Thursday, March 26, 2009
*jumps about hit the knee and cry*
i hope i can cry it all out wad with all the stress pressing on me now.
but i seldom cry coz of stress or results now, dunno why. maybe i have grown up. haha
maybe i shall go watch koizora again, then i will have a reason to cry.
school has been alright... working on everything and i dun have enough time at all.
haiz, tests coming up in april. how long do i have to endure this la...
endure all the way until after 'a' levels and then enjoy during my uni time! hah i totally hope that will come soon and i can get into the course that i desire.
ohwells... ohya! i hit my elbow on the toilet bowl last night.
i 'ouch' softly and turn it arnd and i saw it bleeding la! Pain!
haiz... washed the wound and put on a plaster....
i think that only with pain then i can feel that im alive.
my life is totally a routine now and i think it suck.
my life... i have no life at all. at least last year, i still get to write and draw and think about all the inspirational stuff and write novels and participate in this course and that...
now, i wna participate in a certain competition also needa think twice.
i think i wna die.... gosh. 2 years
wads 2 years to me! Jiayi can do it!
thats the only motivation i have now...
haha
btw, i was sooooo hungry today. no break at all leh coz of the GP 'test' la...
argh, during econs tutorial, i drew drumstick and this and that and look at it and chew..
haha kena spotted by miss lee... haiz, hungry la!
but she's nice to let us off slightly earlier to eat smth.
i swalloed 4 fishballs haah!
<3 fishballs!
寻找梦想 8:37 PM
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