Sunday, September 24, 2006
Sad dae...sad week.
Orienteering... i dunno wat to say..
I feel tat it was me who pull the whole team down. I've let everyone down.
If not for me, i think we still can do it.
Its all my fault. Hais... sad sad sad.
I've let down my orienteering team, let down my platoon mates,
let down bravo and let down rv.
So all in all, i can tell you i sux.
I'm the most horrible person in the whole wide world.
Why didn't i tell the sergeants that i can't make it?
I shld have told them so tat they can send someone else along.
I shld have done it.
Now, i am making every single person sad.
I feel so terrible, i've let all of the pple make them disappointed.
I feel so sad. i dunno have stamina dun have anything...
I am so so so so so sorry...
Very sorry. I noe that sir also feel terrible inside.
But he still tried and cheer me up. So gd.
however, sadness will still well up...
I dunno wat to do.
I dunno wat to do.
寻找梦想 3:29 PM
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