Friday, November 27, 2009
felt so pumped up ytd
and i beleive that a lot of pple like me, do not want the workshop to end.
i mean, we learnt so many things there and we are juz getting the feel of writing...
ohwells, but i guess there are still a lot of chances for us to do it :D
and i cant wait.
i love their presence. i mean, although i dunno them and i dun even rmb their names,
but they are pple who share the same dream as me, who loves writing.
and i juz love the atmosphere.
except her.
我不喜欢在我写作时，有人打扰我。
有人说过：作家都是自闭的。
我也不例外，当我想要认真写作时，和我说话也只会打乱我的思绪。
我也会有自闭的时候。
i sat at the secluded area of the lib stairway to think abt my story.
i dunno why, usually im afraid of dark stairways as they are the hot fav for horror movies. but this time round, it gives me a very calm feeling.
perhaps is the light coming from the doorway and the feeble sunlight shining
in from the high windows that waved my fear away.
i sat there comfortably and ignored the weird stares i get from the students and mentors. haha but i guess all writers have something weird abt them.
and i think that the mentors are rly rly nice and helpful.
they are rly warm and friendly and patiently guide us through our doubts.
one of the mentor still sat with me in the stairway and looked through my story and gave me feedback, we juz sat there talking and discussing...
and i feel total happiness coz this is wad i wanna do.
i wanna write.
and i realise i write pretty well in english too.
haha what i wrote was good.
but not good enough, not up to THE standard.
and i will work hard.
also, i realise i like to read realist, social drama in english.
bt i dont like to write them. for writing, im more towards fantasy.
somehow, the further it gets from reality, the wilder my imagination can fly.
and i like that. :D
i couldnt wait to get my pen sliding over the surface of the paper again.
it's that kind of feeling that make my spirits soar.
it's that kind of thinking up storyline that make my adrenaline rush.
holy! haha and i want some more! MORE!
带着依依不舍的心情，我去 vivo meet anna.
to see beard papa the shuai guy. budden he is not there.
anna, 只能怪你没眼福了。
还有突如其来有一种冲动想涂上深蓝色闪亮亮的指甲油。
在还没找到完美的之前，我涂了白色的过过瘾。
我可是忍着那一股臭味，憋着气一路涂下来的呢！牺牲可真是大。
不过，最近荷尔蒙失调了。腹部传来的剧烈疼痛让我连微笑的力气都提不起来。
真是悲哀。怎么我得受这样的苦呢？
这一个礼拜的计划也只能因身体的不适而泡汤了。
不过，我还有很多书，陪伴着我。
走路去巴黎。蛮不错的！太好了！
寻找梦想 1:09 PM
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