Monday, August 14, 2006
HAIS...
Was this month suppose to be one full of rejections???
Many peeps got rejected and that was including me..
Oh well, yes look on the bright side, he did not reject me on the spot already very nice le.
Erm..ok, i guess its because he didn't noe who i am so he didn't reject me then..
But my dear dear friend asked him on Msn and he said he will never ever accept
me..Its a no no..
OK, at least he didn't say it right into my face and i do not need to control my
tears in front of him.
BUt it too hurt when it came out of my friend's mouth.
Yes..and not to all of your surprise, i cried.
It is like sooo sad okies...
You cannot blame me one loh...]Aiya..
He already said so wat he got his a levels...
Next year he is even going for Ns..
Even if he say yes, it is also very difficult to maintain.
Anyway, he didn't noe me at all loh...
That's wat i'm most sad abt.
I did have the courage to let him noe who i am...
Although i can still email him but like i said,
I'm born without the courage..
So i shall juz let it be and live with it..
Like junyan said, i'll find my true love one dae...
Hais.. again another math test.. i'm
going bonkerrs...
And two more daes to the stupid idiotic mechatronics...
P.S. I'll wait..In my heart, i'll wait, no matter how long.
寻找梦想 5:35 PM
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