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cantiaohai aka mini_ds

Woah! It's amazing, although today is only the 8th, it feels a long time from prom.
平常我都很不喜欢离开 chalet 了。
今天更依依不舍。以后，要想这样再聚在一起应该会很困难吧。
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6th Dec 2010

Woke up about 730am in the morning to attend the sph scholarship talk.
Then rushed to meet the rest at 12pm at Pasir Ris.
Ahems, me and anna even skipped the reception for it, and guess what?
We were the first to arrive. *sighs*
Haha, met up with the rest and take all our luggage to eat lunch at white sands.
Then... checked in and the real work starts.
Gosh, make up for the real thing!
But guess my makeup is not obvious enough in the lighting in the ballroom >.<
Ahwells, prom then passes in a flash.
I barely eaten, was busy taking photos, especially towards the end.
I didn't really pay attention to the games and competitions on stage.
Didn't bother about the lucky draws.
Basically it was just photos, toilet, photos, toilet, and more photos. :D
当晚，发生了让我很自豪，但也很自卑的事。
不过，大家以后要再见面的几率真的很少了吧。
所以，我是认为应该留念一下的。。。
Cab back to chalet and pwhaloar!~~~ The fun truly begins!:D
haha played circle of trust and i think i got a little drunk.
Dun really rmb what happened, except that i did quite a lot of my 口头禅 of the chalet! whahahaahhahaahahah:D
So me went off to sleep at around 6am in the morning...
Didn't really have a good night... or should i say morning?

7th Dec 2010

Anyways, woke up at around 10 plus and went to pool!
Haha i decided not to embarrass myself in front of everybody,
so I politely refused the game. LOLS
Then went to eat at Just Acia, haha didn't have much appetite.
Practically passed half my meal over to the guys.
It's the lack of sleep, I know. What else can it be?
Wanted to go to kbox, but it was too expensive.
Seriously?! But I would still love to sing with them!
Haha that just gives us another reason to meet up again! YIPPEE!~
Anyways, we decided to go bike.
Haha I was a little nervous coz the last time I was on a bike was like a year ago.
Well, that time I did manage to get on the bike, but I was super wobbly.
So, i decided to try.
Starting was a little tough and I was really wobbly.
But I am really glad that cycling is not exactly a skill that you can forget.
It's like imprinted in you.
Hmm, guess that is not a very good word.
My body remembers the way, and I was up on the bike and going!~
Felt really accomplished and happy!
hehe, must thank anna and zhengyang for spending like many chalet hours last time to teach me, especially for me to overcome my fear. (which is a humungous one)
And jennie and serming this time round, for staying with me.
Even though I kept stopping and was going kinda slowly...
Ohkays, so I am able to cycle, but I was still having difficulties turning.
I need a huge space to turn and I am super conscious of my surrounding.
The thing is, the more conscious I am, the higher tendency for me to clash into other people. Haiz...
So I was training how to turn, and then time is almost up for us to return the bikes
and it was beginning to drizzle.
I turned, and I turned into some patch of grass.
I thought I will be able to ride through the patch of grass.
Guess I overestimated myself...
Tripped over many tree roots, and the next moment I know, I was lying on my left side of the body, flat on the ground.
My body registered the pain first and I couldn't even stand up.
Tears just spilled out of my eyes and seriously, I hate myself for being so weak...
I saw the blood flowing from my leg and I felt faint.
Gosh. It was rather gross. Wonder whether I did leave a blood trail behind.
(So, here I am now, at home, bearing with the pain on my leg and looking at the horrendous scars. And have to endure the nags of my parents. Ahh!~~~ haiz... It looked like I self-tortured btw.)
So, serming helped me push my bike back and I was limping quickly back to the kiosk.
Was rather freaking out, becuase no matter how many times I have fallen,
I have never scratched myself so badly before.
Ohkay, then jennie came running towards me and we made our way back to the chalet.
I don't know what is going to happen, basically I just felt sort of dazed and panicky.
Anna went out to help me buy some sort of antiseptic and I was sitting on the toilet bowl, in the chalet, with tons of people crowding at the door...
At lost, same as me.
I heard many suggestions, and they get worse.
I was beginning to really freak out, when anna came back with some oil and bandage.
I cried before the oil even touched me. Yes, constance is right.
I am more afraid of the idea of pain than pain itself.
Well, how am I supposed to control my tears when I hear gasps everywhere?
So, I went to wash my wounds, and came out for the disinfection process.
Well, I am not exactly sure how painful it was because I hyperventilated.
With tears flowing at the same time, and many people shouting all at once...
I was in a fluster and then I couldn't catch my breath anymore.
Sighs, I've made quite a scene, I believe.
And yes, of course I am ashamed of it. I should have been stronger and braver.
The tears shouldn't flow. Haiz.
One big thanks I have to give, is to give zhengyang.
I know he won't read this, but I haven't figure out how to thank him yet.
Wanted to treat them to popeye's mash potato. But we all ended up eating there instead... So, next time i guess.
Haha he is more concerned of my leg than I am.
I have to thank him for the constant reminder that my leg is injured, and
I should take note that I don't swing it all around and hit other things.
And have to thank him for keeping me calm, and leading me.
谢谢哦！~
Of course, I have to thank anna for helping me treat my wounds.
我是怕到~~~~~~ 谢谢你陪在我身边。
And also the many who didn't really say but still, I can feel the concern in your eyes and actions. People, I do appreciate it~ <3
Ohkays, so then I went to bathe (ouch!) and ate BK.
And we head on to Changi Airport to send off Jifang!
Hope we can see each other again soon!~~
YAYS!~ I love the airport, though my leg ached kinda bad.
Ahhwells, it's nice that we get to go there but there is limited time that we can stay there if we want to take the public transport back.
And I didn't do the feel pa thing there too. ohman!>.<
Head back to chalet and watched dramas, KO-ed at about 3am and woke around 9am.
Didn't really sleep well either because I was rather bothered by my leg, afraid that it will touch the bed sheet or something.

8th Dec 2010

I don't like it that chalet passes so fast.
I love to just hang out with them.
And I love the feeling of not having to rush home.
Basically, we can just relax.
Sighs, although chalet passes so quickly, prom seems rather far away.
It didn't feel like a 2-day-ago affair, to me, it feels like 3 weeks ago.
Don't ask me why, because I don't know either.
So we packed our stuff, and were ready to leave.
Went to grab brunch and watched Rapunzel!:D
Before that, we went on the tiny ferris wheel and the 2 cabins were like far far away and we couldn't take picture of one another.
Rapunzel was great! But was quite a cliched Disney fairytale.
Sad to say is that I fell for it, completely.
How can I ever believe that there is no happily ever after in Disney fariytales?!
I am dumb, and can't believe that my tears were wasted on this.
God, haha didn't really wanted to go back, I want to loiter.
But I don't want to give my parents another reason for nagging at me again.
So I left home obediently.

Folks, this will not be the end.
4I clique still has a long way to go!
Xmas party to attend, (Ohkay, I shall plan a christmas presents exchange party then!)
movies to watch, (Pirates of Carribean) trips to go on together.
Many many more! We must have chalet every year k?
And every year shall be as fun as the previous one!
I love you guys tons and tons and tons and many! :D <333333

寻找梦想 7:01 PM

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