Wednesday, July 21, 2010
今天所发生的事情。。。喜忧参半。
一直以来的忙忙碌碌似乎把他给遗忘了一些。
总以为早就成功地把他给放下了。
但是，唯有他。。。。
唯有他轻轻的一个挑眉，一个微笑，一个打招呼，
所有的情愫想波涛汹涌般向我涌来。
原来一切从来都没有改变。
原来我始终没有放下。
How?
How to do it?
I can't stop the curvature of my lips when i see him.
I won't miss him if i don't see him for a couple of weeks straight.
But if i did, he would occupy the entire space in my mind.
告诉我，该喜还是该忧？
I don't understand it!
How can he look at me with such hatred?
Aren't we supposed to be friends? Best friends?
Apparently, i am wrong.
This is not the first time that has happened.
I guess i have not been in his inner circle of friends at all!
He hurt me before. He laughed at me before.
I know that we were never very close.
But everyone around us said we were.
And so i thought.
But turn out, i was right, wasn't i?
I treat him as my best friend and?
He treat me as...?
And somehow, I am not as pissed as before.
Is it because i have gotten used to it?
You set the distance. You hold it.
You pushed me aside, then don't expect me to go running after you.
Ever again.
Mug and ate and walked with Anna!!!!
原来我们的未来可以那么相似。
本以为我未来的路。。。会很迷惘。独自一人，很害怕。
但是，知道你有可能和我一起上学，一起上课。
午休时可以一起吃饭，考试时可以一起读书。
天大的事都不会拆散我们！对吧？对吧？
想到这里，我就好开心好开心！
只要想到有这个机会，有这个可能，我就真的是满心欢喜！
姐妹，你呢？
能看到我们的未来吗？
我知道，路很难走。
可能你被选中，而我落选了。
可是，我们暂且不要管这些好吗？现在的我们一起努力就好。
一起。
尹思语！十八岁生日快乐哦！
寻找梦想 7:17 PM
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