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cantiaohai aka mini_ds

Yesterday's print flow was crazy.
This morning's too.
I was juggling 400 pieces of paper in one and a half hour!
Drowned by tsunami >.<
Made my blues kinda worsen.

Watched season finale of skins season 1 last night.
And it was lame -.-
I mean, Cassie and Sid are sweet. Yes, I know.
And it's good to see that Tony has changed and realised that he does love Michelle.
And seeing Maxxie makes me melt, literally.
But car crash?
And singing after that?
Like obvious lip sync some more?
Like hello? No depth!
Makes me wonder why I am watching the drama.
Oh yes, for amusement. And yes, the hot guys.
I will start on season 2 soon, because there will be more Maxxie!<3

Oh and I dreamt of Tony on sunday night. HAHA
The dream goes like this:
Tony and I were in some cafe, standing there.
And this girl walked past me and brushed past my butt.
So, I was kinda pissed off.
And Tony encouraged me to go beat the girl up.
Lols and I did.
So I went over to her table, put my hands on my hips and screamed:
"You *ucking whore!"
(I am not so crude k? My subconcious brings in the context of the drama, that's why.)
And attempted to hit her. But she caught my hands and I ended up flailing my arms around. ROFLMAO!~
It was funny when I recounted it, but at that moment, I totally felt shameful.
Then Tony grabbed me and ran, with that girl chasing after us.
We ran to the supposed college and lock the doors and we began strolling down the classrooms.
And I dunno for what reason, we squatted down beside some wall, and all of a sudden Tony was sobbing into me, telling me that he love michelle.
LOLS and I patted him on the head going: I know, I know.
HAHA and I woke up.
Well, at least I dreamt of the hot guy and not the geek :D

Oh. And I went down to Orchard Central for the DJ audition.
But didn't register in the end because woah, there are tons of people there!
I mean, since when did DJ become a popular profession?
Well, the queues turn me off quite a lot.
And the egoistic and shameless guy that went on stage turned me off even more.
Goodness, he went up claiming that he can sing like Adam Lambert.
God, no. What the hell, no.
A kid can sing better than him.
Seriously, the DJs are too kind to fuel his ego.
I would have slap his ego down to hell.
Goodness me, have some pride.
Don't make yourself a laughing stock.
Why make yourself out to be a joke?
And people didn't laugh because of what you said, they laughed at you.
Hmm, so I was rather disgusted and I went away.
Well, chances come and go.
If it's meant for me, I believe it will come again then.

Taiwan trip? Hokgkong trip?
But Singapore has a lot of cheap and pretty clothes, no?
Go overseas to stock up on college wear sounds a little ridiculous.
Since I've been there before and the air fare is not exactly cheap.
Resign?
Should I?
Crap, why is life filled with decisions that I don't want to make?

Today is the last day.
I shall go stare at that page.
And close my eyes and the browser.
And tell myself that once I have chosen, there will be no more regrets.

寻找梦想 3:42 PM

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