Wednesday, May 06, 2009
i din emo today, no i din, i really din.
i feel weird, it's not emo, it's worse than emo.
i dun feel like talking, i dun feel like moving even.
i juz wna be alone... and yet i dwell in the sadness...
even the walk home seems miserable, i cant feel myself...
and every step seems so heavy.
i wonder wads wrong with me.
i think it's the blow after blow and the mixed feelings that turn me into this.
every smile seems tough to me.
why? Why have i learnt how to pretend?
it's so tiring... why did some smiles of mine flicker and became so fake?
wads wrong with me?
is this juz another stage of life that i have to go through?
jiayi says a chocolate a day keeps sadness away.
but can simple chocolates help?
寻找梦想 8:25 PM
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