Thursday, February 28, 2008
I never lead a normal stable life before.
Life is full of suprises and shocks that leave me heavily scarred.
For some reason, i am giving myself huge amount of stress,
and pushing myself far too hard.
That i am on the verge of break down everytime.
Are my expectations too high?
NO, definitely not.
My dream is high, sitting on the clouds that i cannot reach now.
That is why i needa push myself higher to get what i want.
It's not too early to get started.
But, my hard work, my efforts, sometimes are juz wasted.
I dunno wad to do anymore.
I am so afraid of failing that i dare not touch another
test paper. It's weakening my heart.
How am i supposed to smile immedaitely after seeing
a fail grade. I'm so afraid that my dreams will be shattered.
Coz then, i will collaspe too.
It's my dreams and my faith that are holding me together.
I won't know how to face my mum, who have high hopes pinned on me.
I wanna strice hard and one day when i am
being asked the question... 'Do you think you can succeed?'
i will be able to raise my head high and said YES!!!!!!!!!!
寻找梦想 7:53 PM
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