Tuesday, December 01, 2009
went for the CIP briefing today.
hmm, pretty nothing much haha
and my emotions are rly manipulated by the state of my ears.
i successfully and finally wore my pac man earrings!!
YES!!! and i love it!
aft that, when i reach home, i successfully put in the cross earring!
YES!!!! although im not that worried now, but im still scared that it will drop out again... zzzz since it is this one that dropped out that make the entire situation worse. hmm...
facebook has several groups coming up now and some are rly nice and funny.
but i din realise that they rly correspond to wad we rly rly feel until
i saw one of the groups. i din join coz it juz reflects my inner thoughts too much.
haiz, 喜欢一个人好像会使更多痛苦。
什么时候人才会发现喜欢一个人不代表要拥有她，尤其是男生。
我看过的所有男生，都想要把喜欢的女生用在身边。
虽然那是很正常的想法，但是有没有想过女生的感受呢？
继续地坚持只会把彼此好不容易建立起来的关系弄僵。
何苦呢？如果知道彼此不会有结果，说出来只会带给彼此困扰，那么还不如默默的守护她。
默默的喜欢，即使痛，也是默默的，自己痛就好。
同于不会和别人说，更不会和喜欢的人说。
但是这种伟大的人，无私的爱，绝种了。我看不到了。
凭什么要我相信现实生活里会有理想的王子。
慢慢长大后才了解，那是极为不可能的。
那么纯的爱，只有在我心里深处最渴望的部分找得到，还有小说里。
我看，我还是戴起厚厚的眼镜融入小说的生活里吧。。。
那样可能还会比较幸福。
干干的等。等一个虚无飘渺的东西，要等到什么时候呢？
according to constance,
30TH NOVEMBER: the day where goh jia yi likes a guy who is not shuai.
lols but it's true. he is not shuai but he charmed me to death
in that short one and a half hour.
and he is real, not any fictional characters.
real as in he rly exist in this world.
but, he is a hollywood star, that doesnt make him any closer to me though.
haha but im impressed, no other guy has charmed me lidat b4.
no other not shuai guy i mean haha
so it's a day, a special to commemorate.
:D
寻找梦想 9:03 PM
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