Monday, November 08, 2010
First paper down.
And I lost half my faith.
Well, I shall not say how did I fare.
Because, to me, not saying it out loud gave me somehow, a little more hope.
And ignorance is bliss, right?
Today, when I was going home,
I was reminded that this same time last year, we were all busy preparing for OP.
Struggling to hand up the written report and memorising all our scripts.
Remembering to gesture and smile.
It seemed like a long, long time ago.
It seemed even further to the time when we were choosing subjects.
Carefree, nothing much to do. Nothing much to worry.
And that now.
We grew up so fast that we don't even have time to appreciate it.
Then suddenly, the future press on us.
Expectant I may be, I am still rather reluctant to let go of the child in me.
Gone were the days when i can whine whenever i like,
and just sit there and do nothing and watch TV all day.
But now, our minds and our bodies have been stretched to a point of breaking.
But people, we still have to hang on.
For what? For the unseen future, I guess.
It's like Harry Potter.
I know I shouldn't be watching. I know I shouldn't be reading.
But hey! Who can stand that temptation?!
I can still remember the first time I watch Harry Potter!
The glee on my face and the affection I felt for the author.
And now, we all grew up.
We are kids, no more.
This, hit me rather hard.
How are we supposed to... grow up?
When the papers end, when we celebrated all we want,
then... what awaits?
寻找梦想 1:25 PM
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