Saturday, October 21, 2006
I am such a failure lorh!
Yesterdae be temporary ic coz both ic are not here...
Very scared lorh... And nervous...
I dunno wat to do and made sort of a lot of mistakes...
Then after that i become timer again larh...
Then dunno wat happened lorh..
I lag time lag until very wat lorh...
Lag and lag...
I wonder why can't i be like some normal pple and
not be so clumsy larh...
And blur...
I pulled the whole platoon down the drain..
Yesterdae last act lorh...
I still drag my platoon down...
Ain't i a loser? A complete failure...
Pull the whole team down...
Make them kena scolded by staff...
I think i'm the lousiest timer in the whole wide world...
I think my human reaction time is ten seconds lorh...
I think i'm a retard..
Such a stupid idiot!
How come this will happen to me???
Make all my platoon mates sad and angry...
I very sad and guilty lorh...
I really shouldn't become timer in the first place..
Then all these will never happen...
I really have a goldfish memory...
Forget everything like in a second lorh...
No matter how hard i practised no use one lorh...
Coz i juz cannot do it..
Coz i'm a retard, a idiot, the most stupid person on a earth...
Yesterdae another idiotic thing happen to me...
I left my ez link card with the librarian and forgot to claim it...
Stupid rite?
How can i forget such a important thing???
Its like so the obvious that i muz claim it back de lorh...
But i still forgot...
Ya lorh.. I also agree..
I think my brain is XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXS size one lorh...
As small as a ikan bilis...
Otherwise most of it muz be rotten...
Then still got another stupid thing..
I forgot to bring my Macbeth tickets...
Very forgetful horh...
Sad larh..
Luckily the person let me in lorh...
I think my brain is like as small as a dot only larh...
How can i possibly forget so many things in a day..
Only such a idiotic person like me can be so forgetful...
No hope liao lorh...
Hopeless liao larh..
I already give up hope liao lorh...
I juz wanna say sorry to my platoon mates..
I'm really very sorry...
Very sorry...
So sorry...
Sorry...
Sorry...
寻找梦想 11:06 AM
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