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cantiaohai aka mini_ds

today is the last day of the three day camp...
when we go there, it's still ohkay and we had quite a lot of fun.
especially during lunch. our grp leader brought us to the cafe and us 'minority sch pple'
drank and talked and took loads of photos!
it's great and through this camp, it makes me even more certain about the path that im going.
im definitely going into media, total!
im gna check out ANY kinds of places that i can study or work like internship.
i think doing it will definitely not be work for me.
it's like fulfilling my dream and of course having loads and loads of fun!
the seminar in the afternoon is slightly too long and abit boring.
perhaps, i have been through a lot of presentation skills seminar already?
i dunno but abit emo today. esp at the end....
a few of us stayed back to have dinner, haha and i ate subway.
then we talked, chat, went arnd, went to the lib etc.
i dun feel like leaving becoz who knws whether i will have the chance to go again...
and i will definitely miss the radio studio, MEGA!
it's all fun and i really do hope that all of us will keep in contact.
Pursue our dreams ^^
i went home alone... and i cant help but stand at the bridge abit and stare.
yup, it's too good and too fun for me to suddenly realise that it's over...
but ya, i will totally rmb this, coz it's one more step for me, closer to my dream!
it's a phase, a process, an experience that will be etched in me!
ya, u mya say drama and stuff, but this is exactly how i feel like.
have u ever felt all pumped up and excited becoz u are doing what u ahve been dreaming abt...
when u are actually doing it, ur heart beats faster not because of the anxiety,
but because of the excitement that u are indeed holding on to ur dream...
and haha it so happens that im listening to It's not over by secondhand serenade on the bus.
and MEGA! IT ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EVERYTHING! everyone, it's perfecto!

Emo but got positive feeling!
although thats like in love context but think in terms of dreams...
i wont let my dream die, it will never be over! <3


My tears run down like razorblades
and no, I'm not the one to blame:
it's you or is it me?
And all the words we never say come out and now we are all ashamed.
And there is no sense In playing games, when you done all you can do.
But now it's over, it's over. Why is it over?
We had the chance to make it.
Now it's over,It's over. It can't be over.
I wish that I could take it back, but it's over.
I lose myself in all these fights;
I lose my sense of wrong and right.
I cry, I cry.
I'm Shaking from the pain that's in my head.
I just want to crawl into my bed and throw awayThe life I led.
But I won't let it die. But I won't let it die.
But it's over, it's over. Why is it over?
We had the chance to make it.
Now it's over,It's over. It can't be over.
I wish that I could take it back.
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart.
Don't say this wont last forever.
You're breakingMy heart, you're breaking my heart.
Don't tell that we will never be together. We could be overAnd over, we could be forever.
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart. Don't say this wont last forever. You're breakingMy heart, you're breaking my heart. Don't tell that we will never be together. We could be overAnd over, we could be forever.
It's not over. It's not over, it's never over, unless you let it take you, i
t's not over,It's not over, it's not over, unless you let it break you. It's not over.

寻找梦想 8:55 PM

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