Friday, October 01, 2010
Everybody grows up.
Everybody changes.
That's when I realised that i don't really know them.
Amazing, they turn out to be what I don't expect them to.
They turn out to be better than what I expected.
People that I feel more strongly towards.
People that I can connect with.
So, does is it matter who is the one who changed?
It doesn't matter. Because everybody changes.
He smokes, he gambles, he plays with girls.
It irritates me.
And I know that this horrible and prolonged, bizzare obsession is kind of fading.
But then again, I can't stop myself.
I thought I was able to climb out of the pool myself this time.
Turns out I fell right back in again.
Heard he had a blog. So I went to check.
Heard he had a SayNow sort of thing. I know it's going to cost,
but I just have the urge to subscribe.
To want him to know that someone far away cares.
To hope that he can motivate me on.
One word. I know, one word from him, I can be different.
It just bugs me.
It bugs me even more when I know exactly that he is not perfect and may not be the guy I think he is, I am still in that pool of obsession!
WHY?
寻找梦想 10:21 PM
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