Tuesday, March 15, 2011
Went to the open houses.
Though I take away quite a lot of info, I ended up being more confused.
Environmental studies that is newly offered by NUS is tempting me.
And mass communication in NTU has always been my dream.
The catch is... do I want to stay in an office dealing with all the environmental stuff for all my life?
Sure, they are interesting and I can contribute by some ways of conservation.
But... environmental health? Pollution blah blah blah.
Is that what I really want?
Do I want to work with the carbon credits or engage myself in congestion of traffic and development of a tiny city named Singapore?
Do I?
Then, do I want to write articles everyday?
Go scoop around for the most popular news, or coming up with advertising campaigns?
Do I?
I don't know.
I don't know what I wanna be when I grow up.
And then, all of a sudden, I lost grip of my dream.
What should I do?
Saw someone I know at lunch today.
The part of me that is conscious told myself to call out to him and say hi.
But... my legs took on a different form of command, taking me away.
So, I ran.
Ok. And I came back to office, and this indian guy is checking me out openly.
I mean, ohkay but do you have to be that obvious?
Though you speak in a different language, body language is universal.
It gave me the creeps.
I don't check guys out that way.
EEW.
And so I escaped back into the comforts of my printing room.
Sighs, mind is a whirl.
Take me on a tour :D
寻找梦想 2:28 PM
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