Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Was feeling quite down today.
Coupled with a few blows...
And all i can say is that i am indeed blinded by darkness.
Claustrophobic.
Everywhere i walked, and i mean everywhere, i am bummed.
Felt like there high walls all around me.
Walls that i can't seem to climb over, no matter how hard i tried.
No matter how bloody my hands have become, after slipping down the cruel, hideous wall a thousand times, i can't seem to conquer it.
And then i have to watch the flame in me slowly die away.
I have to endure the pain when darkness swallows me whole.
And then?
All hopes and dreams got sucked away.
I am left soul-less, just like i had a Dementor's kiss.
Where is my hero, when i needed him?
It doesn't matter, does it?
It just all boils down to "Depressed".
I very much want to say: "Please, just leave me alone."
But, i realised i can't.
Because i need you. I need you to be by my side.
Telling me that all is not yet lost.
Yes, i need that.
No matter how superficial that might sound, i need that.
And i can't bear the fact that you can simply walk past me, without talking to me.
Without smiling at me, without acknowledging me.
It kind of hurt me.
I hope we can be chummy again. Because you mean a lot to me.
这辈子，你甩不掉我了。我也同样不会抛下你的。
姐妹，对不起啦！我是真的很抱歉哦！
你啦！看到我就碎碎念。。。害我都没有机会给你看我喜欢的衣服啦！
约会时一定要的啦！一定哦！
寻找梦想 6:12 PM
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