Sunday, July 30, 2006
Very sad todae...
Although i say i dun mind but it still hurts on the inside..
Yes i mean i like other pple too but it all came as a surprise...
Yes i admit i still have a little feelings for him...
But i guess he belongs to someone else now..
I am not obsessive of him... Its just that i still canoot let go.
I know its almost two years and all but i still cannot let go.
From his blogging i can tell...
There is nothing much i can do now...
No turning back...
Yes i know that i should be devoted to the crush now budden i still feel very sad.
I tink that it will be a double attack as i knoe that
the other one will definitely reject me..
How can you be together with stranger...
He doesn't know that i existed..
However the other who know that i existed had left me for good..
I really cannot take this blow...
I am suffering...
Maybe i should cry it all out bed i am already too sad for tears...
This is the first time i am feeling this way which means that i am really very sad...
I just dunno wad to do its like i am being dump in
the forest all alone with nothing NOTHING at all...
I am a pathetic gerl with no love, no care, no NOTHING...
Its like my soul had flown away with him...
Lost in the galaxy...
I am just a empty shell...With NOTHING...
I wonder wad will happen to me when the next blow come?
Will i just collaspe and never wake up again?
Never have to face the whole world?
Never have to face the both of them again?
Is that wad i wanted?
Or do i want to fight back wad i've lost?
Do i have the courage?
Who will i choose then??
Should i choose the old one or the new one or someone else???
WAD AM I SUPPOSE TO DO???
寻找梦想 4:08 PM
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