Friday, March 18, 2011
Sort of made up mind. Sort of.
I thought about it throughout the week.
And I ended up telling myself not to worry about the future.
We can't be worried about the unknown, can we?
Life would be too tiring then.
If I can stare at the pen and paper in my hands and smile, then my decision must be right.
The past two days was fantastic.
Consecutive dinner dates:D
Both at clementi~
It's strange that when we are students, we are seldom able to come out on dates.
And simply hang out. No purpose, no agenda.
Just chill. Ya, I like that.
And I realised I crave single company more often now.
And I crave times to be alone.
And I even had strange ideas such as to go running.
Me? Running?
Uh huh, those 2 things don't go together.
But, I was reading Nicholas Sparks' Message in a bottle these few days.
And what he wrote touched me alot. Because they are so true.
Running may be tedious, and tiring.
But somehow, I always forgot the refreshing effect I felt after I ran.
And those moments of silence that is so appealing.
Perhaps, I will really go run this sunday.
I need to clear my head, feel the wind against my cheek, be alone to think.
Perhaps, that may be the reason why I haven't had inspiration in a long time.
It's too crowded. Perhaps running can allow me to breathe.
Tears dropped silently in the printing room.
Why must Sparks make Garett die? When they are about to make things right?
Why must he die?
Why does he write so well? That he is able to use the simplest form of love and touched me at the deepest part of my heart?
But it is precisely that simple love, that is the most difficult to achieve.
寻找梦想 2:32 PM
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