Thursday, October 20, 2011
Lost for words.
HAPPY: Did really well for my CS2005 persuasive speech! Prof said I should be proud of myself!
And then... I dunno, everything seems to be going downhill afterwards.
Natural hazards test was zzz...
I don't aim for As, just hope that I dun see that hideous alphabet that I got last time ever again!
I kept telling myself that after these 2 weeks, everything will be better.
Everything will be better.
After these 2 weeks, everything will be better.
But I don't see the perks anymore.
I am getting angsty and TOO sensitive.
I need a break, yes again.
I am afraid that one sight of the people I missed and I will break down.
The tears are bursting out.
And yet I kept swallowing them back in.
They don't belong in this world.
They only belong to me. And that's why I don't feel like sharing it.
But I feel like I am slowly losing the little control that I have.
Went for a press conference today. And it really sets me thinking.
About what is the role that I am and will be going to play in such events in the future. The PR? The advertiser? The journalist?
I have absolutely no idea.
Nope, non at all.
10 issues and I hope that by the end of it, I can know THE ANSWER.
It's all part and parcel of life ain't it?
The uncertainty, the stress. I guess I have to get use to it especially in my line of job and be brave, always be brave.
Feel a little desperate for alone time.
Everything will be better after 2 weeks.
寻找梦想 9:06 PM
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