Thursday, February 21, 2008
feel very tired today.
All these days, i have been doing my homework
but juz today i dunwanna use my brain.
Haiz... everything juz getting sooo complicated.
Tests all the time, and projects.
there's juz no time for me to sigh.
Looking at the children laugh and play...
Yes, i laugh along with them...
But it makes me wanna be a kid once again.
To be pampered and cared for
like i'm a fragile vase that once you drop it,
i will never be the same again.
I wanna be a 2 year old kid that
all the things i worry abt is to eat enough
and play enough and sleep enough.
All the troubles and worries juz doesn't find their way to me.
I dunwanna grow, i wanna stay where i am.
I want time to stop, so that i can savour every moment now.
Who knows wad will happen next?
For me, i rather not know.
I want my mum to hold my small hand and lead
me across the road....
I feel sooo old now.
Time juz flies past me without even seeking my peermission.
ok, there's juz too may things on my plate
and i am having a hard time trying to get rid of them.
It's been sooo lng since i can sit down on the floor
and read a book that i like.
Life is pushing me too hard, that
i dun have any space to breathe anymore.
寻找梦想 8:20 PM
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