Thursday, October 11, 2007
Oh my god! Shaman king really very nice leh...
The songs also very nice!
NOw, i also begin to like tao ren le.
I think he'll be really handsome without that sharp hairstyle.
Doing cid conclusion now lorh...
And i think that the teachers really dun intend for us to play lorh...
They give back the papers liao le, and i feel that i'm a total failure.
Although pple said that they are going to die but in the
end they passed with flying colours! Wads the meaning of this lorh...
When i say i will die means that i really am dead.
Coz i really am! pple can get so high and i am like...
Ain't i a total failure.
Should i even exist in this world????
Actually i very sad de lorh...
Esp when haiwei and pamela hugged me, i really felt
an urge to cry, i did really badly.
But i told myself i can't, i can't cry.
I told myself that didn't i promise myself that
i muz smile even it's the end of the world...
So i told myself to smile and face it!
No matter how hard it is, i told myself i cannot cry...
Even it is qiang yan huan xiao also nvm...
This is just a small obstacle in my long long road...
I can just kick the stone away.
Haiz.. guess that's just the way.
Budden it's still very difficult for me...
It's so hard for me not to cry in front of every1 even though i wanted.
It's even harder not to sulk and try to be myself and smile.
It's just so hard and i wanna scream out loud right now.
I dunno why but i think that if i cry, maybe
pple will think that i'm such a weakling and sooo irritating...
Indeed, why am i sooooo stupid!!!!!!!!!
To flunk everything, do i really wanna be kick out of school.
I guess even though i am sad, i am still the happy one.
At least i still have my mum who gives me support.
I dunno how i can live on anymore...
but i will still smile at every1 de. :D
寻找梦想 8:09 PM
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