Friday, April 04, 2008
Today got physics test and i think i died,
next is Napfa test and i think i died physically.
PAIN!!!!!! ACHING ALL OVER!!!!!!!!
Although i get gold la haha.
Then, cca. somehow i got a little pissed.
Pissed at how they take the platoon. Pissed at what they did.
So i screamed a little, well, actually a lot.
I din mean to scream though, didn't know what came over me.
A moment, i was spilling with happiness from Napfa, the other
moment was simply just fuming with anger.
After that i got the feeling that i was being hated.
Seriously, if i were them, i will hate me.
But it felt bad. Fancy someone hating you.
Ohwells, if it can help them, i can sacrifice myself.
Noble huh? hehe.
well, a bit bored, but finally i am breathing.
Breahing from the huge amount of stress and homework.
Had a talk with a couple of my friends and i realised that
i am very selfish indeed. That makes me feel bad.
I am guilty and i dunno what to do.
I felt that i am too mean to them and i am a bitch. ohgod, did i juz call myself that?
ok, that hurts. so i guess show them more concern now?
Wish i could.
寻找梦想 8:26 PM
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