Thursday, August 24, 2006
LOl...
Ur noe why i can post todae?
Its becoz that i went to mechatronics early to post.
Cannot so long without posting. My fingers are aching... Funny rite... Get addicted to this kind of things. The mechatronics was sorta alright yesterdae.. Dunno wat happen either..
I'm in utter shock too. suddenly we are quite okies wuth the programme.
I'm realli very surprised. Maybe the godness of luck is on our side nowadaes.
But then, It still cannot change my mind. Maybe its becoz too much of the bad part is still clinging onto me. But i sincerely hope that the rest of the course can change my mind.
I also do not noe wat got into me lately.
After that indirect rejection, i often cry.
When i watch those romantic shows, most of it i will cry.
whether it is good endings or bad endings i'll still cry...
Maybe its becoz my heart is still broken, still bleeding.
this is a very difficult ordeal for me...
I dunno wat to do.. In one of the show it said, 'If u like somebody but thaat somebody dun like u, u'll suffer..Especially when you want that person to be with you.
If you juz want to silently stay by his side, you will experience heaven-like treatment.
I guess i am in the first case. let time heal my wound then. Wish me luck...
寻找梦想 2:49 PM
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