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cantiaohai aka mini_ds

watched Titanic for the fifth time ytd.
and as usual i still cried.
it's like damn damn sad.
and everytime at that part of the show, i will definitely cry.
"Do you trust me?"
"You jump, I jump right?"
I mean, yea it's kinda cliche and stuff.
but to be able to be popular for 13 years and so well known, it's something.
i bet that is not cliche 13 years ago!
Leonardo DiCaprio is still the shuai-est in Titanic!
He is like every girls' dream!
haha MY dream! lols
<333 the show!
I am so gonna buy the DVD! Can't believe that i dun own Titanic!
It's classic! And really admire Jack Dawson's character.
the carefree but witty and determined young lad.
Although 88 years ago, on the real Titanic, such drama may not be occurring.
but i bet there are tons of families torn apart,
and love tattered.
ohmygod! I LOVE THIS SHOW!!!!

寻找梦想 4:56 PM

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hohoho!
ohmygod! today is a happy happy day.
except for the part that i have a terrible stomachache that last for the entire morning. :/
today i dun have geog!
not that i dun like geog or anything, budden i will be able to end sch early!
and go out with beloved 6K peeps!~
ate at pizza hut then went minitoons to lag.
and then only bought 2 assessments.
alrights, so i am really despo now and i need a lot.
pple, if you'all have seniors that have unwanted A level assessment books or notes.
I want them all! if they wanna sell, i dun mind buying from them either!
haha desperate right?
i can't be not desperate. even pe teachers are stressing us. >.<
Ohwells, signed up for the SMU econs seminar.
haha think will be not bad! :D
last time the NTU one also alright.
budden hor, got pesa leh...
still needa write the speech. bleagh.
guess im gonna crap. as usual. me will get nervous too de lo.

拜托！哪有人拿高中生和小学生比的？！
年龄，学业都差很多好不好！
再给我这种颇能感悟位的压力和委屈，迟早我会疯掉！

寻找梦想 8:58 PM

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最基本的条件不就是要接受对方的真正性格吗？
一直以来，我都是我自己。
可是，你却好像要我照你的方式做我自己。
我办不到，我再强调，我是不会轻易为人改变的。
其实，我的心还满痛的，还蛮受伤的。
因为你明明还不是真正的很了解我，但是却装出一副你已把我看透的样子。
真的是这样吗？
你累了吗？那我呢？
你和我在一起，感到丢脸了吗？
因为和我这样的人在一起？让你生气了？
然后，一声不吭的。你以为你不说，我会明白你的心事吗？
我是吴嘉仪，不是你肚子里的蛔虫，更不是你能随意玩弄的木偶。
如果你真的受不了我，那么你可以告诉我啊！
那么我们俩之间的关系就可以结束了啊！
早点说出来，不就可以省去彼此所受的痛苦吗？
如果你不愿去面对我们眼前的问题，那么我唯一会做得就是一直避开你。
闪躲。疏远。
那，是你想看到的结局吗？
还是，其实你根本就不在乎？
如果，我在你心里其实根本没有什么地位，也对你没什么影响，
那么我会好好说服自己，不要让自己的心情在被你左右。
这是最后一次了。
不管多善良，多没有主见的人，忍耐限度还是有限的。
你不要太过分了，不要太得寸进尺了了。
我会爆发的，然后作出让我们俩都会后悔的事。

On a happier tone, NCC GIRLS ACHIEVED GOLD AWARD FOR BUC!!!!
OHMYGOD! thx, janice for telling me that!
i mean, i think that it will mean a lot for all of us!

ohyea~! and i think i will flunk my math. bleagh
these few tests, cmi. :/

btw, i wanna buy PERCY JACKSON!
and many bdae pressies for the MARCH BABIES! :D
haha tell me wad you want!~
and i wanna buy the things that i want.
*shopaholic self showing*

p.s.i hope that there is no more pe.
p.p.s.i miss you.

寻找梦想 8:07 PM

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a guy is shuai-est when he is putting his utmost effort in protecting the ones he loved the most.

yea, thats wad i say.

im gonna miss that sentence now.
Daniel Ong has left.
My mornings will never be the same again i guess.
And my weekends are getting more and more lifeless.
But im still gonna look forward to tmr!
meeting up with 4i peeps!
it just makes me feel like im never going to grow up!
and there consist of some of the pple that understands me the most.
and i hope that some of the pple there are going to know me for life. :D

Tests are coming up, big time.
Gosh, bleagh!

寻找梦想 8:32 PM

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i believe in karma.
刚刚边看电视，边吃饭的时候忽然有点感慨。
很多时候，人不是好心就会有好报的。
那些一辈子都好好过日子的人，有时有很多的经济问题，有时被病魔缠身。
反而，那些做出丧尽天良的坏事的人竟然可以逍遥法外，还可以健健康康的活着。
有时候很善良的人也会做出没天理的事情来。
有时很无辜的人却得背上所有的罪过，遗憾终身。
有时候现实就是如此的自私和不公平。

有时候，我竟然能感受到小丑的悲哀。。。
还有白痴的无奈。

求求你，不要再把你的话套进我的嘴里。
不要再把你的想法强硬的放在我的身上。
不要再说谎了。不要再自私了。
请你快点走出我的生命里。

戴佩妮的你要的爱

虽然不曾怀疑你
还是忐忑不定
谁是你的那个唯一
原谅我怀疑自己

我明白
我要的爱
会把我宠坏
像一个小孩
只懂在你怀里坏
你要的爱
不只是依赖
要像个大男孩
风吹又日晒
生活自由自在

虽然整首歌里面大部分都只有这两个段落，但是我非常非常非常喜欢这首歌！

寻找梦想 8:11 PM

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破财消灾
yea, thats wad i say. :DDDDDDD
drank champagne till i blushed like mad.
drank red wine till i burst out in sweat.
yea, thats the only nice part about being 18. almost 18.

寻找梦想 5:41 PM

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woohoo! this year de new year is slightly different than the rest!
the sch allowed us to wear home clothes! ohmygod!
i dun believe my ears when i heard that. is that rly my sch?
haha lols aft the CNY celebration in sch,
went to JP to eat with anna, pamela and jennie.
while erjie and haiwei came afterwards.
we went to eat Carl's junior, it it very fulfilling.
then we were discussing whether we shld watch movies!
hehe and me and anna decided to watch PERCY JACKSON!!!!
ohmygod! i tell u the show is SUPERB!!!
pple, if you have doubts abt it, juz go watch it!
i knw that they say that the plot and everything is somehow similar to Harry Potter.
but ohmygod, it is unique in its own ways and...
PERCY JACKSON IS DAMN COOL!
seriously, i mean the character! HE IS IMBA!!!
ohmygod, totally got the talent and stuff~!
the plot is exciting and yes! everything u wanna see in a fantasy!
i wanna buy the novel!!!!
wow! i LOVE THAT MOVIE!!!!

btw, random note to cut in...
i send a dedication to 987fm this morning requesting for justin bieber's one time.
but i dun get to hear it, think the DJ do not have enough time to do my request. :/
ahh wells...

then after the amazing movie, i head towards siyu hse for 6k steamboat reunion dinner! YAYS! It's fun!
but how i wished that i can stay overnight and stay a bit longer to play with them.
i juz feel frustrated that i am always the first to leave.
i mean zzz....
it's new year! GOD.
but nonetheless, i enjoyed today very much and :D
but i shall start pia-ing some of my hmwk tmr.

寻找梦想 10:46 PM

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ahh~
tuts tmr and my tuts are not rly completed yet. :/
and i still needa do a GP essay.
woots~ but on a lighter note, CNY is coming!
and we can have a break frm school.
although it's kinda short, but it is still a break nonetheless!
ohho... today got this assembly thing then we are supposed to re-enact the
entire copenhagen thing...
and i was chosen as the India representative...
was quite emo ytd, coz this thing like triggered everything for me.
frens, hmwk, stress argh!
ya... mood totally drop damn a lot!
but alrights la, after one night of sleep...
today was alright haha i was quite nervous though when i was making the speech.
i can feel the tips of my hands turn ice cold and my paper was shaking
lols but ohkay la aft the speech, i kinda juz sit there and let China and UK do the job. lols since they are having such an interesting debate :D
ohwells, although life is still not as smooth for me now,
but yea CNY is coming, thats wad i say.

still kinda in love with Justin Bieber.
but hey ya la, i realised...
he needs some growing up and learning and experience to gain him that CHARM.
now, he is still juz a kid.
nvm, i will wait!~
haha till he becomes someone that i will idolise like JMAC <333!~

寻找梦想 5:53 PM

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ohman... loads of hmwk not completed...
went for the thaman jurong cip ytd...
nearly got there late coz my mum woke up late and ya...
bleagh! i practically chiong-ed all the way!
well, it's not exactly slack coz there is actually quite a number of things for us to do. and i was getting quite lonely as me and qianhui was splited up.
and i was quite confused of things too.
and with the ICs spamming my phone, that doesn't help things.
then we went back to CC and shopped a little at the 'flea market'.
qinahui bought this super worth it pouch leh!
guess the price?! 20 cents lo!
while i bought a few badges :D
hehe see who like then i give lo :D <333
oh then the both of us went to eat kway chap at the nearby hawker centre...
and i went to harbourfront to meet my mum.
my mum wanted to treat me sakae after my one day of 'hard work'.
haha but i was too full and not feeling really well to enjoy it.
met my aunt and uncle and cousins at vivo! so coincidental!
haha! then.... DENG~ DENG~ DENGDENG!~
my mum bought for me my first pair of high heels!
AHH~! haha it's white but is wedge kind.
my mum says i have to get used to this kind of wedge de, b4 i can wear those one stick kind.
i will jiayous and try my best not to fall!
i shall wear during new year~! :D
敬请期待哦！

寻找梦想 11:32 AM

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feeling more and more tired everyday.
there are more and more things to do.
and, i juz cant seem to finish it!
sighs!

寻找梦想 8:28 PM

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