Wednesday, June 01, 2011
Woah. 1st June already.
Suddenly felt like posting this because my colleagues are starting to mention about me leaving the office.
Has it been almost 6 months already?
I can still vividly remember the day when I first started work here.
Afraid, lost, alone.
And suddenly, I realised how much have changed.
And these bonds and friendships that I have forged, cannot be snipped away as easily as I used to think it would be.
Of course, everything has a downside.
My job is not at all a happy and smooth one and the people here are not the ultra friendly kind either.
But they did try to make me part of the family.
Making me laugh when the job was tough.
And chatting with me when I had nothing to do.
It's this peace that makes me look forward to the ending of every problem.
And it's them that encourages me on and pushes me forward when I feel like giving up.
I will be starting college.
A different world from them.
I will be going to NTU Mass Communication. Full stop.
Nothing can change that now.
And I don't want to change it either.
Talking with my colleague just now made me realised how lucky and fortunate I am.
To be able to pursue what I like at an advanced level, and come out to work in that arena.
She... She's a lot similar to me than I thought possible.
She has worked in a production company before and listening to her speak about her work with such passion and happiness, it makes me wonder whether I could be like her.
Why did I waver?
Is this my passion?
Yes. It is.
And I hope that one day, no matter how difficult my job is, I will be able to share with the others with pride.
寻找梦想 3:26 PM
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