Thursday, April 01, 2010
Im just sick and tired of the instant happiness and instant sadness.
I just cannot stand your fluctuating moods.
Can't you tell that i don't want to talk to you, that's why im ignoring you?
Is it me?
Is it me who has started it all?
Am i the one who let you down first?
Is that why there is this distance between us?
I thought we said that we will be on the same line of defence?
But why is the problem not solved and yet our friendship is at stake.
I am sorry, truly i am.
I thought we will be best friends forever?
We will be happy together, always?
But then, during these 2 weeks, it's just different.
Is it me being sensitive?
If i did wrong, i would rather you come and talk to me and we sort it out together.
I don't want out relationship to sour.
Do you know that i am talking about you?
If i say i want to talk, will you give me the chance to sit you down and chat with you?
Or do you see that as meaningless?
Or have you already given up hope for me?
I am so sorry and i just want to say...
I cherish you a lot and i can never forget how happy we were, how carefree we were.
We can go mad together, we used to eat and play and run together.
We used to walk to the bus stop together, go home together.
Sit in lectures together.
I hope that nothing is going to change.
I hope.
TGIF
I need a break, haha get me a kit kat.
and my tears can't seem to flow out.
But i know that, once someone hugs me now, once someone touch that part on my heart,
i will cry.
but not yet, i guess if i don't say, no one will realise that i am in agony.
But, i do see who are the ones who truly care about me.
Loves, give me a hug alright?
寻找梦想 8:27 PM
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