Saturday, December 11, 2010
These few days... Makes me think too much. Way too much.
My life suddenly just revolves around Bella Swan, Jacob Black and Edward Cullen.
And I started the talking to myself thing again.
Ya, freaky huh?
At first, I couldn't stand another moment of it.
But then, hasn't this escaping into other world kinda thing always been my trait?
So that I don't have to focus on my problems.
I can focus on other people's problems.
I can bring myslef to feel the pain that others feel, but not the one lingering in me.
I never thought that it would be so unbearable.
But I talked to you.
You don't know how much you meant to me. More than you will believe.
Talking to you somehow makes me feel myself again.
You caught me before I was swept away by the whirlpool of thoughts.
I thought it will be unnecessary for us to meet again.
Perhaps, leaving everything as it is now would be the best choice.
Guess I was wrong.
Talking to you, chatting, talking about nothing important made me feel your importance.
Pulled me back to the world I feel so comfortable in.
Talking to you made me realise that I can still survive without the silence around me.
Though somehow, I've gotten used to the silence, too much for my liking.
It makes me feel connected again.
It makes me want to see you again.
And because it's you, I have the confidence, that silence around us will be comfortable as well.
寻找梦想 12:15 PM
_____________
