Thursday, August 20, 2009
i feel so happy now!!!
it's like it's fated and like my worries poof are all gone!
haha i knw that im going to have a special and different christmas this year!
all are confirmed and im totally looking forward towards it.
i knw it still got a long way to go and promos are like already staring at me
right in my face, i still cant help but feel excited!
Dun you, anna? haha
i have this creative writing competition this sat
and im again feeling quite excited about it too.
i quite long nvr use chinese liao leh!
but yes, i still love it and i hope that i will have inspirations on that day. :D
wish me luck on getting closer to my dreams! <333
i felt that he is drifing away and i cant seem to pull him back
because i have no good reason to.
i knw that he is popular and i knw that i cant keep him
becuase he belongs to everyone of us and not just me alone.
but i dun rly feel that kind of connection with him anymore.
is it just me, or does he feel it too?
that slowly, we dun have any common topic...
but i hope that this will not turn into a sad story
because i still like him and i still have trust in him.
i cant be selfish and demands him to stay by me only right?
i have no right to do that.
i dun think he even knws that im talking abt him.
he doesnt even visit my blog, so he wont see this anyway.
haha i will jus have to take a little time off my busy schedule for
all my friends lest they drift away from me! <333
getting past the week and i feel tired but glad and happy! :D
寻找梦想 5:53 PM
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