Tuesday, February 19, 2008
oho, life is indeed unfair.
Is it me or wad...
why does everyone think that human
being is self-centered and power hungry.
Is that human nature? Then that's indeed scary.
i dunno wads wrong with me.
If wad i said was right above,
then maybe i am becoming more human.
Sometimes, i detest this self of me....
Show-off, arrogant, proud, wanted myself to be in the limelight
and me only... wanted to get noticed, to get recgonised.
I despise myself.
Angry and the others, doubt the others and ostracize the others.
Where's the self of me telling myself that
i have to be happy with wad i had?
Criticizing others and not thinking of my own negative points.
I am getting troubled.
Was it plainly becoz you left and i lost my only motivation to carry
on with my life?
Or was it the many family problems thatt
i had make me weirder?
I am me, and yet not me.
Is this the real me?
getting pissed at everyone else.
I am turning into a monster.
Will i still be able to smile after the whole ordeal?
I know i can't break down, i am the bridge.
If i break, everything will then be gone.
But the question is how long can i still hold on?
寻找梦想 8:20 PM
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