Wednesday, July 02, 2008
ARGH!!!!!
lots of things to settle and stuff.
Quite a number of things happen here lo.
Ytd act was kinda emo for me.
Wna cry but somehow there seems to be no more tears in my eyes.
Perhaps i cried too much these days... on nice nice stories.
I had this amazing but sad story plot that struck me sorta like out of nowhere.
And i really like it a lot.
And i muz really thank all pple who patiently listened to my story which
includes part of 4i, part cs and the part cs sgts.
HOHO.
I needa thank constance and zhengyang too for giving me sooo many ideas to think abt.
Yeepee!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Felt really happy.
Well, school reopens and i was very stressed up during the phy lesson today.
Tensed i guesss.
ohwells... nothing really drastic happen la.
But when i go to scs, i realise that i dun like to be ignored by pple, dun like it at all.
Especailly being ignored by a person that at first like you a lot de.
Ouch that hurts.
Got a couple of dreams also.
Ytd i dreamt abt some disappearing plates. Really scary lo.
Ok, talking abt emo again.
Ytd, when i face the cadets, i am at lost all of a sudden.
Like my one year a s a specialist is over and we had to leave now.
That kind of feeling... sad.
I went to hug all the part cs b4 we leave and i had the urge to cry.
Then part bs shouted: We Love you staff and sgt! (janice and me)
We shouted back: We love you too!
Then i can't take it anymore and ran towards them and we mass hugged.
On the way back to nc room, janice and i were walking side by side then
i got tears in my eyes... sobs sobs sobs
WE, THE MEMBERS OF THE NATIONAL CADET CORP,
AND THE YOUTH OF THE REPUBLIC OF SINGAPORE,
DO HEREBY PLEDGE,
TO BE LOYAL TO THE REPUBLIC AND THE CORP
AND TO MAINTAIN A HIGH STANDARD OF DISCIPLINE,
AND PERFORMANCE,
SO THAT WE, MAY BETTER SERVE OUR COUNTRY.
1/7/2008 will be the last day i said this pledge aloud officially...
寻找梦想 3:09 PM
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