Thursday, March 03, 2011
Grr. I cannot believe that I dreamt about him.
Of all people!
Gah. Ok, in case the future me forgets who I am talking about.
Last night I dreamt about a guy.
The guy who likes to walk and talk.
Will I get that hint? Haha
Anyway, I dreamt that I was in some sort of chalet with him, his CCA people and his juniors.
Uh huh. I don't know anybody else, except for him.
Why would I be there in the first place.
Shows how illogical and impossible and ridiculous the dream is.
So, it was night time and we were all sleeping.
He was sandwiched between me and another girl.
Ok. The thing is... I seem to be deeply in love with him in that dream.
So when he went over to the girl and showed his affection for her openly,
I cried bitterly. In the dream.
But it was so vivid, I can feel the heart wrenching feeling in my gut.
Gosh. I cried and I cried.
And he came over to me telling me that: "If your loved one left you, you should fight for him."
Ok. Don't make any sense, I know.
The me in that dream was so real and so ME.
I cringed away from him and forced myself to face the truth.
So I told myself to cry.
It seemed so real, I was surprised that there was not a single tear drop on me when I woke up.
I cried and cried and I told myself that after this, I will not be affected by him anymore.
And then I started meditating. LOLS
And the alarm clock beeped, I have never loved my alarm more.
I am so glad I woke up.
By the way, I think this was a sub dream.
I think I was dreaming about Percy Jackson at first, then I woke up in the middle of the night and went back to sleep again, forgetting the percy jackson dream and dwelled instead on THAT dream.
With the guy that I have taken 4 years to seen the truth about.
Evil colleagues>.<
They keep reminding me that IT'S ONE MORE DAY.
Gah. Lord, save me!
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