Wednesday, June 10, 2009
ohmygod... today is like wow... fun and i like and scary abit...
i went home and is like pitched black!
i mean inside the house... and my mum was juz like sitting there in the dark.
drama eh? anyways, my dad was at the side and when i went in, my mum started lecturing...
said i went home too late and blah... ohmygod it's 9.20pm
i looked at the clock for further confirmation, ya 9.20pm
i thought like my curfew is like 11pm, when did it like become 7pm?
ohmygod, if it's sch day u not happy i have nothing to say...
but hols, and u approved of me going out for dinner...
and then u come and lecture me in the dark...
i was like standing there and apologizing a couple of times and then i went silence..
she said: u are old enough already, so stop making pple worried for u.
i was screaming inside: i am like old enough already, can u stop treating me like a child and give me the freedom i deserved? im not like some rebellious teenager that will go out and do smth bad, i was obedient so shldnt i deserve some freedom and trust?
sometimes when u hold on to smth too tightly, u will lose it even more easily...
i mean i knw that she is like anxious and worried abt me coz it's dark and all, but hello, there is no need to flare, i din reach home at like 3 in the morning...
so i cant go clubbing? eh? im like 17, not 7...
god, im like very pissed when i went to bathe.
i thought if my dad was unreasonable and old-fashioned, at least my mum knws me...
but it turned out so wrong. she is like forcing her own thinking on me?
it's not the first time, i knw that i rebutt, then it will turn into a terrible row.
coz i dun feel bad at all for the first time, coz i knw that somehow the real fault doesnt rly lie in me... please la. u cant hold on to me forever...
it's time they learn how to let go...
wadever... i have a fun time today and ya, sadly i cant find kim bum's poster...
sian and i rly did try to rush home, aft i eat my dinner...
haiz, all i can say sadly is flower...
lols thank god im back to my own room now, otherwise i dunno wad my temper will do..
but she is weird la, aft i bathed, she told me she made me a honey drink...
im like ohkay thx...
i thought she was going for the dramatic lecture and YOU'RE GROUNDED kind of plot...
but ohwell, im ohkay now and im not grounded...
i muz borrow books frm the lib tmr!
寻找梦想 10:46 PM
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