Saturday, February 07, 2009
haiz, in school now, currently waiting for tzehui who left me here in the lib. haiz,
i need to wait for her to finish CO then we can go and do the geog seminar thing tgth la.
sian im like more and more towards the zibi side,
haiz like more depressing stuff come to me lo.
at this moment, i hear that a lot of pple dun like me coz i too noisy and too high.
ohwells, they dunno me well i think and luckily they are not my class pple, but then it still hurts la. ohkay, then the other moment i got pple saying that they love me and that i rock!
ohkay, i think that so long as i rock and love those pple that love me, then my life is great le lo.
heck those pple la! they no yan guang la.
and hor, after talking to a certain fren of mine, she make me realise that most guys are damn superficial and are jerks!
notice that i write the word MOST, i knw that some guys out there are very nice pple and wen rou and some really may be my type. but all i have to say is that i dun think i will ever meet them lo. ohgod, why are guys lidat? so girls are like better right?
shld i change my sex orientation and change to like a girl instead.
haiz, long time nv crush on guys le wor, meaning that there are really no worthy guys for me to crush on... i knw i sound damn depressing and im sorry to have offended anybody in this comment but yea, i need to vent.
haiz... wads the point of waiting for somebody who will nv appear in your life.
i knw maybe like 3 days later, i will regeret posting this becoz this is not my usual thinking.
but now, yea this is exactly how i feel.
for the past dunno how many yrs, i have been telling myself i can wait for that perfect guy in my life but today, this is the first day that i ever question myself whether all my waiting will be worthwhile...
who can answer that question of mine? i wonder...
寻找梦想 11:55 AM
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