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cantiaohai aka mini_ds

Today is New Year Eve...
And you know wad, i have never feel sadder.
Haiz... the mood in school is not good
and i am feeling tired and puzzled...
The mood with my family is not that good as well.
Ohwells, everything that shld not stay the same,
stayed the same.
Ok, and today i will be having
the reunion dinner with my paternal side family...
With only 2 small girl cousins that we meet
like only once every half year!!!!!!!!!!!
I seriously dunno how to survive later on.
Seriously, if pple you finished your dinner
and you are bored, you can sms me.
So that we can entertain each other.
Oh ya, tmrw as well hor.
Haiz.. NO gambling coz sooooo few pple and
no FUN!!!!!!!!!!! Fewer HONGBAOS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok, but i think everything will turn for the
better on friday when i visit my maternal side family.
Where i get to gamble and play with many many cousins.
haiz.. i think that somwtimes having a brain is
a torture larh..
Coz you will think and think and think.
Even though they are the things that you dunwanna think abt.
So i am thinking of school stuff and
i am thinking of missing sushi.
My maternal side family is having steamboat and sushi
for reunion dinner. Oh no!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!











Me dun understand why the pple muz put on the masks.
There is no standard character for you to imitate.
You were all born with different characters
so why do you wanna change them.
I strongly believe that your true friends
will really accept who you really are.
And not just the mask you are putting on.
Maybe your can say that your have your reasons for doing this
but then i sincerely hope that one day you
can take down the mask that is covering you
real identity and face the whole world with confidence.
You may not be perfect but nobody is perfect isn't it.
The very fact the you are not perfect shows that you
are indeed human and human should not
pretend to be someone you are not.
I am really scared that someday when i look around me,
i will discover that pple that i thought i knew,
wasn't there. In fact, i dunno them at all.
All i know is the mask that they are wearing.
I hope that someday everywhere i see
will be all sincere hearts that were exposed and not hidden.
i think it's perfectly all right to show your feelings.
Show that you are unhappy or upset, nobody is gonna laugh
at you or think that you are a weirdo.
I hope that all our hearts can link one day.

寻找梦想 1:10 PM

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