Tuesday, November 24, 2009
心里的情绪复杂交错。
我对你们很失望。
i attended the writing workshop for 2 days now and i have to say i love it totally.
coz they are like teaching the technics for writing and
analyzing storylines and woah!
ya, but i learnt another thing...
pretending to be someone you are not.
很累，很辛苦。
i felt for the first time, that i do not want to be the real me.
i dunno why.
原来吴嘉仪也有不像当吴嘉仪的时候。
是不是不做吴嘉仪就不会有那么多烦恼。
im anticipating the coming 2 days of the workshop
coz we are finally going to write.
writing for comics... hmm, i have never done anything lidat b4
so that will be totally a new experience.
Road less travelled, hmm, i have no inspiration yet though.
but looking at my mood now, i guess the story will turn out to be a tragic one.
anticipating new moon with taylor lautner!
celebrated jennie's bdae at eighteen chefs' at tiong last night.
i guess the food was great and we bought donuts for the bdae girl!
i love the one i ate! fantastic!
quite long nvr get tgth like all of us haha
except i still some of them during work.
but... 为什么每次在开心过后，都会发生让我心情低落的事呢？
你们就那么认为吗？
the workshop can be a form of training for me.
train me to put on a shield on front of pple,
train me to hide my feelings in front of pple.
这样以后我们见面时，我才不会那么轻易德透露出我的情感，才比较容易面对你们。
i hope it's not too late for me to learn how to pretend.
and not too late for me to put on the mask.
寻找梦想 6:14 PM
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