Monday, March 16, 2009
ahh, dun understand dun understand! *pulls hair*
why is everything so complicated?!
i thought i was your best fren? but then im like... dunno anything abt you!
you changed... changed to someone i dunno.
you told me one thing and then u did another. you were so certain and yet wad did i hear???
i thought i was your best fren? and yet i have to hear things of you from the others?
u cnt trust me with your truest feelings? thats why u had to lie?
haiz, im waiting. waiting for u to tell me everything.
i juz want u to knw that no matter wad u think and how u feel abt me.
i will always treat u as my best fren and i am always behind u...
supporting u and will be there for u. thats wad frens are for, right?
how can i be doubting her and how can i be doubting myself?
but your actions tell me otherwise. ohgosh. feel like crying.. but no tears flow.
is it because deep down in my heart i knw that it's not worth crying over it?
or is there a lingering thought that i knw that u will still tell me all and im your best fren deep in your heart too. that the best fren i knw is still there?
that u have not changed? and is that we all have grown? is that all?
今天开心又不开心。买了很多很喜欢的东西！
一起出去的人也很喜欢！
很谈得来，很投机。是很好的狂欢对象！
漂亮，虽然花了很多钱，但是心里觉得很满足，很值得！
。。。 幸好有你，陪我分担这一切。
让我知道一切都会没事的。谢谢。谢谢知道事情的所有人，安慰我。。。
谢谢，我会没事的，真的。
See, so emo hor haha but now settle le.
i thought u din treat me as best fren... so sry that i doubted u...
i apologize... i am happy that wad i heard is not true and even more happy that i knw that u are not lying to me! i am sooooo happy.
dun worry, i will condemn the guy! i will help u and support u!
haha shiva called me leh! shiva is the boy that i once taught last year during voluntary work at singapore children society!
ohmygod, he sent letter to me and called me! my heart feel so warmed!
yay!!!! im getting happier and happier! wah!!!
i missed amos, siti and lyanna. and all the children at scs! *loves*
寻找梦想 7:32 PM
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