Saturday, May 19, 2007
Hello everybody, guess wad i've been doing today??
Basically, nothing at all larh...
Except some homework and reading.
Guai1 rite??? As days go by, i feel that time passes so fast.
My chair had barely been warmed by my butt and
now june holidays are coming already.
And it's definitely gonna be a busy one.
Somehow, i dunwanna grow up. I wanna stay as a kid, always
my mum's princess.
I still remember my child's dream and that is to grow up quicly and
earn loads and loads of money for mum.
But now, i suddenly want time to juz stop here.
I wanna stop growing. I dunwan my birthday to come anymore.
I dunno wads good being an adult. I dunwanna be one.
I want to stay as a kid. Innocent and pure.
Ignorance is bliss and i still wanna be pampered by everybody.
Growing up once seems so distant but now it is simply
staring at me into my eyes.
All i can say is that's absolutely scary.
How i wiah that i can stay in netherland like peter pan.
He's my hero since young and like him, i dunwanna grow up as well.
Dunno why today wanna talk about this also.
Actually i've been thinking about this for quite a long time le.
One main reason that makes me think that way probably is that
my mum force me to learn how to cook for her bah.
Okies, need your to remind me de larh.
I noe that i'm a failure that i'm a 14 ++ year old GIRL that
still do not noe how to cook.
Well, i juz dunno why. No interest, no talent.
Haiz... Then my mum said something like so big already
still dunno how to cook. Wad a shame.
Probably is that which makes me think that it's not good to grow up bah...
With great age, comes great responsibility.
Well, i hope i really can just escape from this whole thing.
Is this pre growing up symptons???
Honestly, i would rather stay in school and get all those horrible results
for my entire life.
Haiz... If only time could stop.
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