Saturday, August 04, 2007
Yesterday was ROD, and i guess it really didn't turn out as wad we expected.
The dance was quite ok basically but i feel that it's a little luan.
Haiz... i seriuosly dun like the community singing to be cut off.
And... i wanna spend more time with the seniors as well.
I really feel very sad. Esp when we hug them, when they come off stage!
The exchanging presents also.
I dunwan them to go, for that, i rather i always stay as a cadet.
No troubles, and i can enjoy every moment of ncc.
Even if they pump us. I rather coporal punishment was back.
Yes, no matter how bad it will be, i'll endure.
Well, guess that this week really suck!
Guess wad??? I failed my math.
And i dunno why but i juz broke down completely.
I really dunno why, juz feel like crying desperately.
I'm like soooo weak can, i feel ashamed of myself.
I shld have the nc power!
Guess that i'm still... haiz.
Chem was all right. At least finally got one test that i say all right le.
i think i'm gonna die of the stress larh..
It's like there's nothing more in life for me to anticipate anymore.
NOTHING! Juz tests and tests and some more tests.
Well, i've got nothing much to complain about juz that yesterday i saw
the cadets playing and i really wanna join them, not as a spec but also
as a cadet, their frens!
Hahahs... but i did quite a few honorable things during the act.
Quite wei feng! Hahahs.
ok... so i'll juz go alone and dwell in my own misery...
寻找梦想 10:21 AM
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