointing fingers at me and say that i slack!
Phew! Today no module..Actually i dun hate it but
it's juz getting on my nerves these days. Well,
at least can come home and revise earlier.
Nothing much happened, um... actually have.
It's juz that it'll be weird to blog here and you will
think that way even if i didn't mean it that way.
It's no much of a big deal actually, but i still dun quite wanna say.
If you are really curious, then can come and ask me.
Provided that you are a girl.
Well, i'm reading lianzai secretly tto.
can't let my mum know coz she won't let me read de.
But i got control le.
After revising also need break de mah...
well, blog after exams bah.

寻找梦想 3:20 PM

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Wah... long time never post le. I miss my
blog and i miss lianzai too.
Actually i'm not suppose to on my com de. But my excuse is that
i need to do the cid report. Well, i really need to do it wad.
On friday got a geog briefing abt monkeys!
Um.. its like for us to go and observe monkeys
and this project can like replace our next cid cluster
which will be graded. So i think that this project should be much more fun and
hopefully that i can learn loads from here and get quite good marks.
Nothing much to post leh...
Well, thats the main reason i signed up
for the geog thing.
Got loads of homework and stuff.
Yesterdae i stayed at home and mug.
So sian. how i wish exams can be over SOON!

寻找梦想 11:00 AM

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Oops... Now at com lab... Actually suppose to do drama survey,
But cannot find leh.. So sit here slacking larh...
Got a batch of juniors very de cute lorh...
Very friendly..hahas...x)
Not like when i was sec 1, so timid.
Hahaas... Well, nothing much to blog about today.
Nothing very funny happen, so not very significant.
I'm telling constance about lianzai though.
constance says she sound like a guy coz she got sore throat larh..
Plus cough. Duh.. Otherwise, you think that she break voice meh..
Okies, i admit that i'm lame.
Very indeed! Too bad!
Too high today! can't blame me, i'm high everyday!
Hmm.. Constance and MYSELF are spamming my blog.
Too bad that she doesn't have a blog then
i can definitely spam her back!
Um...nothing to do now lorh..
Exactly, admiring beautiful anime.
Dunwanna go home coz that means homework lorh..
I dunwan but i wanna go home to my
beloved bed! Can lie there for ages.
Shall stop here.
Byebye.

寻找梦想 4:15 PM

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I dunno why... i sometimes feel very sad.
Recently, pple around me doesn't seem happy.
Being stressed out by exams and stuf.
even bio lesson has lost its light.
So quiet, so dark. nothing felt right anymore.
Lonesome, a scary thing.
What if everything leave you one day?
Will i be able to deal with the blow?
Well, i blogging this coz i juz read a book that
is quite sad. About 3 friends.
Hais.. Will i ever end up like them?
If i ever did, can i give them my blessings?
I dunno. Maybe i will be so selfish.
But..Argh! I'm going mad!

寻找梦想 5:23 PM

Yesterday is super uber cool!
I went for cip with my class, although it's only
10 of us but nonetheless it's still fun!
Okies, honestly i think that we were down there
slacking all the way budden we still got do some things.
Then, it's the english version de talk.
We have to sit there to listen.
Well, i fell asleep. Cannot blame me mah..
I woke up earlier than usual and the chairs are comfy!
After being pat awake by youwei coz he need to go to
the toilet, i dun have the mood to sleep le.
Instead, we started to read those messages that
we have. Lame ones...
And we started giggling. Okies, maybe we were a little
too noisy so we were called out by mr teo.
Then we beg him to let us go see campus superstar.
I was there a bit hua chi trying to spot some
handsome guys but too bad we've to go back soon.
However, there is a little 'boy' who sang super well.
I was super impressed.
The judges better let him in and i'll give him my
fullest support de. He is the best i've ever seen
when i was there. WHEE!
Then went back to prepare for the talk for chinese version.
Nothing much to prepare actually.
We stand guard on the food though. Coz typical
singaporeans juz can't wait to get their claws in free food.
They cannot even wait for their turn.
We thought our table was bad until we heard the
story from the other table. ( mr teo took a pic for us)
They said that one guy grab few curryouffs and stuff
it into his pocket meanwhile eating some.
TYPICAL SINGAPOREAN.
TOO TYPICAL!
Then we talk crap and played some lame games.
It's fun though and we laughed and laughed.
It's time to go le. Time for mr teo treat!
HOORAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We went to united square for pizza hut and it
reminds me of our colleague dinner.
I'm afraid that the table will be filled with one layer
of cheese again. And it's almost.
They kept making me laugh.
But luckily this time i didn't put too much cheese.
It's fun! Too fun to go home.
And zilie they all were so gross!!!!!!
This time the table was almost filled with puke
instead of cheese. Hahas...x)
Super uber fun!
Wow! Our form teacher also can be so fun de lorh!
And we need to thank him for his treat!
But today i'm a little unhappy coz they changed their
programme again lorh...
Change change change... Always change.
Somemore change to a programme that
has been showed before lorh.
The crew got no brains! NOthing better to do.
Clearly, tsubasa is soooooo much better,
i got no idea wad fluid replaced their brain juice.
They are dumber than a mouse.
Dumber than a baby, dumber than a fish!
I'm simply furious!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

寻找梦想 4:10 PM

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Well, yesterday was really a very sad day for me.
I also couldn't find the correct words to describe it.
Maybe i'm juz a complete failure.
I've never experienced this before and it hurts.
To you, it may be a miracle that i'm blogging about emo
stuff but actually i feel emo quite often too,
just that i dun show or tell.
I can be outcast coz of my ego and my zi4 lian4.
And maybe my madness. But i'm not sad as thats me.
And i'm not gonna change who i am juz becoz you dun
like me and ask your friends to outcast me too.


But this is not the case, my efforts had gone down the drain.
It went unnoticed.
It was blamed.
By my best friend. She doubted me.
I dun blame her, coz it's my fault and she did nothing but juz stand
up for her best bud. It's cool, yeah.
But my heart was still broken, it was still hurt.
I had nothing to hope and juz wish that
you may forgive me and lets be friends again.
I'm sorry. I dunno if you will be reading this, but
i still wanna let you noe, i didn't do it
on purpose. I hope you really can forgive me
and please dun be angry.
I dunwanna lose anyone.
If it was me who have done wrong, juz tell me.
I will change, i will try.
I wanted the friend who could chat with me
and console me back, i want the friend who can be high
with me to be back.
i dunwan to walk past you and act as no one existed.
I dunwan that to happen.
Where are you? Will i be able to find you again?
Will i be able to catch back the balloon that has flew
away from my hands?
I dunno the answer.
But one thing i noe for sure, If i ever did,
I'll never ever let it go again.
Give me a chance.
Sorry.

寻找梦想 5:14 PM

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Wow! Really like no time to blog de lorh..
Everyday come home sooo late and got homework!
Tiring lorh... Yesterdae cca was okies.
Sweat like shit when i'm in no4 though.
Got so relieved when i can finally change out of it.
The weather is horrible! Extremely humid!
Make me sweat even more lorh...
nothng much to say though.
Monday was my 2.4km run and guess wad???
It turnes out perfectly all right.
My timing was 14:51. Best so far. After i hear the timing,
the first word that pop into my head was MIRACLE!
Okies...So i got a gold with no Cs.
Yups i'm happy. =)
Am not confirm about the grade yet. It's either
5 As and i B or 3 As and 3 Bs.
Huge difference horh... Sad rite???
Today is my form teacher's bad day! He's going to ROM!
CONGRATS!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm sad though. how come not at weekend
so that we can go de mah... I really wanna go and see.
Hope that we can be invited to his wedding dinner
three years later... I'll be really very glad!
Today's module is not too bad, quite nice!

寻找梦想 5:54 PM

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hello pple...
I'm at junice's house now doing cid lorh...
SO sian and we've got loads and loads of things to do.
Yesterday was one of my ulu ulu cousin bdae.
Well, i said ulu coz he is quite a distant cousin and i dun noe
him too well. And um.. he's quite young, named alvin.
But the younger the better lorh.
Coz at least he'll not like act cool or something.
Yeaps.. He got talk to me larh..And play and stuff..
But i still feel quite bored.
With aaron and andrew gone...
Bdae parties are not the same anymore.
This party, well, wad can i say, a little too
orderly? Not fun enough?
And the variety of food is a little less.
You can know that once you see pple rushing down for more food after the
party... But all in all, it's quite nice though.
The older peeps finally came so at least i got some company.
It's very tiring to look after so many
playful kids at one go.
Then nothing much le bah..
For this cid project, i think my sacrifice is very huge de lorh..
Coz i will not be able to watch my TSUBASA!
To me, thats torture all right,
To look at the watch and look at the minute hand ticking away while
the anime is showing and i;m not able to watch it.
You may say i;m very exaggerating but it's true!
Coz i still need to wait till next week for the next show.
That will be an extremely long wait.
I'm also very nervous about tmrw coz i got the 2.4 run.
Very tense leh..
No matter what, i will never let the gold slip past me!
Jiayous bah...

寻找梦想 1:04 PM

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Hello! Pple, long time never tag le coz like everyday
go home late and that got a lot of homework leh...
Poor thing rite?
I noe that too! Yesterday got NAPFA!
5 items! I'm super scared de lorh..
Your noe why coz recently my standing broad jump was like
only 150 plus to 160 plus...
And i'm super worried! I like deproved a lot lorh..
I dunwan my fav station to be the one that pulled
my overall score down.
I wanna get a GOLD!
And guess wad? I jumped 180 yesterday, FIRST TRY!
I'm super happie!
I dunno how to describe ny feelings... Anyway, its HIGH!
Although it's not my usual standard yet but, it's almost there.
And i got a A!
Well, i'm worried for my shuttle run and sit & reach coz they like juz reach A
so i'm afraid they will make me get a B!
If that's the case, i dun care at all but go up to
the teacher and get my As back, I swear i will!
On monday it's zhaowei's bdae!
And we sang bdae song for him during music lesson!
And... he blushed! SO CUTE!
All in all, i love my class!
Then we got the culture com thingy and i'm already shocked that
we got in this finals and i think all of it shld go to shuting!
Without her, we'll lose! But we got the second!
Amazing rite??? And we lost coz of a wrong word!
Such a pity rite???
But when i'm on stage, i see 3I cheering almost after we
say every answer and i'm sincerely TOUCHED!
It's like i think it's enough alredy liao lorh...
Then tuesday cca we did drill mutual, luckily it's not ifc mutual.
Otherwise, i will really die, i got no confidence for that at all.
Wednesday got module and is our actual test for my
NAPFA but we got module so didn't go for that.
Next monday is my 2.4 km run le.
Muz JIAYOUS! JIAYOUS! JIAYOUS!
Get a GOLD for ncc girls!
Today is good friday!
COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!
How i wish everyday is holiday!
Every1, lets jiayous together! =)

寻找梦想 10:22 AM

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Whee! At home juz finish watching tsubasa.
SYAORAN IS SUPER HANDSOME!!!!!!!
HE'S MY HERO!!!!!!!!!
Especially when he fights lorh!
He's super cool and woohaa!
That determined look that he has.... OOsh i'm squishing up!
Okies, your may think that i'm hua chi lorh.
But i bet a lot of girls are crazy over jap anime guys!
Coz they are simply tooooo perfect.
So perfect to be a dream lover!
Oosh! Okies, i dunno wad i'm talking abt le.
Well, they replay tian long ba bu again!
I wanna watch de but still got homework haven't
finish so really cannot le larh and my mum keep calling
me mad as i always watch shows a lot of times.
But got the character that i like mah.
Cannot blame me de rite???
And it's JIMMY!
How do you expect me not to scream!
Oh yea, i've been slacking and exams are coming very soon,
so i'm very afraid cum guilty cum worried!
I dunno wad to do.
Hais...

寻找梦想 5:18 PM

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